My wrists are itching
Time is ticking
I'm fucking crying
I'm fucking dying
Tears are flowing
Body is numbing
Dark is all I see
I thought you cared about me
My rage is alive
Not like my mind
I want to die
Someone end my life
Put a blade on wrist
Deep in my skin
Scream I hate you
Scream I love you
I feel numb
Where did the knife come from
I want to cry
But also just lock everything inside
I don't eat
I don't sleep
Lay awake at night
Try not to think
Putting up walls
around my heart
Block out feelings
Feel nothing at all
My rhyming is shitty
Ain't that a pity
I just open my mouth
And this is what comes out
I'm so sad
Someone hold me
Arms wrapped tightly
maybe then I'll be happy