I'm a monster
I can feel it flowing through my veins
The hidden anger, rage,the truth.
My body is full of pain
I look but don't feel
Stare in the mirror and want to kill
I don't want you to get hurt
Sometimes I think you should leave
But I know the honest truth is if you left I couldn't breathe
I'd lose my ability to see
Without you holding my hand I'd end up hanging from a fucking tree
I'm a screw up
I'm probably gonna keep screwing up
Because I never had anyone to look up-too
Right from wrong, fuck what's right from wrong
I grew up doing what felt right even if it was wrong
Maybe had you been in my life I could have known the difference all along
This is why I always stay by your side
Cause when your gone I lose my fucking mind