four days passed...Lisa and dahyun both are in the mansion these days

you were shocked when you saw dahyun but you were happier cause she came after a long time

you three slept in your room... well besties things you know... 

both Lisa and dahyun tried a lot to bring changes in you and guess what they succeeded

you improved a lot a LOT!! of course, they will after all they are the ones who raised you

your smile never left your lips in these four days... they surely made you happy with their presence...

they both left yesterday 

here you are sitting on the couch in your deep thoughts 

Jhope came from his room and noticed you

Jhope: Hey y/n!! 

you smiled at him

y/n: hello hobi oppa, where are others?

he just shrugged

Jhope: don't know... maybe they got some work

you hummed

y/n: I want to go out and eat some desserts...

you pouted

Jhope: yeah sure.... we will tomorrow

y/n: really?! Thank you Oppa! you are the best!

He smiled and patted your head

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you and BTS come out to spend some time

you decide to go to any bakery and have some cupcakes as you are craving them

so you guys arrive at a famous bakery

you are all sitting around a big round table and chatting with each other happily waiting for someone to come and take your orders

soon a pretty lady comes to your table and did a bow

waitress: what would you like to order sir?

she asked politely with a gentle smile

you are impressed by that...

Suga: bring us our regular ones

You raised your eyebrows...

do they come here more often?

waitress: your order miss?

you looked at the menu and found everything mouth-watering...

you gulped and looked at her

y/n: just bring me your best tasty one

you smiled at her.

waitress bowed and lef

Jimin: why you didn't order something specific?

you cheekily smiled at him

y/n: 'cause I find everything tasty... so yeah...

jungkook: then you could have just ordered everything

he shrugged casually. you gasped.

y/n: right!! but I don't want to burst my little tummy... it's precious you know...

you said and crassed your stomach... they crunched their faces

j-hope: what a weirdo...

y/n: whatever! I am y/n. I am the best!!

you sassily said flipped your hair and took out your phone

they smiled at you... they are so happy seeing you like this

you unlock your phone opened the photos section to see the pics you took recently with dahyun and Lisa

you smile at the pic where you three are posing weird faces for the selfie

Jimin peeked and watched your pics

you noticed him and raised an eyebrow 

y/n: hey! you know it's bad to peek-

Jimin: shut up and show me

be bluntly said. you huffed and showed him

you both looked through the pics... you stopped at dahyun pic... suddenly a thought hit you. 

you eyed Jimin suspiciously with narrowed eyes

Jimin: wae?

y/n: um... be honest with me... Do you like dubu unnie? I mean I noticed you two a lot of tim-

he burst into laughter. you frowned

y/n: yah! Oppa! why are you laughing? answer me!

he finally stopped suppressing his laughter and answered you

Jimin: no... your assumptions are wrong.

you raised an eyebrow

Jimin: I just like her personality... her attitude. and in the first place, I like to irritate her. cause she always disses me. I don't have any feelings for her. you can be rest assured

he shrugged and leaned on his chair

Jin: yeah... he flirts a lot but that doesn't mean he likes them right...

you nodded thinking something

y/n: and you jungkook Oppa... Do you like Lisa unnie?

he looks at you with a blank face

jungkook: who? That weird Noona? Nah!! not even in my dreams

he did a fake vomiting

jungkook: ewww! how can you even think of it? I don't want her near us! She is a devil!!

you turned to Jimin

y/n: I asked because I wanted to warn you cuz dahyun unnie is very DaNgErOuS! 

Jimin: I know...I experienced it two times...

he mumbled so you didn't hear it

you turned to jungkook

y/n: and you, I asked you because I wanted to tell you that don't even try to get her 'cause she is already mine! she is only mine!

you pointed a fork at him.

he put a disgusted face

jungkook: eww! Don't worry I don't want to separate two lesbians.

you frowned and glared at him

y/n: lesbians? who? we? are you serious Oppa?

you looked with disbelief and sighed

y/n: and for your kind information. we are NOT! I am straight!!

you huffed and glared at him. They chuckled at you

namjoon: means...you will date a guy?

y/n: yes of course! but I think that is never gonna happen...

j-hope: and why is that?

y/n: cause I have very high stands... very high!

taehyung: then I can say that you gonna be single for your whole life! 

y/n: I too think so...

you pouted. they laughed at you... soon the waitress came and placed your orders on the table

you all started enjoying your desserts... suga's phone rang. 

namjoon: who?

Suga: eomma.

you froze.. he picked up the call

suga: eomma...

Mrs. Kim: hello. yoongiya... how are you, my boy?

he smiled

suga: I am fine eomma... you and dad?

Mrs. Kim: we are also fine... what about my other sons? 

suga: they are also doing well...

Mrs. Kim: what about y/n? how is she? why she is not responding to my calls?

she asked worriedly... everyone became silent... you looked at your lap

suga: she is with us... lemme put it on speaker

he smiled...he know what he is doing... you looked at them with wide eyes and shook your head as no but he just nodded gesturing it would be okay

Mrs.Kim: hello? y/n-ah...baby...

hearing her sweet gentle voice after a very long time you got a euphoric feeling... immediately your eyes become teary

y/n: eomma...

Mrs.Kim: how are you y/n-ah? why are you not answering my calls? Are you mad at me cause I left you there? 

you took a deep breath and wiped your teary eyes 

y/n no omma... I am not mad at you... I am just busy w-with my studies and all... y-you know...

Mrs. Kim: what happened? baby, are you okay? why are you sounding different?

BTS looked at each other and gulped... well a mother knows her children very well..

y/n: I am fine Mom... I am just a little stressed...

you tried to convince her

Mrs. Kim: but still... something seems off... you usually scream when I call you...but now look how you are talking-

y/n: eomma! eomma!! stop!! I am fine! Aishh!! and how can you think like I am not okay when you left your seven sons to take care of me!!

you asked dramatically. She chuckled. Again guilt and regret rushed into the boys making their faces dull

Mrs. Kim: yes right... and what about you? Are you eating well? how is your health?

y/n: I am doing great!! Don't worry much!! how is Mr. Kim?

Mrs. Kim: he is also fine...wanna talk to him?

y/n: u-umm no.. not now.Maybe next time... we are hanging out so...

Mrs. Kim: oh ok ok. enjoy kids. eomma loves you all a lot! bye!

everyone: bye eomma!

you hung up and sighed.

you hide your face with your hands... soon small inaudible sobs start coming from you

jimin who is sitting beside you noticed it

he patted your head.... you looked at him with your teary eyes...

he smiled assuringly

jimin: everything is gonna be fine... 

you sniffed and nodded wiping your wet cheeks...

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after coming back home you all went to your rooms to relax 

your mood again became gloomy...

just the thought about your mother made you very sad... you are missing her so much...

you need her right now in the first place...

remembering your beautiful memories with your mother you closed your eyes letting them sleep

days passing by.... everyone become so busy with their work but they never fail to make you happy... they give you a lot of attention and affection and they are trying very hard to keep the smile on your face.... but they don't know that you are not happy...

you are just living.... what you don't know is you are again going into the darkness...

you opened your eyes and looked at the clock... it showed 3 am...

you sighed

y/n: ahh my head hurts...i need some fresh air

you mumbled and walked towards your balcony

the cool air hit your face making you shiver a bit... but it felt nice

you took a deep breath and roamed your eyes here and there...

You frowned when your eyes caught a tall figure standing on another balcony...

you sensed it was namjoon cause its his balcony

y/n: what is he doing at this hour?

you observed him... he is just looking at the night sky

y/n: seems like someone wants some company...

you mumbled walked towards Namjoon's room

you entered his room without knocking...

y/n: waa... what's this

your mouth hung open by seeing his room... it's so neat and classy

you thought his room would be messy cuz he is a messy person but his room is way too neat

you are impressed

you went to the balcony without making a noise cuz you wanted to startle him 

you stood behind him slowly patted his shoulder... you flinched and quickly wiped his face

you frowned at his action

y/n: Oppa? 

he turned around and smiled at you... you observed his face... you got worried seeing his teary eyes...

y/n: h-hey what happened? why are you crying?

you got soo worried cuz it's very rare to see him cry.... he is mentally very strong person...

namjoon: nothing... i-it just some dust got in my eyes

he looked away and rubbed his eyes dry

you know that he is lying... you sighed

he again turned to the sky... you walked beside him and watched the sky with him

namjoon: what are you doing at this hour? Aren't you sleepy? 

you shook your head

y/n: no... I am not sleepy.... and my head is hurting so I got up and then I saw you so I came here

he became worried

namjoon: your head hurts? Omg! Do you need medicine? are you ok now?

he became worried and started to examine your head to check if your wound was ok or not

you smiled at him and held his hand making him stop his actions

y/n: hey... I am fine. don't panic. It's just a slight headache.. now it's gone

but still, that worried look didn't go from his face

y/n: ah oppaaa! I am fine really!

he sighed and turned back to Sky

silence started between you two... but you broke it

y/n: Now tell me what happened?

he instantly answered

namjoon: I told you I was not crying!

you smiled at him

y/n: I didn't ask you if you are crying or not... I asked you what happened.... got you!

he released a sigh cuz now he got caught

y/n: now tell me.... what's bothering you?

namjoon: nothing y/n ah... you go and sleep it's so late

y/n: no! Not until you tell me what happened?  I swear! I will punish whoever made my oppa cry! tell me!

he chucked at your words and shook his head

namjoon: no one made me cry y/n... it's just me... myself

you frowned

namjoon: I am so tired y/n..... I am so tired of being strong... 

you stayed silent listening to him carefully

namjoon: everyone thinks that I am very strong.... but I am also a human after all... 

you just hummed

Namjoon: Just got overwhelmed by my emotions... don't worry about me

he showed a small smile assuring you

Y/n: I admire you... everything you do makes me wonder how come this guy can manage everything. It's so hard to manage those guys and me! you take care of Mr. Kim's work and you are good at your studies I mean how!? 

you just blabbered everything

he let out a chuckle

Y/n: Mr.Namjoon always carry that smile of yours. It's illegal to hide that dimple! and it's ok to feel down sometimes right...

you both smile looking at each other

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you are studying for your finals... they are in 1 month and after that your graduation

These days you stopped going to your uni cuz of all the things that happened but you never let your studies left behind

you are preparing very hard for the finals for best results

It was already dinner time so you came down to the dining hall and everyone was already present there waiting for you

Y/n: hey

you gave a little smile and sat down on your chair

Jin: how was your preparation going?

y/n: pretty good.. there is still a lot to complete

you said cracking your neck

jungkook: careful! otherwise, it will fall down

he said pointing at your head. you just glared at him as you were not in the mood for anything now

soon the servants came and served food and you all began to eat

Suga: how is your prep going?

he asked pointing at Viminkook

they just shrugged

V: I didn't even started yet

Jimin: me too... I'll just scare my bench mate and copy his answer

they said carelessly only to receive jin's rap

you chuckled at them

y/n: what bout you jungkook oppa?

jungkook: I tried to study but it all looked like an alien language to me so I stopped it

you rolled your eyes

y/n: whatever!

days are passing and your preparation has improved so much and you gained confidence now. You started talking to Rose, Jennie, and jisoo gain and you told them what happened. They were very concerned about you. They even requested to come and meet you but you refused it. But they do call daily and check on you and help you with some study topics as you missed some lectures. It's all going well now

you are about to sleep but you get a call from your mom

you squealed and attended the call

y/n: ommaaa! how are you?

Mrs.Kim: I'm good my little one... how's my baby doing?

y/n: I have been studying for my finals which are in a month

Mrs.Kim: yeah I forgot about your finals! sorry baby

Y/n: no omma it's ok. I miss you so much...

you pouted sadly... this is the first time you ever stayed away from her this long... and you really need her now.., all you need is mother's love... only it can help you now

Mrs.KIm: Me too. We gonna come back in 2 days

she happily said. It brought a huge smile to your face.

Y/n: really?! woah! I'm so happy now!

Mrs.Kim chuckled hearing the excitement in your voice

you talked for some time and ended the call

You are so happy now. You felt all your fears and heaviness were gone

you smiled and hopped down to tell this news to everyone... but it was already late at night

you went down and entered the hall... of course, no one was there...

"They might be sleeping" you mumbled and sat on the couch but got startled hearing someone entering with sharp footsteps

you became alert

a hint of relief hit you when you found out it was none other than your brothers but soon your eyes widened seeing blood all over their clothes

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BTS just finished their mission and entered their mansion but they don't know that y/n is still awake 

they walked into the hall with serious faces and clothes drenched in blood

soon their breath got struck seeing you on the couch

panic rose in them

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y/n: W-what happened to you guys? What's all t-this??

you trembled in your place looking at them

they looked totally different to you

suga stepped forward and gave you a small smile

your eyes watered cuz you thought something happened to them

suga: Hey... It's nothing y/n... there was an acciden-

Y/n: WHAT!? ACCIDENT?! ARE YOU GUYS ALRIGHT!??

you panicked and checked them for injuries. your tears fell 

suga: shhh we are all ok. look. this blood is not ours... On our way home there was a huge accident.. we escorted the injured people to hospital and in the process we got this blood on our clothes... 

you didn't believe that 

y/n: are you really saying the truth?

J-hope: then what do you think? Do you think that we just came after killing a bunch of people?

he asked with a smirk

you instantly shook your head

y/n: Why would I think like that? I am just worried for you guys

jimin smacked J-hope and glared at him

jimin: Aww our little sister is worried for us... omo... but we are all ok.. see

he gave you a reassuring smile. you just nodded unwillingly

Jungkook: why are you still awake?! what are you doing at this hour?

y/n: where were YOU at this hour!? where are you guys coming fro-

V: we are coming from a meeting but cuz of accident we got late. that's it. Now please excuse us so that we can shower and sleep

he flicked your forehead playfully trying to distract you

they walked towards their rooms leaving a clueless you behind

you sighed and went into your room

not gonna lie but you got sus about them..

Y/n: should I believe them? but.... ahhh whats wrong with me! but wait.. they said they rescued people from an accident site but how come they got those wounds on their faces like they got into a fight?

you shook your head

Y/n: it's not like they are some kind of gangsters. I need to stop using my brain too much

you sighed and tried to sleep

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To be continued........

Hey, lovelies...

Author Chonsa here!

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well... 2years is a long leave

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