Youngjae's POV

Jaebum is acting weird.

I ordered him salmon for breakfast and he was like: "Are you kidding me?!"

"Hey. Come on. Talk to me. Talking about your burdens makes it a lot-"

"I dont know what to say Choi" He interrupts

"Lets go back?" I asked but he didn't respond

I turned to look at him and he stood there with glassy eyes.

"Whats wrong?" I asked

He just shook his head and smiled bitterly.

How the hell am I going to help you if you are not going to open up!

"Youngjae?"

"Yeah?" I said as we walked to my car

"I feel cold lately. Like something is missing and I don't know what is that something? I feel empty..."  He said then sighed

I know.

"You can always talk to me." I said then we entered the car

I drove my car car and Jaebum was very silent.

Well... More like hurt.

"Jaebum, lets go upstairs already" I said then he followed me.

We entered a room and he fell silent for a moment.

"Its okay to use any instrument Jaebum. The walls are soundproof." I said then smiled

It was the music room.

"D-do you play?"

"I can play the piano" I said then smiled

He just nodded and I sat on the sofa beside him.

"I'll let you chose. What do you want to do this Morning? Your choices are Gym or Music" I said then looked at him

"You have a gym here?"

"Its beside this room" I said then smiled

"Can we just stay here?"

I just nodded and smiled.

"What's going on inside your head?" I asked but he didn't answered

He grabbed his phone and did something.

Three minuets later his face became more sad and he put his phone away.

"What's wrong?"

He just shook his head and buried his face on his hands.

I pried his hands away and he was crying.

"Yah. Im Jaebum if its about Jinyoung and Mark hyungs I swear..."

"Heol. They look so happy and perfect for each other!" He said then smiled bitterly

"Jaebum, we wont be needing your phone in a while" I said then grabbed his phone.

"Why?"

"Because It will hurt you more. You need to focus on me and listen carefully. Stop stalking him already. You are just hurting yourself more..." I said then wiped his tears

"Am I wrong? Am I wrong because I love him?"

"No. Loving was never been wrong. Your choice of person was." I said then he smiled bitterly

"You've never been in a relationship right? You never loved someone right?"

"You don't need experience in love in order to give advice. What you think and feel what's right then go for it. I've already interviewed and heard a lot of love stories Im Jaebum." I said then he looked up

I was cupping his cheeks and smiling at him.

"Say. Why are you scared to fall in love?" He asked then I smiled

"Because loving is scary"