soon everything will be over

"(Y/N)?" A soft voice spoke.
"(Y/N), its time to wake up!"


"Only a few more minutes..." you grumbled, keeping your eyes shut.


"Come on! Get up!" The voice and lightly shook you by the shoulders.


"I dont wanna! Its so warm and comfortable!" You muttered, pulling the blanket over your head.


"Weren't you the one that was so excited to go into the woods?" The weirdly familiar voice asked. It sounded so soft, gentle and loving, but you didnt really know who it belonged to, although you had heard it before.


"Right we wanted to go to the firest today!" You said, your mouth forming a cute smile and your body sitting up.
"Lets go!" You said, getting out of bed.


"Get dressed honey! Dont forget that its cold outside! The breakfast is already waiting for you downstairs." The kind voice said and gave you a kiss on the forehead before leaving the room and going downstairs.


You went towards the wardrobe, opening it and looking at the clothing that was neatly organized.
It was in that moment that you realized that something was off.
Why were the clothes so small? Who was the women that had talked to you?


Was it- no! This wasnt possible, she's dead.


You decided to ignore the thoughts telling you that something was off and looked through your wardrobe until you found a cute sweater and some pants.


You quickly got dressed, feeling a bit weird about how small your body looked, but all felt....natural.
You headed downstairs, now finally seeing the woman that had woken you up. She was sitting at the table, drinking coffee and reading the newspaper.


"Sit down, and eat your breakfast before it gets cold!" She said with a kind smile.
For some reason you couldnt quite see her face...it was just like a, white cloud instead of a proper face, but for some reason, it didnt scare you.


You struggled to get onto the big chair but eventually managed to sit down and saw what was on your plate.
"Pancakes!!" You cheered, grabbing knive and fork to cut into them, but not before admiring the cute faces drawn onto them with chocolate syrup.


"Now I'm full!" You said and once again the woman kindly smiled at you.


"Then lets get ready!" She said and gestured you to go put on your boots and coat.


You followed the womans command, putting on your red boots with white polka dots on them and your yellow rain coat.
The woman also put on some boots and a coat, grabbed a basked and then left the house with you.


"Do you think well find some nice mushrooms?" She asked and you nodded, feeling excited to spend some time with her.


"(Y/N), you are such a wonderful girl, I cant tell you how glad I am to have you!" She said, with a bright smile.
"I love you....you'll always be my baby, even if youre all grown up!"


"And I love you mommy!" You chirped and looked at her with a expression full of love and admiration.
You were surprised by how easily the word mommy left your mouth, you didn't even have to think about it, you just automatically called her that.


"(Y/N)! Please never forget what I'm about to tell you!" She said, stopping and kneeling down next to you.
"You may be different, but that's what makes you special! God and I love you, and we know what power is burried deep down inside of you! Whenever you really need me, call for me and I'll hear you! I may be gone someday, but I will always be there!" She said and her words confused you.


"Mommy!? Why are you talking like you will be leaving soon? I thought we have so much time!"


"My beautiful little child, even we angels shouldnt take anytjing for granted, we should apprecuate the time we've spent with loved ones just as much as the humans do!" She said, and brushed the haur out of your face.
"I love you my dear, and I appreciate the time I could spent with you, I will treasure all the memories with you and never let them go, please dont forget me, my beloved child."


"Hah! Oh my god!" You shot up, your clothes drenched in sweat.
"It was a dream!" You muttered.


"Oh youre finally awake....are you ok?" Rin asked, looking concerned.


"Just a weird dream..." you muttered and realized what this dream was.
It wasnt just a ramdom memory, it was the last moment you had with your mom before your parents died. It was exactly one day before the blue night.
What you had dreamed of weren't just random scenes and random phrases, she had actually said those things to you.


"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked, sitting down on the edge of the bed.


"No...it was just some old memories...nothing big." You said, shrugging your shoulders.


"Ok, you should get ready, its time to leave soon." He said and gave you a kiss on the forehead.
"Are you sure you're ok (Y/N)?"


"Yeah, dont worry about it Rin!" You said with a smile and he seemed to be convinced that you really are fine.


"Uhhhh then I'm gonna go and get ready now..." you muttered, got up from the bed and left Rins room.


The emotions you felt were hard to describe, the dream had confused you and you weren't sure wether its important or not, you also felt nervous and the anxiety was slowly consuming you.
Your whole body was shaking, making it hard for you to button up your uniform.
Your hands were shaking uncontrollably and your mind was running wild.


After you had managed to put on your uniform you left your dorm room, entering the hallway where Rin was already waiting for you.


"Hey~" you whispered, looking at your handsome boyfriend that also was wearing his uniform and leaning on a wall.


"Hey babe~" he said, and walked over to you to give you a gentle kiss on the lips.


"Are you ready?" He asked while holding you close.


"Will I ever be?" You muttered.


"Dont forget that I will be there!" He said with a big smile.


"Yeah..." you smiled back at him, trying to look happy and confident. But the reality was that there was nothing that could make you feel any less insecure and scared.


"Lets go then!" He said, smiling brightly, grabbing your hand and dragging you along.


"Yeah let's go..."


No one said everything while you were heading to Mephistos office,a and even after you had reached your destination and made your way to the headquarter of the knights of the true cross to travel to Romania from there, no one even said a single word.


The atmosphere was uncomfortable and tense, everyone was nervous and scared, but didn't dare to talk about their fears.


Using a magic key you traveled from the Japan branch to the Romania branch of the order, but it was still a long way to the location of the Illuminati. The car ride took three hours which most of you used to sleep or mentally prepare yourselves.


Bon and Konekomaru were reading the Bible and rehearsing the verses so they wouldn't forget them when they needed them. Shiemi talked to Nee, hoping it would make her less nervous.
Rin was using the time to sleep, he was out like a light, drooling all over the seat and his uniform.


Lighting and some other high class excorcist were in another van that was driving right behind yours.
But you assumed that Lightning was probably using the time to either sleep or eat.


And you...you were lost in your thoughts.
No matter how hard you tried to sleep, you just couldn't keep ypur eyes closed for longer than a minute. The memories of the last time you had travelled in a bus of this kind haunted you. Last time someone died and you didn't want this to happen again.


The three hours went by way to quick but also way too slow. You wished that you would have had more time to mentally prepare yourself, but at the same time you wanted it to be over as quick as possible.


The car stopped abruptly in the middle of the woods. The sudden movement woke Rin up.
"Are we there already?" He asked as he slowly opened his eyes.


"I think so...we'll walk the rest of the way to not look too suspicious." Bon said and got up from his seat.


Someone opened the sliding door of the van and all of you climbed outside.
The air was cold and crisp, the sky was bright and blue with wide fluffy clouds covering most of it. Everything seemed so peaceful but at the same time the atmosphere was more than uncomfortable.


"Let's go beat some people up!!" Lightning said, sounding way too motivated.
"Why does everyone look so sad?" He asked, his question sounding a bit ironic.


"I wonder why..." Bon muttered with furrowed eyebrows.


"Oh come on guys! This won't be as bad as you think!" He said with a bright smile, still his words weren't convincing.


"Hes right! This is gonna be fun!" Rin cheered.


"Of course it will be..." Izumo muttered with her usual frown.
"Why are you guys acting like this is nothing?! Youre acting like this is some small mission! Do you guys dont realize that if we fail the world will end?! Youre such an idiot Rin! This isn't fun!" Izumo snapped and showed her true feelings. She looked scared and like she was panicking, you had never seen her like that. Her hands had formed fists and she looked like she was about to punch some sense into Rin.
"I cant believe they are sending us children to fight..." she muttered as she stared onto the ground.


"Relax Izumo! Everything's gonna be fine!" Rin said, his lips forming a relaxed smile.


"Dont you dare tell me I should relax! Dont you realize it! (Y/N) and you might be immortal, but the rest of us arent! If we die we cant just come back! We can't just get burned alive and then come back stronger!" She shouted as her fists clenched so tight, her knuckles began to turn white.


"Izumo...if you want to back out of this it's ok." You said softly trying to relax her.


"No! I can't just let you guys down like that...besides...I have a bone to pick with that dumb pink head!" She said, basically fuming.


"Well then, we will look out for you so dont worry!" Rin said with his usual bright smile, that was more blinding than the sun.


"We will see about that..." she muttered, a frown returning to her face but she seemed to be more relaxed now.


The rest of the way the group stayed as silent as possible, while you talked about the plan.
First you would visit the contact man that had sent the picture pictures of the Illuminati base to Mephisto, and get some Illuminati uniforms from him.
After that you would infiltrate the base, split up the group and beat up Lucifer and safe your friends. The plan sounded easy, but you all knew that that was far from the truth.


The informant was quite interesting to say the least, someone you werent sure wether you could fully trust him or not.
The guy looked like he had just crawled out if a cabe or as if he was Lightnings long lost twin brother. His dark brown hair was long and messy, his clothes had holes and were dirty and he had a heavy accent that was quite hard to understand. But Lightning seemed to somehow understand him, maybe he really was his long lost brother.


"Here put these on, after that I will tell you how we'll continue after that." Lightning said, throwing a pile of uniforms on a table.
You all nodded, picking up the pile of old clothes and then walked into a little room next to the one you were just in.
It was cold in the little wooden cabin, the only heat source was a oven powered by wood in the biggest room.


Changing into the uniform was far from a pleasant experience, not only did you have to change infront of each other in a room that was too small to keep a distance from everyone, it was also very cold.
It felt as if you were taking your clothes off outside in the middle of the winter.


You all agreed that you wouldnt look at each other and then proceeded to change as quickly as possible, which was quite hard, since there wasnt much space to move around without touching someone else.


You slipped out of your your shoes, feeling the cold wooden floor through your thick socks. Then you quickly pulled down your pants, the cold air hitting your exposed legs, making goosebumps form on your skin. Your body began to shiver as you proceeded to take of your clothes to get this over with as quickly as possible.


"Fuck!" Rin muttered as he slipped on the pants and buttoned up hid shirt.
You exactly knew that he was catching glimpses of you here and there while you were changing, but you didnt mind, he was your boyfriend after all.


"It's so cold!" Izumo muttered as her teeth clattered from the cold.
"Why send us to the coldest room in the cabin!?"


"Just keep changing!! This is for the benefit of the whole world!" You said as you put on the jacket and your boots.


The uniform smelley weird and was way too big on you, and you wondered wether there was blood on it.


"Ewww why does it smell like some died in it!" Rin said, as he put on the jaket, inhqling its weird and musty smell.


"Probably because someone died in it, where else would they get it from?" Bon said with a deadpan expression.


"I dont know steal it? This is disgusting!" Rin replied, his mouth forming a frown. He was obviously disgusted.


"Just don't think about it and breathe through your mouth." Bon said, patting Rins shoulder as he walked past him and towards the door.


Rin frowned even more, but tried not to argue with Bon since he knew it wouldn't get him anywhere. 


"You all look fabulous!" Lightning said with his usual wide smirk.


"Yeah..." you all muttered in unison, as you all hated the clothes you were wearing.


"So the plan!" The arc knight shouted, catching you off guard.
"You will sneak in through this air vent, you will see it from outside the building, its not hard to recognize." Lightning said, showing you a map that he spread out on a old wooden table.


"After that you will crawl through the vents until about here, where you split up and go different ways." Lighting continued showing you the directions, telling you to memorize the directions.


You tried your best to remember the directions, but you really weren't the best in that kind of stuff.
"Right, right, left..." you muttered, trying to picture the way in front of you.


"Dont worry about it!" Rin said with a bright smile, showing his sharp teeth. He seemed confident, but you knew that he didn't remember anything, he probably didn't even look at the map.


"With you idiot by my side...I have no choice but to worry!♡" He said, with a sweet smile.


"How mean!" He said, pouting like a little child.
"You love me!"


"Hmmm yeah, sadly I do. I still don't know how I could fall in love with a dork like you." You said, shrugging your shoulders while smiling at him.


"I hate you..." he said, rolling his eyes.


"I know you don't!"


"Yeah I really don't..."


After talking about the rest of the plan and clearing up some questions, the group was ready to go safe the world...or at least you somewhat felt like it, after all you were just children....with a plan.


It took an hour long walk to reach the Illuminati base that was located in the middle of the woods. It was cold and the Uniforms didn't really keep you warm.


You held Rins warm hand as you walked through the thick layer of snow, covering the forest grounds.


No one dared to talk, you were instructed not to. Your goal was to reach your destination while being as silent as possible, to not look suspicious.


It was cold and your body ached more with each step you took, bringing you closer to your destination.


"Are you ok?" Rin whispered, and you just nooded, squeezing his hand a bit.


All of a sudden everyone stopped.
Without having to say a word everyone knew that you had reached your destination.
Infront of you was a big mountain, that looked pretty normal.


"Lets go..." you whispered, staring at the mountain.







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