TW: DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE   IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS PLEASE SKIP AND DONT READ THIS. IF YOU DOSTILL READ IT PLS AS SOON AS IT STARTS TO TRIGGER YOU, DONT CONTINUE READING. IT MY LEAD TO A ATTACK.

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Recently your mental health has been getting worse. Work has really been stressing you out. You barley get time to yourself anymore due to your schedule.

You were currently sitting in a empty meeting room at work. You stayed there even though the meeting was over, because you had work to finish on top of more work that steph just gave to you during the meeting.

You couldnt get the work done. Your head was spinning like crazy. You heard the door open which made your head pop up to see who it was.

It was rhea. You guys never really talked to each other. You two didnt really like each other after a fight you had at a business party a while ago.

"You okay?" she asked quietly. You hesitated since you didnt know if you should lie or not. You really wanted help but at the same time you didnt because you were scared of trusting the wrong people with your issues.

"Yeah, im fine. Just thinking about some new ring gear ideas and new entrance, since im suddenly turning heel next soon". You knew you shouldnt have lied. It made you sick to your stomach having to lie even though you wanted help so bad but was so scared.

"Dont lie to me. We may not get on good terms because of what happened a few months ago. Trust me when i say that I dont want you being stressed over this job.". She walked over to you and sat down next to you.

You stood quiet for a few seconds. "My depression and anxiety has been getting out of control recently. I really thought i had it under control when i stopped taking my medication. Yesterday I did something I really regret doing and I know i will probably try again even though I really dont want to. I need help rhea, i really do. But im just so scared of trusting the wrong people."

You never talk to people about your problems. You gave up and just told her everything. She is the first and only person to know about this and is the only person u have told your problems to. You put your hands up to your eyes and started to cry uncontrollably.

Rhea quickly wrapped her arms around you, pulling you into a hug. "Dont ever think you cant trust me. I always have and always will be here for you, no matter what happens between us. Nothing will ever stop me from liking you. Whenever you need me, come to me and tell me. I will stop whatever i am doing to spend time to talk to you. You have been my biggest inspiration to stay in this company. I dont want to lose you, none of these people do. You are the strongest person i know. You got this, dont let this stupid depresssion take you down. If you are fine with getting back on your meds, then lets do that. I believe in you y/n. I love you and always will". 

You slowly stopped crying when hearing those comforting words from rhea, whom you thought hated you. She was right. If i wasn't strong enough then i wouldnt be here right now. I am very much strong, and I can defeat this dumb depression thats trying to bring me down.

"Thank you so much Rhea, also your squeezing me too hard. I have asthma". "Oh sorry, my bad it's my fault" she unwrapped her arms from around you and stood up from her seat.

"Come on, I know this amazing store where you can look around and find out some ideas for your new gear and you can practice your entrance and everything. You will love it" she said happily jumping around.

You slightly smiled and stood up. "Okay, let's go then. I need some fresh air anyway".
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That's all I hope I guys have a good day and stay healthy.
Bye MosherZ