Onika's POV

I been crying all day, but that's nothing new I been crying since Ariah got here. I love my baby but this thing is hard and my mother doesn't make it any better and now she wanna have a dinner because she thinks I'm not feeding Ariah.

She's also bringing my step dad and possibly my father. I hate both of them my step dad was always mean to me he watched my mom bash me and hit me and laughed in my face I'll never forget it. And well my father is just like any other sh*t father.

He barely came around after her left my mother he says he left because of me and that's why my mother hates me I guess? I don't know but I know before their divorce they would always yell at each other and my father would go out get drunk and come home and beat me. My mother would beat me as well but she wasn't drunk.

I don't know why they both hate me so much it's been like this since I was Ariah age then high school it got worse. I started getting so angry and went to school fighting everyday, then I met Rih and it all went downhill from there.

Flashback

"UGH SHE STARTED IT WHY DO I HAVE TO SIT IN THE OFFICE" I yelled while kicking the wall.

"Aye" this tall girl with green ish eyes and long twist said to me.

"Me??"

"Yea come here" she smirked. I went up to her.

"Yea?"

"Wassup" she put her arm around me.

"Sup."

"You know you cute as h*ll and yo a** got a temper I like that sh*t." I giggled a little getting shy. "Gimme yo number, you gon slide with me at this party tomorrow night"

"You asking me or telling me?"

"Telling you"

"Oh ok" I wrote down my number giving it to her

"I'll see you tomorrow gangsta" she winked at me while biting her lip then walked away.

"K" I smiled.

Flashback over

And well since that day I been her 'gangsta' and I lived up to that name. She had me taking drugs with her and hitting licks, I loved the thrill of it and being in her arms but I knew it was wrong so I tried to break up with her a few times.

It never really worked but in college rih gave me something and I OD really really bad after that my parents had to fly down and they were pissed. I told Rih I couldn't see her anymore after that and she was beyond angry. We got into the worst fight that night.

Flashback

"YOU GOT ME F CKED UP ONIKA"

"Rih please calm down"

"NO YOU THINK YOU CAN GET OUT THAT EASY OH BABY YOU GOT LIFE F*CKED UP"

"Rih"

"SHUT THE F*CK UP" she put a pocket knife up to my throat.

"Please" I started crying.

"YOU NOT LEAVING ME ONIKA AND YOU D*MN SURE NOT GETTING OUT THE GAME" she gripped my hand while backing me into the wall.

"Y you're hurting me"

"DIDNT I SAY SHUT THE F CK UP" she punched me causing my nose to bleed. "YOU KNOW WHAT SINCE YOU WANNA GO OUT TO BE A SLUT ILL TREAT YOU LIKE ONE"

"Wha" she cut me off dragging me out my dorm and into her car. "Where are you taking me"

"SAY ANOTHER WORD" she put a gun to my head while speeding down the road. I silently cried the whole ride, once the car stopped we were at a warehouse.

She dragged me into a room full of men and they looked at me with lustful eyes.

"Here she's a slut and will go for anything" she threw me on the floor.

"Ooouu you a sexy thing, how much" the man said then looked at Rih

"2k"

Sh*t i thought I'd be worth more than 2k, but she can't just sell me I'm her girlfriend. But she walked away and left me with the men. As the door closed they immediately pounced on me stripping me of my clothes and dignity.

"NO PLEASE STOP" I said kicking them away but it wasn't enough.

"SHUTUP" one of the men slapped me then pinning me down. Once they removed my pants one shoved his dick into me. I screamed in pain, the light skin man ripped my shirt open revealing my breast and touching them while another man shoved his dick into my mouth.

"Oh yea that's it baby girl" he said moaning while stroking in and out

They continued to do that and threw me in different positions then switching. The man slammed in to me harder every stroke I felt my walls tearing and blood running down my leg but they still didn't stop. No matter how much I begged.

They eventually picked me up placing my back on a pole in the room while using a chain to tied me to it. Once I was tied they all gathered around me and feasted on me. The tallest man sucked on my neck while another grabbed my boobs. The light skinned man rammed his penis into me with no remorse as the brown skinned man pinched my kitty and played with it.

They did that for hours and finally I was too weak to fight back and just hung there till they were done with me. I ended up falling asleep but I woke up to Rih slapping me.

"Get tf up" she smiled "did you learn your lesson"

I sighed in defeat before answering "yes" I said lowly.

"Good" she untied me causing me to drop to the floor unable to walk "get up I'm not carrying you"

"C can I wear your jacket" I was cold and naked.

"No you wanna be a slut right get your a** up and walk through this building and to the car naked" she said walking away.

I had no choice but to limp to the car completely humiliated.

Flashback over

And after that day Rih started drugging me and forcing me to do all kinds of diabolical stuff. Eventually my parents found out and they didn't speak to me for the rest of the year.

I tried speaking to them but they hated me more than ever now and so did Rih. As the days went on I started throwing up but it could've been because of the drugs, or atleast that's what I thought.