The beauty of life

We finally arrived at the story's last chapters! I hope you all enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it and I hope you liked it too (I would recommend the song above for the last chapter 😁) Enjoy!

All your predictions were coming out the same. Dazai would never wake up. It was the first time that you used your power to see the far future, on your own, and the results was catastrophic.

Y/n: N-no!...
Atsushi: Y/n-san, Dazai-san is going to be okay, he'll wake up, he's strong.

But you wouldn't listen, your predictions would continue to torment your mind.

Y/n: I-I want t-to be alone p-please...

You cried.

Kunikida: Atsushi...
Atsushi: Okay Y/n-san...

He said and both of them walked away from your office.

[...]

The days continued passing but nothing changed. You stopped using your ability. No matter how many days passed, the results wasn't going to change.

The thoughts that was torturing your mind now was that, what if it was all your fault? What if the moment you used your ability you predetermined Dazai's fate? Would something be different if you didn't use it?...

Those thoughts led you to your decision...

[...]

It was the like the day you first met him and stopped him from committing suicide.

You left the latter you had written to him on the table, next to his hospital bed, even if he couldn't read, you at least had "told" him what you wanted, and so, left for the building were you first met him.

When you arrived there, you sat down and watched the sunset, but once again, like this time when he got shot by Fyodor, you couldn't find any beauty to it...

<...>

Meanwhile...

Yosano: Dazai! How do you feel? Are you okay?
Dazai: W-where am I?
Yosano: In my office.
Dazai: My body hurts.
Yosano: Well, I had to use extreme methods to bring you back. You see, you ability was preventing me to heal you so I had to stop your brain and long story short, you are awake.
Kenji: And we are happy for that!

Kenji said excitedly.

Kunikida: Welcome back Dazai.

Kunikida said and smiled.

Atsushi: Yeah, we all are happy you are back!

Dazai: I'm glad I'm back too.

A while passed and you hadn't showed, thing that had him wondering. He leaned at the small table that was on side to look for his phone but something else caught his attention.

An envelope.

An unsettling feeling born in his mind for a reason. He couldn't put a finger to what it was but he was sure it was connected to you. And so, he decided to question where you were.

Dazai: Kunikida-kun?

He shouted to him from his room.

Kunikida: What's up Dazai?

He replied and walked in the room.

Dazai: Do know where is Y/n-san? I haven't seen her here.
Kunikida: No, I only saw her going to your room and then she left.
Dazai: You let her leave? That's so unfair! When I want to leave you don't allow me!

He whined.

Kunikida: Y/n wasn't very good since the day we found you and so we don't pressure her.

At his words, this unsettling feeling grown.

Dazai: Okay.

At that, Kunikida left, because he was called by one of his comrades and Dazai immediately took the envelope, opened it and read it.

Immediately when he read it, grabbed his clothes and he ran out his room and out of the Agency.

Kunikida: Oi Dazai, where you going!?

But Dazai didn't replied, he was already out of the door.

(...)

He was running and running and running as fast as his legs could take him to the building were you first met. All the time the words he had read was swimming in his mind.

Dear Dazai

I'm good with words but I'm writing this latter to you even if I know that you will never read it...

-lightning at the sky-

and that's because I was late once again to save you...

-thunder noise-

that's why I decided to come and find you myself...

-rain starts pouring-

I want to apologise for depriving you your life. In all the time we passed to together I understood one thing. All your suicide attempts failed, not because you can't find the perfect woman to commit suicide with, but because you had long ago found the beauty in your life...

-thunder noise-

You wanted to live while I wanted to die in the end.

-lightning at the sky-

Guess I trying to show the beauty of life to wrong person. Somewhere inside it I knew it and it seems like that part of me was seeking the beauty of life from you...

-thunder noice-

...that's why, I'll come to find you since my life without you doesn't have a meaning. And the reason why I was so desperate with our promise was not for you not to die, you wouldn't, you had found the meaning in your life, but for me. I didn't want to believe that I wanted to die. I hope what I wrote make some sense.

See you on the other side, whenever you come, I'll be waiting.

Y/n L/n

Until the time those words came to an end in his head, he had arrived on the roof of the building were he thought you'd be and it was already raining. The building were you first met him and he wasn't wrong. The scene in front of him broke his heart.

You were standing on the edge of the roof and then, you fell. Immediately, Dazai rushed out of the elevator, ran towards the edge in an attempt to catch you but in the process, he slipped from the waters of the rain and then, he found himself out of the roof.

{...}

When it started raining, you jumped off the building.

You were falling, ready to go meet Dazai. Maybe he wasn't there yet but someday he would come. You didn't mind if it months or years. He couldn't be with you and it was your fault.

Then suddenly, you saw something coming towards you. That something was a person and that person extended his hand to you. You identified this hand as Dazai's hand.

Y/n: D-Dazai-san!?...
Dazai: Y/n!

He said and tried to catch you. Unconsciously, you extended your hand to take his. Dazai caught you and pulled you in his hug.

Y/n: Y-you- But I saw that- I mean-
Dazai: Guess the future isn't said in stone.

He sad giggled. At that, you started crying.

Y/n: I'm sorry Dazai, I got you into all this mess-

Dazai silenced you with his finger.

Dazai: Don't worry Y/n, I'm not regretting what's happening cause my dream came true.
Y/n: To commit double suicide?

You said, giggling slightly, lifeless maybe.

Dazai: No, my new dream. To be with you forever. I love you Y/n.

At that you smiled. It was the first time in years you smiled.

Y/n: I-I lo-

You tried to say but the impact came faster than your words, killing you both instantly, without pain. It didn't let you though to finish your words to return your feelings. But Dazai didn't need you to tell him cause he already knew...

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He already knew that you loved him.
            
            
             
The end.
I hope it didn't made you that sad.
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