(The following day) 

Xylia POV

I was lying on my stomach scrolling through IG when I saw Dakari walk into the room.

"Where did you go," I said noticing he's been gone for a while.

"To the store," he said opening up a plan b.

"I bought you some food too, it's downstairs," he said giving me the plan b making me nod.

I had already started getting myself ready for the day. I brushed my teeth, took a shower, and did my usual hygiene while he was gone.

He returned with a chicken biscuit, grits, bacon, and gravy from this downtown restaurant called Angie's Place. 

(If yall live in ATL, I would recommend  Angie's Place food-Lonii)

"Thak youuu" I dragged out as he put the food on the bed.

"How you feel? you okay" he asked rubbing my legs.

"My legs are a little sore," I said making him nod his head.

Once I finished eating Dakari and I headed downstairs while he finished up the rest of his food.

"Eat, eat, eat hungry ass nigga" I chanted laughing and taking a picture of him.

"Is it okay if I post this picture since we're not together or anything?" I asked uneasily.

"You're my girlfriend, I just want it to be special when I ask you or whatever so post it," he said looking up from his plate.

YkitsLia  Lately.........

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TheShadeRoom oop I guess they're official

DatsDess.Dior YASSSS

I scrolled through the comments before I heard Dakari calling my name.

"I gotta go to the studio, you wanna come with me?" He said taking off his shirt.

"yea, that's cool," I said picking my phone back up

"You wanna take a bath?" he said kissing my big ass forehead.

"mm hmm," I said nodding yes. 

He went into the bathroom and ran the water putting lavender-scented bubbles in the tub.

Walking back into the room he shook his head and took my phone out of my hand.

"You are always on your phone," he said smiling.

"Anyways," I said taking off my shirt.

"Don't watch me get undressed" I said frowning. 

"But I've- okay Xy," He said closing his eyes

"I get nervous," I said taking the rest of my clothes off.

I got in the tub really relaxing in the warmth. I turned on my stomach and put my feet up and just soaked in the water.

"This smells soo good," I said as Kari looked down at me.

After I finished washing I decided to lotion my body. I used cocoa butter and then sprayed some of my perfume.

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I walked into the studio with Dakari walking in front of me leading the way. It was hella niggas in there but I surprisingly felt comfortable. I sat down on a nearby couch and just observed my surroundings. The studio had blue LED lights and it was very clean and neat.  The decor was either white or black.

I saw Dakari dap up some guys that looked familiar.

"Xy, this is Sossa and Breezy, my day 1's," he said while the two boys stood there.

"I don't know what you did but you got my boy whipped," The boy Sossa said laughing.

"I'm Breezy, your new best friend," He said hugging me.

"I gotta surprise for you, just listen," Dakari said walking away.

Dakari was currently in the booth when a fire ass beat came on. 

I'm just tryin' to figure it out
It's a lot comin' with this shit
Lose a lot
Gain a lotLike it's written in Chinese it's hard to read her
I poured an 8th in a liter knocking Aaliyah
It's funny I fell in love with her Instagram
I'm picturing how I'ma fuck her, If I get to meet her
I don't get to nap
What you do for a living?
Shit, my business rap
I'm outta town all the time, let me know if you can get with that
In 5 minutes flat I bag an ounce up, I was in the trap
It's funny that ones that was closest don't even give me dap
You claim you want me, that's something that you just gotta prove
A lot a dudes in Gucci uniforms like it's private school
Crazy me wearing these red-bottoms, done brought em out the blue
Young rich nigga, probably find me where Stella got her groove
Feel like I got her, so now I just gotta follow through
She telling me if we was together, I'd have to follow rules
I'mma see you, when I'mma see you, I make a lot of moves
I don't need you but I might keep you
What do I gotta prove?

I was definitely feeling this shit but listening some more the song seemed like it was about me. It made me feel even more special that the whole time he was rapping he looked dead at me.

 After him recording about five songs he came up to me with a goofy grin on his face.

"Come on let's go," he said grabbing my hand.

"Was that first song about me?" I said cheesing hard.

"Yea, the first day you were at my house I wrote it while you were sleeping," he said still holding my hand as we walk out the window.

"Soo, that basically means I'm your muse?" I say practically jumping up and down.

"yea, I guess you are my muse".

He unlocked the car and before I got in I remembered I wanted to post pictures today.

"wait, can you please take my pictures," I said stopping.

DaveEastOfficial Top shelf you can't reach her

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RandomDaveFan Ooh so when did this happen?

RandomNigga Damn that's yours, she bad asf

I saw Dave post the pictures on his Instagram and everybody immediately went crazy. 

"Baby, can you send me these pictures please," I said.

"Baby?, I like the sound of that," He said cheesing and sending me the photos.

"What do you even like about me?" I said randomly feeling insecure after scrolling on IG.

"Well, you're beautiful, passionate, you know what you want to do in life, you got goals, and you got bomb pussy!" He said chuckling.

"Boy stopp" I said feeling special that he felt that way about me.

I hadn't felt special in a while. Even though I have my brother, mom, Khylee, and Aaliyah the only person who ever truly made me feel special was my dad.

Growing up you can definitely say I was a daddy's girl. When I was 9 years old my dad was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. At first, it didn't affect me but as time went on a lot changed. We would hang out all the time, get ice cream, go to the park, and just talk for hours.

He was my comfort space. He got along with everybody in the neighborhood considering how we used to live in a pretty dangerous area. 

*Flashback*

I pulled my black GoodWill jacket closer to my body as the cold wind brushed past me. With each step I took, y anxiety started to increase. Lord knows how I shouldn't be on this side of town, but I needed to get some groceries for dinner. As I approached the corner of  23rd and Cedar Northwest, my vision blurred as I felt my eyes getting watery. 

The flowers, candles, and posters were in the same spot they'd been in for the past year and 3 months. 

It didn't seem real. My dad, Liam had been gone for so long, and it still felt like he died yesterday. I was still haunted by the screams of my mom finding him on the floor after he overdosed. The crazy thing was he wasn't even an addict.

I had anxiety and a shit ton of nightmares. Therapy wasn't an option since my mom didn't have insurance, so I have to live with the hurt and trauma. 

Things just weren't the same anymore at home. My mom still blames herself for working so hard to not see that he was depressed. 

*Flashback over*

After the incident when I was 12, I was really quiet sometimes going days without talking. I became very timid in public settings, especially at school. As time grew and I got older I thankfully learned to be more vocal and express myself freely.

I looked up at Dakari wanting to cry but at the same time, I knew my dad would be happy to know I found someone who made me feel like a princess.

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