|| 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐦𝐢𝐫 𝐂𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧 || ❤.

"Valentines day lookin a lil dildo stuck to the wall throwing it back-ish."

"Bitc—you wild." Lexi shook her head at Kennedy and I tried not to laugh as we headed into the mall.

"Lonely ass." I mushed her head.

"Shut up punk."

"Food first or shopping?"

"Food." 

We got on one of the escalators to go upstairs before making our way to the food court. I got in line with Lexi and Kennedy for some philly cheesesteaks while Sheed got in line for some pizza.

Slim and Chief was on the block but Teezy and Tyler supposed to be meeting us up here and Janaee said she wasn't feeling good so she went to go chill with her Papa instead of coming with us.

i hope my plan worked .

"You seen Kennedy nails?" Lexi asked me before Kennedy turned around and showed them to me. "Janaee did good, them hoes raw as fuck."

"Yeah she did do good, we boutta start promoting her stuff on Instagram."

"I'm proud of y'all forreal." Lexi fanned her face and I smiled. "Y'all came a long way together man."

"We really did, that's my forever girl fasho caus—"

"Well whip me up and call me whipped cream cause shawty you looking mighty mean." Teezy said as him and Tyler approached us in line and looked Kennedy up and down.

"Did he jus—"

"Oh shit." Kennedy turned around and faced him. "That's Kennedy?" 

"Yessir." She smiled. "Wassup y'all." She gave Tyler a hug while Teezy stood there in shock.

"Friend." Tyler whipsered to Teezy, hitting him on his side. "It's yo turn to speak."

"You look goo—hey Kennedy." He gave her a hug before they pulled away and I poked my lips out making the "😗" face.

been around janaee too damn long .

"Stop staring at each other and move up in line, a real bitch got the munchies." Lexi said, not realizing she was the one holding up the line.

"High ass, swear you needa stop smoking." I mumbled as she moved up and placed our order.

"Shut up."

They told us or food would be ready shortly so we moved off to the side as the next person moved up in line.

"Fuck them bitches staring at?"

I looked where Tyler was pointing and saw a group of girls our age slowly approaching us, staring at us and whispering.

"No him." One of em pointed to me. "Yeah, I think I'm finna say something." She whispered and her friend giggled.

"He fine as fuck yo look at his slugs."

"Aht aht aht!" Lexi snapped her fingers as they stopped a few feet away from us. "He got a girlfriend so back that ass up."

"And she beat bitches up."

"And she kill people."

"And no, ion want yo ass so don't try nothing either cause my sexy pussy only a phone call away." I said and one of the girls looked salty before quickly plastering a smirk on her face.

"What she don't know won't hurt her." She walked closer to me and smiled seductively.

"Bitch you got my sister fucked up, back the fuck back." Lexi and Kennedy got in her face.

"Girl fuck you, let him speak for himself." The girl spat.

"Period friend tell that hoe." One of her friends hyped her up.

"Bitch did you jus—let me get my best on the line cause no." Teezy dug in his pocket for his phone but I stopped him.

"Nah I got it." I unlocked my phone with my face and went straight to FaceTime, clicking on Janaee's name. "I just told yo bum ass ion want you but since you insist on looking stupid." I shrugged and Janaee answered on the first ring.

not finna get mecussed out later on .

"Hey pookie, y'all still at the mall?" She smiled at me in the camera and I looked at her background and noticed she was driving.

"Yeah this bitch in my face an—"

"Flip the camera." I flipped the camera and put it on the girl and her friends.

"I'm supposed to be scared or sum?" The girl said and her friends laughed.

"Listen here lil bitch, matter of fact, I'm on my wa—"

"Nah sis youn feel good so stay home, me and Lexi finna tag team these bitches."

"Me too."

"I feel like participating in the ghetto festivities so me too." Teezy raised his hand. "Cause this lil skunk got my best fucked up."

"And do."

"So wassup?" Lexi got in her face. "My sister ain't here but I'll take care of you for her." The girl smacked her lips. 

"Y'all come on, I just got my hair done and ion feel like fighting today."

"You needa take that shit back off cause it's lifting and ion think it's supposed to do that." I told her.

"Lace where?" Teezy pointed to her head. "Lace THERE the fuck."

"We so ghetto." Tyler mumbled.

"Bye bitch." Kennedy blew her a kiss as her and her friends mumbled something and walked away.

"We good now ma, them bitches gone." I looked down at Janaee on my phone.

"You sure? Cause I can turn around and come beat a bitch." She stopped at a red light. "It's been a while." She made a face and I laughed.

"I'm sure ma, we good over here." I walked away from the group and went over to the table and sat down by Sheed. "How you feeling?"

"I still feel kinda lightheaded and dizzy pookie, what if I die?" She made a pouty face as she pulled off and the light turned green.

"You not gon die." I laughed. "You probably needa drink some water or something."

or get a ultrasound .

"You right." She sighed. "I'm pulling up to Papa house so I'ma call you later bae."

"Aight ma, I love you."

"Love you too."

"Y'all so ugly." Sheed said once she hung up.

"Shut up." I smacked my lips and sat my phone on the table.

"You went through with yo plan?" He bit into his pizza and looked at me.

"Yeah, I think it worked too cause she said she feel dizzy." I smirked. 

"Merch." His eyes widened. "Might have to try that shit on Lexi next."

"If she anything like her sister then it's gon work. I can't believe she really thought I was finna wait for her to give me some babies." I laughed and scoffed. "Fuck I look like."

"You smart as hell for coming up with that."

"I know." I rubbed my hands together as Lexi and nem came over to our table and sat down with our food.

|| 𝐉𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐡 𝐍𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐚𝐡 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 || 𝐏𝐚𝐩𝐚 ❤.

"Hey Papa."

"Hey Peanu—what's wrong?" She closed the front door and tossed her keys on the living room table before sitting down next to me.

"I'm okay." She let out a deep sigh. "Just feeling kinda dizzy and lightheaded." I scrunched my face up as she wiped sweat off her forehead.

the damn a/c on .

"How much water you drink today?"

"I'm not sure but I'm about to get some." She got up from the couch and went to the kitchen before coming back with a bottle of water.

"Besides that, how stuff been going Peanut?" 

"Great." She took a sip of water. "We still looking for a house and for the most part Cameron don't depend on lean as much as he used to. Oh yeah, I'm taking nails serious now and we about to start promoting my stuff on Instagram so I can have clients." 

"I'm proud of you and how mature you becoming." I smiled. "Yo bighead ass finally doing something with all that talent."

"I just hope I actually make it and go far with this." 

"Don't even start thinking like that cause you gon get there." I paused. "Y'all still plan on having kids?"

There was a long pause before she answered.

"Yeah but I—" She sighed. "I don't know." She looked down and started playing with her fingers.

"What's going on?" I scrunched my face up. "Talk to me Janaee."

"I mean, I wanna have kids Papa I really do." Her voice cracked as she looked up at me and tears filled her eyes. "But I'm scared." Her lip quivered and I swear I heard the pain in her voice.

"Scared of what? What the fuck going on?"

"I'm scared that I won't be a good mom." Her tears fell and I knew where this conversation was headed. "Like what if my children grow up hating me, or what if I'm not able to provide for them or protect them like I should? I don't think I'll be a good mom cause I didn't have one myself. What if I end up leaving them how my moma left me? What if I can't love them?"

i should go kill her .

I leaned forward and grabbed her chin, forcing her to look me in the eyes as tears filled mine.

hate seeing her so broken .

"Janaee you are nothing like your moma and you never will be. Don't think like that ever again in yo life. Do you hear me?" 

She nodded her head and I continued.

"You will never be nothing like that woman, you better than she will ever be. Think of her as what not to do when raising children, you know what to do already so make it happen. You know how you felt when she left you, use that as motivation and make sure you never have yo kids feeling that way. You gon be the best mother Peanut, and if you ever need help with anything, you know I got you."

"Thanks Papa." She sniffled.

"And don't worry about not loving them, I promise you when you have them babies yo heart gon be filled with so much love and happiness just like mine was when we had you and Lexi." I took my thumb and wiped her tears off her cheek, letting her face go.

"You right, I'm probably only feeling this way cause I'm a little stressed."

"Don't disregard yo feelings either. Just take it easy cause yo mental health is the most important thing, especially at a time like this."

"You told Lil Homicide how you been feeling?" I asked her.

"No, I don't wanna tell him cause he seem so excited about having kids." She did a small smile. "You should see how his face light up everytime we talk about it."

"It's best if you tell him." I paused and sighed. "But I also think you should wait because you feeling like this might be temporary and he don't need nothing else to worry about especially since he just got off lean."

"You right."

"Wait, when y'all plan on having kids?"

"When we get our lives together so that might be a while from now."

"Exactly, a while from now you might not feel like this but if you do, then you should tell him." I said and she looked back up at me and smiled.

"Thank you Papa, I—" Her phone ringing cut her off.

"Hello?" ... "Right now?"... "I'm on my way."

"I gotta go Papa." She stood up but leaned back on the couch and fanned her face.

"I'm finna drive you to where you need to go." I stood up and grabbed the keys from her before walking out the door.

she aint in no condition to drive .

||𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐦𝐬 || 𝐓𝐞𝐞𝐳𝐲 ❤.

"No!" I whisper-shouted. "Open yo bag!" 

"I'm not helping you steal some damn panties Teezy." Lexi whispered back and Tyler pretended like she was doing something but whole time she was the look out.

"What if I steal you some too?"

Lexi opened her bag and I started slowly shoving panties inside.

"Throw some bras in there too!"

"Which ones?" I paused.

"It don't matter!"

I grabbed some bras and threw them in there before she zipped up her bag and flung it over her shoulder like nothing happened.

"So you really gon give em to her?" We walked out PINK and stood by Journeys debating which store we wanted to go to and possibly steal from next.

"Yes ma'am, I ain't steal these damn drawls for nothing." I smacked my lips.

"And what if she don't take you back or forgive you?"

"Then Ima sell em and steal her something else." I shrugged.

she betta take me back .

"But Kennedy don't like stolen goods." Lexi sighed. "Buy her something meaningful so she know you serious."

"I coulda just went to jail over some damn panties! I am serious!" I yelled.

"Okay Teezy, we'll see."

"That was fun." Tyler said as we moved from by Journeys and walked in Champs.

"I know." I sighed. "I think Ima start getting high off adrenaline."

"Y'all ever wanna try a new drug? Just to see how it make you feel?" Tyler asked, picking up a black jogging suit.

"Hell nah, I'm coo with weed." Lexi shook her head.

"Yeah but no." I paused. "Sometimes I wanna do a line of crack. Or two." I mumbled.

"Or some heroin."

"And some meth."

"Y'all needa be stopped." Lexi mumbled as she picked up some clothes and walked up to the register.

"And somebody needa stop you from smoking that reefer, but do you hear us complaining?" I scrunched my face up and Lexi smacked the back of my head.

she so ghetto .

"Teezy I'm finna beat yo—" I cut her off.

"Aht aht aht." I waved my hand in her face. "I'm too caucasian for the ghetto bullshit."

"Just come on before I embarrass you in this damn store."

"Okay mom." I huffed as we exited Champs and a song popped up in my head.

"I just wanna lick on yo twat, wanna put my stick in yo twat." I sung. "Or whatever Roddy Ricch said."

"Friend said twat." Tyler laughed as we approached Killa, Sheed, and Kennedy in a jewelry store. "But period friend we needa put you ina studio."

"Ion wanna go in the studio." I frowned. "I wanna be one of those unknown artists who be promoting and uploading they music on SoundCloud."

* not proofread , ignore any mistakes *

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