Ⅱ 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐞𝐞 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 Ⅱ💜.

"Goddamn.." I opened my eyes and instantly shut them due to the bright ass lights before holding my head.

i feel like shit .

my head hurt like hell.

After a few more seconds of laying there, I blink a few times before opening my eyes again and looking around my room. I see Deja laid across my bed and Kennedy slumped on the floor.

I look over on my nightstand before grabbing my phone and checking the time which read 12:52PM.

"Damn." I mumbled before getting out the bed. As soon as I got out the bed, my head started pounding so I rubbed my temples and made my way to the bathroom.

i look a hot ass mess .

My hair wasn't even in the ponytail no more and my lash was gone from my left eye. I sighed before I used the bathroom and did my morning routine.

Once I finished, I opened my bathroom mirror and took out 2 Tylenol pills and walk out the bathroom. I go in my drawer and grab the custom made bonnet Slim got me for my birthday and changed into some leggings and a tank top before sneaking downstairs to get some water.

"This bitch finna die." I heard Slim say once I reached the bottom step.

"Throw that bitch in the lake and pray it freeze over."

"Y'all ain't shit." Lexi laughed and I held my head.

"Why the fuck y'all so loud?" I rubbed my temples.

"Good afternoon alcoholic. No rehab today?" Teezy fake smiled me.

"Good afternoon stupid cunt." I rolled my eyes as I saw Killa mean mugging me.

"It ain't my fault yo‒nevermind." Teezy waved me off and I made my way to the kitchen.

I went in the refridgerator and grabbed a bottle of water before taking my pills. I turned around to walk back to the living room but Lexi and Tyler came in and stopped me.

"So I'ma need for you not to drink again." Tyler shrugged.

why ? last night ian even do nun.

"I second that motion." Lexi nodded her head.

"Why? I had fun last night."

"A lil too much fun, you was on some other shit."

"What's the last thing you remember?" Lexi asked me.

I stood there and started thinking before I answered.

"I remember making us some drinks and Von bringing me hella blunts, but the last thing I remember is smoking and Asia giving me a lap dance." I was confused.

what else happened last night?

"Bae, I think you needa sit down." We walked to the dining room and sat down at the table.

"Sis, last night you had Killa ready to strangle you." Lexi shook her head.

"Just tell me what I did."

"You was crying for a lil and you was finna break up with Nick for Kil‒" 

"I what?" I was shook as hell.

"Yes bitch. Then you ended up tellin Killa you was finna go get another nigga and some ther shit." Lexi looked at me.

"You was straight finna tell on yoself if we ain't come over there and play Captain Save-A-Drunk-Hoe."

"Damn, now he finna have a whole attitude." Ion feel like dealin wit that shit.

"Best, get yo big bonnet wearing ass outchea!" We got up and went back into the living room.

"Shutthefuckupteezyimsoclosetobeatingyoass." I mugged him as I spoke.

"Justcauseyouspeakingfastdontmeanigottabescared." He shrugged as Kennedy and Deja came downstairs looking like I feel.

"HEY GUYS!" Tyler yelled and we all groaned.

"Shut that shit up Tyler I'm not playin." Deja rolled her eyes and went over to sit by Slim as Kennedy took a seat next to Killa.

"Hey brudder." 

"Damn, yo shit kickin." Killa waved his face and Kennedy scrunched her face up.

"Nigga, I just brushed my teeth, fuck is you sayin?" 

"But did you brush yo tongue?" 

"I‒"

"Aht aht aht, I ain't tryna hear that shit. Yo breath tell it all." He put his hand in her face.

"If my lawyer don't help me out, we gon spin his block." Slim started typing on his phone.

"What happened bae?" Deja looked at him.

"Amina. She still tryna pin that funky ass baby on me and have me pay child support."

"I forgot all about that bitch." Tyler shook her head.

"I did too." My phone made a noise and vibrated so I looked at it and it said Slim sent me $100 on CashApp. I looked up and gave him a confused look.

"Beat that bastard outta her."

"Why can't y'all just use the stairs?" Teezy asked.

"Cause I gotta teach her ass a lesson."

"Why you ain't want me to beat her ass for you?" Deja asked Slim.

"Cause ion know for sure if you can fight or not and ion wanna see you get beat up... That's kinda embarrassing. So I'ma just have bitch ass Nae do it for me." He shrugged and Deja shot me a look.

unt unt , bitch dont start this. aint my fault you cant fight.

"Right, cause we already know Nae be on ass." 

"Ready to go toe to toe wit any weak hoe." Teezy added on and I did the 'period' motion with my hand as Deja got up and went upstairs.

"Here we go wit this shit." Slim mumbled.

"You ain't gon follow her?" Lexi asked him.

"Hell nah, ion give a fuck nor do I got time for a pissy ass attitude. She shoulda learned how to fight." He shrugged.

"Y'all I'm hungry." My stomach started growling and I rubbed it.

"You want some Chick-Fil-A?" Killa asked me.

aww shit, baby boy i thought you was mad at me whole time.

"Yessir. I'm driving." I grabbed my keys off the living room table before walking to the living room closet and sliding into a pair of slides.

"Bring me a spicy chicken sandwhich back bestie." 

"I gotchu pooh." Me and Killa walked out the door and went to my car before getting in.

"How you sleep? You been focused on getting right?" I pulled off.

"Straight and yeah." 

"Which one you wanna go to?"

He shrugged and continued to stare out the window.

"What's yo problem?" I scrunched my face up.

"Ion got one." He responded dryly.

"Then why the fuck you acting like it?" 

"I'm not."

"Cameron." I stale faced him.

"Janaee."

"Okay cause you finna irritate me."

"Ask me if I care." He looked at me.

"Shut the fu‒just tell me what's wrong." I sighed.

"Nothin. It's just crazy how you quick to break up wit ole dude for me when you drunk, but you swear you like him so much when you sober." He shrugged and looked back out the window.

goddammit .

"What you talkin bout dude?" I scrunched my face up at him and tried to look confused before making a left turn and pulling into the drive-thru.

"Stop actin dumb. You said that shit, now own up to it. I know Tyler and Lexi told you this shit already." 

goddammit number 2 .

You righ‒" He cut me off.

"I know Janaee. Tell me why you actin like you so outta love wit me when we both know the truth."

"I'm not even actin like I'm outta love witchu. I literally just told you I love you yesterday." I rolled my eyes and moved up in the line.

"Having love for somebody and bein in love is two completely different things." 

"I know."

"So which one did you mean when you told me you loved me?" He asked me.

"The same one you mean." I shrugged.

matching energy all 2019-2020.

"You know what the fuck I meant."

"Then so do you."

"I need to hear you say it, cause you finna piss me off Janaee." He sighed.

"Okay! Cameron, you know damn well I‒"

"Then why the fuck you entertaining Nicholas?" He scrunched his face up.

"You right."

I pulled my phone out and unlocked it before going to me and Nick's messages while Cameron just sat there staring at me.

Janaee😩💕: we need to talk.

Nickkkk💙: wassup? you straight ma?

Janaee😩💕: yeah , but ion think this gon work out😕.

Janaee😩💕: we got too distant & i lost feelings .

Nickkkk💙: lmfaoooo you ain't gotta lie ma but aight, take care 💛

Janaee😩💕: you too .

Nickkkk💙: just know i wont be here when killa fuck you over again

Nickkkk💙: speakin of dude, tell him i said have fun while that lil shit last

My eyes widened as I read the message before turning the phone screen so I could show Killa. He scrunched his face up as he read it before taking my phone from me and typing.

Janaee😩💕: keep my name off yo fuckin keyboard and pay attention to yo surroundings. i got a couple bullets witcho name on it & i'll glady let them bitches blow wit no hesistation or regrets. ima b seein you soon. dont text her phone no more .

‒killa
(Delivered)

After Killa said what he said, there was no reply from Nick so he gave me my phone back as we finally pulled up to the drive-thru window and gave them our orders.

once we got our food, I pulled into the parking lot and we started eating. We was halfway done with our food when Killa spoke up.

"So where the fuck do we go from here?"

"Ion know, you still my frien‒"

"Friend? I'm yo damn husband fuck a friend." He smacked his lips.

"Boyyyy, who said I even liked you?" I leaned my head back.

"Say you don't like or love me right now and I promise I'ma be gone." He looked at me.

"I don't like yo‒" He popped my ass in the mouth.

"I wish I would listen to that bullshit exit yo mouth. Play wit me if you want to." He shifted in his seat and stuffed some fries in his mouth.

"Come on then, lil daddy." I gave him a look.

"Where we finna go?" He asked me.

"Nowhere. I'm finna play witchu." I took a sip of my liquid electricity.

"I‒" I leaned my hand in his seat and tried to go down his pants.

"Janae‒Stop playin wimmie. You ain't ready ma."

💞* not proofread , ignore any mistakes *💞