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"Ee er."

"Janaee, the doctors said take it eas-"

"Ee er." I stuck my finger in Tyler ear and she swatted my hand away.

"Janaee-"

"Ee er."

"Just let her be disabled." Teezy sighed and I stood up and started dancing as the beat dropped.

"Pullin out the coupe, out the lot, tell em fuck 12, fuck SWAT." I jumped on Killa's couch but hurried up and sat my ass back down as he walked in the living room.

"Didn't we tell yo ass to sit down?" He sat next to me.

"Pour up the whole damn seal, I'ma get lazy." I whispered and Chief, Slim, and Tyler laughed at me.

"I missed her bro."

"Swear I did." Teezy sighed. "Shit wasn't the same."

Outta nowhere, Killa clenched his jaws together, held the side of his face and started grinding his teeth.

"The hell?"

"Cameron." I tried to grab his hands and move them from his face but he only held his jaws tighter and shut his eyes tightly.

"That's that lean, he been off it too long." Slim said lowly.

I rubbed his back as he continued to hold his jaws and grind his teeth for like two minutes.

"Shit." He said, shaking his head as he finally stopped.

"You aight?" Lexi asked and he nodded his head.

"Go drink some water."

He got up from the couch and made his was into the kitchen.

Its been almost two weeks since I been out the hospital and I feel like good ole Janaee.

The doctors told me to take it easy though, since I was in a coma for so long.

im just happy to b back .

felt like one long ass nap .

"Wassup y'all." Isaiah said as him and Sheed walked in the house.

"Hey ma." Sheed walked over to Lexi and pecked her on the lips.

look at my kids .

looking like two lightbulbs .

bright high yellow asses .

"Hey." I said to Sheed as he gave me a small hug.

"Wassup." Everybody else said.

"Where Killa?"

"In the kitchen."

I stood up from the couch and made my way to the kitchen cause ain't no way it take that long to get a bottle of water.

Killa's back was facing me so he didn't know I was behind him.

I saw him drinking from a styrofoam cup before he sat it on a shelf and turned around to open the refrigerator.

When he turned around, he saw me and looked like he seen a ghost as tears flooded my eyes.

"Janaee I-"

"What the fuck?" My voice rose. "Give me the cup."

He turned around and got a cup from the dish rack before handing it to me.

i know this nigga did not jus-

I snatched the cup from him and clocked him in the head with it.

"Ow!" He rubbed his head. "This that abusive shit I be talkin bout. Fuck you do that for?"

"Cause you acting stupid, give me the fucking cup."

"I just gave you one!"

"Give me the cup you just hid on the shelf."

He sighed and reached on the shelf before handing me the styrofoam cup that was filled halfway with lean.

I took it from him and pushed him out my way as I walked over to the sink and poured it down the drain.

"Why you jus-" I cut him off.

"Didn't I tell you to let me know when you had the urge to drink this shit?" I pointed towards the living room. "I was right there in the next room, why you ain't get me?"

"Oh they back here arguing." Sheed whispered, peeking his head around the corner.

"Sheed!" Lexi yelled from the living room.

"Teezy and Tyler right here too." He huffed and smacked his lips as Teezy and Tyler popped their heads from around the corner.

"Teezy and Tyler not my boyfriend. Bring ya ass back in here sir!"

"She lucky her cat good." He mumbled and turned to go back in the living room. "I woulda been dipped."

"Don't stop cause we here." Tyler said.

"Right, y'all can keep going." Teezy paused. "I believe you were asking him why he didn't come get you from the living room to solve his Promethazine problem."

"Yes, yes." Tyler nodded her head. "I believe she was too."

I grabbed two cups from the dish rack and threw it at them, hitting Tyler in the forehead and Teezy in the arm.

"Damn!"

"Bitches wake up from a coma and all of a sudden they abusive."

They ran back into the living room and I shook my head before turning my attention back to Killa.

"Answer the question."

"Can you repeat it?" He scratched his head.

shoulda stayed in the coma .

"Why you ain't tell me you had the urge Cameron?" I sighed.

"Ion know." He shrugged and looked away. "I jus-"

"Stop lying."

There was a pause before he finally answered the question.

"Ion wanna get off it." He said lowly. "Ion wanna stop, ma."

the hell ?

"You don't wanna stop drinking the shit that's killing you?" I scrunched my face up.

"It's too hard to quit Janaee, and I like the way it make me feel." He sighed.

"How it make you feel Cameron?"

"Numb."

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"

Papa! Get off me, you heavy."

I tried to push him off me and onto the floor but his big ass wouldn't budge.

"Just agree to take my picture." He whined. "I'm tryna find y'all a new moma."

"Nooo!" I huffed. "Ask Lexi."

"Bet." He stood in my doorway. "Lexi, come here!" He yelled to her downstairs.

"Yeah?" She walked in my room as I got up from the bed and resumed packing my bags.

"Take my picture and put me on them apps y'all be using."

"No sir, I-" He cut her off.

"Give me a reason to push you down them stairs." He pulled his phone out and handed it to her and I laughed.

"Come on." She smacked her lips and they went outside to take his pictures.

About 5 minutes later, they came back in my room and showed me the best one.

"Girl look, Papa think he the shit." Lexi handed me the phone.

"Ion know why you wanted her to take yo pictures, ain't no milf gon want you, Papa." He pushed my head and I laughed.

"Watch, when I find one I'ma make sure she lock you in the basement when I go to work."

"Not the basement." Lexi laughed and I smacked my lips.

"Yes the basement." He scrunched his face up and watched me pack my bags.

"Where you goin?"

"Im keeping Cameron company for a-"

"Lil Homicide?" He asked me and I sighed.

don't know why he call him that .

"Yes Papa." I sung.

I was going to stay with Killa for a while until he felt like he didn't have to depend on lean and so he wouldn't worry about me as much.

"Aight, he seem cool so I approve." He shrugged and made his way towards the door with Lexi behind him.

"Hold up, y'all met?"

"Yeah, and we talked a few other times while you was in the coma."

whaaat .

"And you like him?"

"Never said I liked him, our relationship bipolar." He frowned. "He aight, I'll still send him down wit Satan though."

"But yo-bye papa." I shook my head and zipped my bag as he left my room.

I slid my slides on and grabbed my keys off the dresser as my phone rang.

"What it do, foo foo."

"Wha-English please." Teezy frowned.

"That was English, sir." I laughed. "Wassup bestie."

"Come be caucasian with me, ma'am." He sat his phone down and put his whole body in the camera. "We taking this shit back to the country."

"Whatchu mean 'the country'?" I slung a bag over my shoulder and picked the other one up off the floor before turning my light off and walking out my room.

"Horse back riding, ma'am yes ma'am." He rode a pretend horse. "Yee fucking haw."

"Teezy get off my phone." I laughed as I stepped off the last stair and made my way to the door.

"No but forreal though best, come horse back riding with us Friday."

"You know I'ma be there."

"Peanut!" Papa yelled as I twisted the door knob to leave.

"Yes?" I turned and looked at him on the couch.

"That's papa smurf?" Teezy said. "Tell him I said smurfette lonely and she want some sisters."

"Teezy get off my daughter phone."

"Bye best." I laughed and shook my head as I hung up.

"Be safe, peanut." Papa stood up from the couch and kissed me on the forehead. "I love you."

"I love you too Papa."

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* not proofread , ignore any mistakes *

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