𝕵𝖔

𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖓𝖔𝖔𝖓 though I've been sitting in bed since the morning, my body aches all over which is ironic because I feel numb. Metaphorically and literally the numbness takes place in my mind but would occasionally pop up in different spots of my body.

spooky constantly would come and check on me. he would ask the same question every time who did this to me. But I never answered, I wouldn't say a word, I wouldn't even look at him. Could you really blame though? A big bad gang leader saw me at my absolute worse, I think it's expected for me to stay silent. The last time he came into the room was to give me food, he didn't ask me the question- hopefully, he's giving up

The door opened I looked over to see spooky standing in the doorway, I quickly averted my eyes to look at the wall "you haven't touched your food" he says slowly walking into the room, "I'm not hungry" I finally spoke up

"you haven't eaten anything since you got here" he says making me look at him

I didn't say anything because it was true- I haven't eaten a real meal since I ran away "are you ready to tell me who stabbed you?" He asked again, I sighed frustratedly "No okay- spooky I don't wanna talk about it" I snapped and then became it quiet, I lowered my eyes

"you know- Cesar is worried about you" he says making me look back at him
"he really shouldn't," I say, "and neither should you" I added

"So why come here? If I shouldn't worry?" He asked

"Because I didn't have anywhere else to go- it was either here or bleed out in the street" I say

"Your wound wasn't even that deep- I've had worse" he says

"Okay spooky- but I'm not you" I snapped back, "you know what- just leave me alone" I say fed up, he doesn't say anything. He stood still before exiting the room and closing the door behind him

___

𝖙𝖜𝖔 𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖘 𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗

I ended up eating the food spooky gave me- though it was cold, I didn't mind cause food is food. I've been sitting in this bed all day to the point where my legs started to burn every time they fall to sleep

Despite how much pain I'm in I managed to stand up, my legs went weak as soon as I put all my weight onto them. But I didn't stop, I started walking towards the front door while grabbing and holding onto the walls and doorknobs as I walked through the house

I walked out the door onto the porch holding on the wall to keep myself balanced ignoring all of spooky's guys staring me. I take a deep breath of the fresh in and out

"What are you doing?" Spooky asked

"I needed some fresh air" I say as my legs wobbled

"You shouldn't be up" he says

"I'll be fine—" I say as I lose my balance and before I fell onto the ground Spooky caught me, he helps me stand back up "you should really lay back down" Spooky says

"Please just couple more minutes- then I'll go back inside" I say as I look up at him, he nods but doesn't let go of me, I looked ahead to see Cesar rushing towards me "Are you Alright?" Cesar asked with concern across his face

"I'm okay, Cesar" I say giving him a smile

A yell caught all of our attention, as we all looked in the same direction. I felt goosebumps on my arms as I froze in place when 3 familiar men, walked across the street and towards the house, they laugh at the sight of me

Spooky and guys stood up straight as they approached closer, they laughed while calling me out of my name "who are you?" Spooky asked

"It doesn't matter who I am, it's her I want!" One of them said

Spooky steps in front of me, hiding me from their view "you probably think you all that- just because a gang is protecting you now bitch!" Another one yelled

"Get in the house jo" Spooky says but I couldn't move flashbacks from last night comes over me "get her in the house, Cesar!" Spooky says

Cesar held me as he guarded me towards the door "you ain't gonna be protected for long- until then we gon finish what we started!" another one yelled before I went into the house.

Cesar guarded me back to spooky's room, I sat down on the bed and he sat down next to me "Are you okay?" He asked

"I'm fine" I say

"who were those guys?" He asked

I sighed "they were—" I started as spooky walking in the room "they were guys that jumped me" I finished my sentence

"do you know why they jumped you?" Spooky asked

"Because I- stole from one of their friends" I admit

"what'd you take?" He asked

"Money" I say

"I usually don't do stuff like that- I use to mind my own business but after that day when I ran away and I went back to my dumpster and I saw someone was already living there, I had to find a different place to sleep, to live and it was so terrible. And one night it was raining really bad and someone stole my shoes and my blanket, and I couldn't play nice anymore- I stole money from another homeless person- but I swear I didn't know who he had connections with" I say

"Who he work for?" Spooky asked

"Some type of drug dealers- he helps them sell without being caught the" I answered And those guys outside are friends with him?" Cesar asked

"Yeah" I nodded

"Cesar why don't you get her some water" Spooky asked

He nods before leaving the room

Spooky looks at me "hey" he says getting my attention

"why did you run when you found out I was a Santos?" He asked

"because a Santos killed my twin brother" I say

...................................................

a/n: whoa these chapters are getting longer!, anyways i got so bored I made banana bread, and I didn't even know real bananas was in banana bread, I thought it was all artificial flavoring- yep im from america.

✌🏾