"Say, Joonie... are you straight?"

This sentence made Namjoon tensed up a bit. Jin's body still leaning against his own, Jin's hands wrapped around his waist and chin still on his shoulder.

"Just so you know, I'm gay and I like you" Jin was really straightforward. Namjoon turned off the tap and turned around, moving away slowly from the older. "What kind of dare did you lose? You can cut it out" Namjoon said, he knew Jin wouldn't be gay, he didn't know why he thought this way about the older but he knew that this would be some kind of prank since he gets taunted about his sexuality in his past.

Jin's face dropped, he just confessed to his crush and he thought it was a joke. But if you actually look at it properly, they did just meet about a week ago. Besides, Namjoon looks like the type of guy that prefers girls, Jin knew this the moment they met but something in Jin's body won't accept it. Funny what love can do, but is this actually love? "Y-you caught me..." Jin raised both his hands, he could start crying but he didn't want to humiliate himself  infront of the younger. He faked a laughed "It w-was a dare from a-a friend o-of mine" Jin lied, he felt his heart dropping and his stomach twisting. At that moment, he just wanted  the earth to swallow him whole.

Namjoon chuckled lowly, he hugged the older and left the kitchen. "I-I'll be in the room if you need me" Namjoon said before leaving Jin alone in the kitchen. It was awfully quiet. When he heard the door to their room open and close,  he filled the uncomfortable silence with his sobs. He sobbed quietly and had his back against the countertop, slowly sliding down and hugging his knees. This is stupid, love is so confusing. Do I even love him? Do I even like him? Jin thought to himself.

He slowly got up, supporting himself by holding the edge of the countertop and limped towards the sink, turning it on and splashing water on his face. He inhaled deeply and sighed.

He walked back to their room, opening the door slowly to see Namjoon on his bed, already fast asleep. He didn't bother to take a shower and just stripped from his clothes, leaving him in a pair of shorts. He laid on his bed and went to sleep thinking about Namjoon even though he broke his heart just minutes ago.

(Okay this is Namjoon's part now)

"I-I'll be in the room if you need me" Namjoon said, walking towards the direction of their bedroom. He wanted to see if Jin really meant what he said. He opened the door slightly and closed it again, he tiptoed next to the entrance of the kitchen and just stood there, heart shattering into a million pieces as he heard the quiet sobs leaving the male. He heard a small thud, slowly peeking in, he saw the boy hugging his knees.

Namjoon loved the boy dearly, more than just a friend. And the fact that Jin just confessed to him and admitted his sexuality in front of the boy made him guilty because he thought of it as a joke, it hurt him.

Namjoon snapped out of his trance when he heard the tap opening, he quietly ran to the room and hopped into bed, pretending to be asleep.

The door opened with a small creak and Namjoon knew it was Jin. Usually, Jin would take a bath but this time he didn't, Namjoon wasn't facing Jin but instead of the wall but he could hear shuffling which meant Jin was taking off his clothes. Namjoon didn't hear the closet or the drawer opening either, he guessed that Jin decided to sleep topless tonight.

Namjoon wanted to make it up to him but he didn't know how, an idea popped into his head when he heard faint snores coming from the other side of the room.

He slowly got up from his bed and walked towards the elder, he hesitated to do this but somewhere in his body, either his brain, heart or maybe his dick screamed "JUST DO IT" to him and he obliged.

Namjoon slowly took off the covers off Jin's body, which made the elder tense up a little bit at the sudden change of temperature but slowly relaxed. Namjoon hovered over his body and started to breath on his neck, making Jin squirm a little bit. Namjoon didn't have to worry because at one point, Jin stated that he was a heavy sleeper.

Namjoon used his right hand to support himself as his other hand caressed Jin's face, moving away the strands of hair that covered his closed eyes. Namjoon slowly leaned in and kissed his left eye, before going lower. He left many kisses on his left cheek before going down to his lips, he kissed the ends of his lips and slightly moved to the right, letting him kiss Jin's slightly parted lips.

At his neck, he left butterfly kisses before licking a long stripe up. At this point, Namjoon supported himself with his arm and went lower to the elder's chest. He put his head where the heart was located and it was beating at a calming speed, but it slowly increased and beated a little bit faster.

(I deleted the kinda smut because it's cringey hA)

The moment Namjoon reached his bed was the moment Jin woke up and sat up on his bed.

Namjoon heard Jin gasping and ran to the bathroom that was in their room. Jin probably thought Namjoon was in deep slumber because the next thing Namjoon knew, he heard louder moans coming from the bathroom. Jin was relieving himself.

Namjoon couldn't help but slowly reached his hands down into his shorts and pumped himself. The sound of the male in the bathroom was a huge turn on for Namjoon, which made him release faster. He could still hear Jin in the bathroom so Namjoon quickly got up and took a towel to wipe the mess he made on the bed.

When he was done wiping, he threw the towel towards the corner of the room where the dirty laundry were and closed his eyes, waiting for sleep to strike.

Jin exited the bathroom not long after and went straight to bed.

Namjoon smiled at himself because this was the first time he did this to someone.

"Holy fuck... that was amazing"

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Okay forgive me for my sins and terrible writing. This is my first time writing something like this but I hope it's okay for y'all.

This ain't the only kinky stuff y'all gonna get from me ;)))

I'm sinning so much omfg

Ok well as always
Eat well
Sleep well
And don't do anything stupid (but i did)

-H♡