十九

When Jin's mother saw him, especially with his bloodshot red eyes, she couldn't stop herself from hugging her eldest son tightly.


"Mother..." He croaked out. "Leave, please. I need some time alone with Namjoon" He said as he hugged back his mother.


"Alright, call me if anything happens" She wipes her tear stained cheeks and went up the stairs to check on Taehyung.


The two males watched as Mrs. Kim walked up the stairs until she was out of their view.


"Jinnie... I'm so sorry"


"Sorry? What for? You're not the who hates me, you're not the one struggling because of their father, you're not the one trying to gain the slightest trust or love from their father, and you don't have a father that hates you for doing what you love so much, you don't have to be sorry because I'm the one who should be sorry! I'm sorry for bringing you here, I'm sorry for everything! I'm sorry... so sorry for loving you" Jin yelled, his glassy eyes staring deeply into Namjoon's, his lips quivering as he finished yelling, his knees feeling weak as he thought of the words of his father.


Namjoon hugged the older male, his chin on the other's shoulder as he slowly patted the back of his head.


"Our relationship has nothing to do with this. I love you and you love me so there's nothing to worry about. Even if your father tries to tear us apart, just remember that we'll always be together, okay? I love you so much that I don't regret locking eyes with you. Your mother, Taehyung and I loves you very much, your father is just holding you back. And please.. never be sorry for loving me.. never" Namjoon whispered into his ear, Jin sobbing non stop as he hugged his boyfriend.


"Come on, let's sit down" Namjoon said before lifting Jin up and walking towards the sofa and sat down in a straddling position.


"It's okay" Namjoon reassured as he ran a hand through Jin's hair before kissing his tear stained cheek. "Just forget him for now, okay?"


Jin nodded and looked up, "Even when you're crying, you're still as beautiful as ever" Jin smiled at Namjoon's words.


"But my baby can't stay sad forever. What does he want to do now?"


"Just cuddle" Jin mumbled as he hid himself in the crook of Namjoon's neck.


When Jin sat in between Namjoon's legs, he instantly felt extremely relaxed, especially when Namjoon started stroking his head.


"Sleep, baby. You must be so exhausted. Sleep for me, please?" Namjoon asked in a low whisper, his voice soft, sending Jin into a more relaxing state of mind.


Jin nodded as his eyes closed, slowly drifting to sleep when Namjoon sang him a lullaby and his hands slowly stroking his hair.


"Always remember that I'll always love you"












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