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"Did you find something more?" Liam asks me.


We've been all afternoon looking for all the cameras in the house. And with "we", I mean Louis, Liam, Anne, Harry and I.


"No. I think we've found everything..." I respond cleaning my dusty hands at my jeans.


"8 cameras..." Louis says once he hears our conversation. "How are you not freaking out right now?" he asks me and I laugh.


"To freak out I would need to be scared." I answer before Anne screams my name.


"What?" I scream back.


"I've found another!" she screams back and I follow the sound to the hallway.


"Where?" I ask when I'm behind her.


"Right there!" She says pointing at the mirror doors that I just opened to meet her at the hallway. The doors weren't exactly made of pure glass; they were made of smoky glass.


"I don't see any camera..." I declare analyzing the doors.


"I don't know where the camera is but look, here." Anne says pointing to the end of the door where wires were sticking out "Where there are wires...." She speaks raising her brows.


I take off my cardigan and wrap it around my hand before punching the mirror with the intention of breaking it but it just cracks.


"Shit!" I curse when I feel the pain of my act but I give it another go and it breaks. "Fuck!" I curse again when I look at my hand and it's bleeding. I wrap my cardigan even tighter to my wound to stop the blood.


"Are you okay?" Anne asks when she sees the blood. I look up and see Liam and Louis looking at the door with very confused faces.


"Yeah, let's find the camera..." I say leaning down moving on the cracks. "Help!" I shout when the three of them are just looking at me instead of helping me.


"Here it is!" Louis says finding the camera. "Can I, please?" he asks since he didn't break any camera yet.


"Go ahead..." I say and he crushes the camera with his foot.


"What the hell?" Harry screams when he sees the door.


Fuck, I forgot that breaking someone's door might be a problem.


"I know you're upset, but ask yourself if you were to die tomorrow, was it worth wasting your time being angry?" I joke and thankfully he laughs.


"This house is so messy!" he says ignoring the fact that I just broke his door.


"I'll clean it! Don't worry..." I promise. It may seem like I'm being nice, but honestly I'm doing this for myself, that way I don't have to spend time alone with my mind. "Thanks guys!" I say looking at all of them. They all smile and when Liam hugs me, they all join in a big group hug.


"Well, I have to go!" Louis says when we break the hug.


"Me too." Anne says and I say goodbye to them as they leave.


"Wanna help cleaning?" Liam asks and I deny.


"Then we are going to play video games!" Harry says and they jump through the broken door making their way to the living room.


I start walking upstairs to take care of my hand but stop when I feel my phone buzz on my pocket.


"I see that you're no longer afraid of me, but remember, you're not the only one I can play with... -ZET" the message says but I ignore it trying to push it from my mind, but that's the only thing I can think when I clean my hand and then the entire house. That was a lot of hours to think about it. And Harry is right; I need to make up for my mistakes.


Once I'm done with cleaning it's 3am, but it's okay. Tomorrow, actually today, is Sunday, I don't have work. So I make my way to the bathroom to take a shower before going to bed. Man, I stink.


I try to fall asleep, but I can't. All I can think is about all the conversations that I'm going to have later today, I'm way too nervous to sleep. Anxiety is taking the best of me. I unlock my phone and there are not any messages from ZET or anything like that. As I check my phone for messages I notice that is almost 6am.


I know that I won't fall asleep any time soon so I get up. I dress some black leggins with a grey tank top and then dress a white cardigan to protect me from the cold. I put my hair in a ponytail and dress my black pair of vans.


I eat breakfast and start thinking about who should I talk to first and I know exactly who. It's a easy one and not that bad, so the pressure isn't that much. But my stomach doesn't agree with me as it hurts like hell. This can only be stress and I know how to relax and that's running. So I decide to run to the person's house that I'm talking to, It's not that far. Only 20 minutes walking, so running it should be half of the time.


I write a note to Harry saying where I'm going before leaving the house. As I start running, I wonder if he's awake or not. Not that great of idea to visit someone at 6am. Oh, well...


When I reach his house he's in the porch smoking.


"Cigarettes at dawn. Either you're deliriously happy or you haven't slept." I say sitting besides Louis on his porch.


"Running at dawn. Either you're deliriously happy or haven't slept." Louis mocks, using a similar quote. I smile and take the cigarette of his mouth. "Really?" he asks when I crush it with my foot.


"We need to talk, Louis..." I say looking straight into his eyes.


"If this is about Anne, you can-" he starts but I interrupt.


"It's not about Anne. It's about Tessa..." I declare and he rubs his eyes as he breathes deeply in annoyance.


"What about her?" Louis asks pushing the sleeves of his sweater down.


"Remember how I said early that I was going to talk to everyone that I lied, hurt, made bad things to?" I ask and he nods lazily. "Well, I lied to you... I mean, I kept some things from you about Tessa." I stop as I feel my stomach twists.


Not now, stress! You can wait until this conversation is over.


"What things?" Louis wonders.


"Remember how she cheated on you with Liam?" I ask him and he nods once again "Let's just say that Liam is not the first guy that cheated on you with."


"What?" he shouts finally getting interested in the conversation.


"She cheated on you before and I knew it. I know I should've told you, but at the time she was my best friend and I barely knew you. I'm sorry that I didn't told you..." I speak very quickly and he just nods his head while biting his bottom lip.


"I don't know what to say... Apologies accepted?" Louis wonders looking me in the eyes.


"Really?" I ask and he nods smiling "This was so easy, don't know what I was nervous about, it actually feels good to take that off my chest." I talk eagerly and hug him at the end "Thank you!" I exclaim.


"It wasn't that much of a deal; I always had the feeling that I wasn't the only one..." he says resting his arm on my shoulder, giving me a side hug.


"So why are you up so early?" I ask resting my head on my shoulder as I look up at his face.


"Because, I'm deliriously happy!" Louis speaks as a smile from ear to ear appears on his face.


"Are you in love?" I ask surprised getting my body away from his in surprise.


"Maybe..." he admits letting his arms rest on his legs.


"Is she here?" I ask looking at his house and he just smiles in response "She is!" I shout in excitement "Did you lost your-?" I start asking and he nods smirking before I can finish the question. "Yeah, bro! Finally!" I congratulate him, giving him a hi5. "I have to go, I have a lot of speaking to do today, but you go back to that bed dude!" I say before hugging him goodbye.


I can't believe that little Louis is a "man", as society says. But I still can't shake the bad feeling for Anne, I mean did he got over her so quick?


As I start running back to the house, I wonder whether or not I should tell Anne about Louis's new relationship. I mean if it is as serious as it seems, then that girl will be around and I don't want Anne to find that by seeing her, totally unprepared. So when I arrive to my house, I decide to go to hers, see if she's awake. Since it's almost 7am, she must be. Because it's Sunday, church day and her family always goes to the 8am one.


I open the gate and knock on the door and a few seconds later a very nice dressed Niall comes to the door.


"Good morning!" Niall greets and I greet back.


"Is Anne awake?" I ask him and he looks at me with surprised eyes.


"How should I know? She's at your house!" he says laughing thinking that my question was stupid.


"She is?" I ask him twisting my face in confusion, what is she doing at my house?


"She slept there, you silly!" he says and it clicks on my head.


"Oh, yeah, right. But she said that she was coming here to grab some clothes." I try to fix up my mistake and Niall buys it, or at least he pretends.


"Well, if she did, she is already gone." He says smiling. Damm, he knows I'm lying. "She'll meet us at the church, if you're curious." He adds winking his left eye before closing the door.


Why would she lie about sleeping in my house?


"Why?" I ask to myself but ignore the thought when I enter my house and Harry is on the sofa naked. Fully naked.


"How about putting some clothes on?" I ask sitting beside him on the sofa.


"What? I'm only showing what everyone in this house wants!" He jokes as he stands up and wiggles 'it'.


"Stop making gay jokes!" Liam shouts from the kitchen. Guess everyone is awake. Don't know why but Sunday is the only day that we all voluntarily wake up early. For example, yesterday, I was the one who woke up first. I woke up at midday, so you see the point.


"What were you doing at Louis' house?" Harry asks when he comes back with boxers on.


'How did he know?' I ask myself but then slap myself mentally. I wrote it on the note, stupid!


"Starting my apologies..." I admit and Harry lays on the sofa making me stand up and then lay beside him. This guy loves cuddling.


"I don't recall Louis' name on the list." Harry speaks wrapping his arms around me tightly.


"It wasn't, because the lie was little, but I decided if I'm doing this, I'm doing it right!" I say resting my chin on his chest as my arms rest on his naked torso.


I know I've been procrastinating the apologies for 2 days now, but I wanna do it all, today, or at least do most of it today. I will and that's a promise I want to keep.

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