Clarke's POV:
I had to talk to Lexa, why is she acting this way. Did i do something? I got up from my seat and Luna pulled my arm trying to stop me. She gave me a concerned look and i shook her arm away.I continued to walk to Lexa's table, she still had her head down, it doesn't look like she is sleeping.So I walked closer to her put my hand on her shoulder.
C: Hey I said softly and Lexa ignored me, Lex you have to tell me whats wrong
L: Nothing, now leave me alone
It hurt when she said that, she was usually so kind and happy. I looked at her for a while and sighed. I took a seat next her causing her to Jump up.
L: I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE, WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND
I was shocked by what she said, everybody eyes were on us and tears begin to roll down my cheeks.
C: I'm sorry I said and I ran as fast as I could, not knowing where i was headed
Lexa's POV:
LU: LEXA WHAT THE HELL
L: what I said as I rolled my eyes
LU: She was worried about you, you can't just scream at her
L: Yes I can, NOW LEAVE ME ALONE
LU: Just tell her, tell her everything
R: Tell her what? Raven said as she approached Luna
L: Nothing you should be worried about I said and i got up my seat and took a look around
L: WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT and everybody started to look at something else
LU: Raven go get Clarke, i'll talk with Lexa and Raven nodded before running off
L: There is nothing to talk about
LU: Tell her the truth, she cares so much about you.
I did feel bad about screaming at her, but i can't tell her. If i do i might hold back, and everything I've learned growing up would be a waste. But this would cost everything Clarke and I have built. We have come so far. I got up from my seat and started to walk back to my dorm
N: Finally your back
L: Shut up I said and started to walk to my room
N: WAIT
L: What!?
N: Its Clarke
L: What about her? I asked confused and annoyed at Niylah
N: Whats wrong with her and why did she run to me crying
L: She ran to you!?
N: Ye she's in my room
L: Ok I said and went in my room, I couldn't face her, at least she is near somebody who loves her. I lay back in my bed and started to cry. Why is life so unfair. My eyes were red and puffy, I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.
Clarke's pov:
C: w-ho is it..? I asked hoping Lexa came back
N: It was Lexa Niylah said annoyed
C: Let me see her I said as I jumped up from Niylah's bed and heading for her door, she put her hands in front of me and shook her head
N: Why would you want to see her, after all she doesn't even want to see you
C: Your right I said kinda disappointed and I sat back on her bed.
N: I'll go get you something to drink Niylah said and I nodded.
I couldn't keep my mind off Lexa. Why was she acting so cold? whats wrong with her? Is it because of me? Why is she shutting everybody out? I just hope she is okay.
N: Here I got you some tea Niylah said as she put the cup of tea on the night stand and she took a seat next to me.