⚠⚠⚠TW: SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS⚠⚠⚠

HYUNJIN'S POV
Seungmin have been getting pissed off easily lately, or is it just me? 'cause when my friends and I... and seungmin of course, hangs out he acts normal and sweet and fine and... of course kind off mean. but when he's alone with me, he acts... well weird

I decided to let it slide for now. right now I'm preparing breakfast for seungmin to eat before he moves with his day 

"SEUNGMIN, HONEY BREAKFAST IS READY"

"I'M COMING YOU ASSHOLE, NO NEED TO FUCKING YELL BITCH" see what I mean? like of course I have to yell because his all the way up stairs so I have to yell

"I'm sorry honey"

"ugh what ever" he rolled his eyes at me. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS KIND OF TREATMENT FROM SEUNGMIN?!?!?!?!???!!!! 

"so... what are you doing today?"

"wHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING NOSY?!!? LIKE DAMN, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS" 

"oh... I'm sorry honey"

"ugh sTOP SAYING SORRY- in fact STOP TALKING AT ALL. NO ONE NEEDS TO HEAR WHAT YOUR DUMB ASS HAS TO SAY"

"I- o-ok" I'm kind off still hurt with this treatment for him, but it doesn't hurt that much anymore because I'm slowly getting used to it, considering that he has been acting like this towards me for a week now

"AND WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS WEARING LONG SLEEVES??!!?!?!?! LIKE ITS SO FUCKING HOT"

"oh- it-its nothing, don't worr-"

"I have to go. jihoon hyung is here" I just nod my head, scared to be yelled at again

seungmin has walked out the door and I then stood up to throw my food  away because I don't really feel like eating anymore since seungmin started to act like that. I cleaned up every thing and head to our bedroom, I don't have a meeting scheduled today so its a free day. I just laid in bed wait for seungmin to get home, serve him then sleep. that is basically the only thing I have been doing for a week

I headed to the bathroom and do the... stuff

⚠⚠⚠WARING PART⚠⚠⚠

I finally found what I was looking for... my blade

since seungmin started to yell and say mean things to me. it has been well... affecting me

 I slid the blade down my wrist, smiling as I feel the pain 

"haaa~ sweet feeling" I know, I may look a little crazy but it really does feel so good at the moment. after I cut all the space in both wrist, I cleaned everything and head out... 

but did he really cleaned EVERYTHING?

I went out the bathroom to my surprise seungmin was seating on our bed... I thought he was with jihoon hyung?

"uh... seungmin? what ae you doing here? I thought you were with jihoon hyun-"

"ok shut up for a second I need to go to the bathroom" He said as he walked past me

"oh- ok" I sat at the edge of the bed waiting for seungmin to come back to ask why he's home early

"uhh- hyunjin?"

"yeah?" I looked up to see seungmin... hOLDING MY BLOODY BLADE?!

"WHAT IS THIS HYUNJIN?"

"uhh... seungmin I-"

"HAVE YOU BEEN CUTTING?"

"WELL WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK SMART ASS?" I can tell seungmin was surprise by my reply

"WHY HAVE YOU BEEN CUTTING?"

"well... I can't take all of your insults anymore... it's getting to me"

"I- I'm sorry"

"huh? what?"

"I'm sorry, I'm just really stressed out lately. I have a lot in mind. I'm really sorry jinnie" seungmin walked slowly to me but... I kind off flinch 

"hey... jinnie, it's ok. I'm not gonna hurt you anymore" seungmin hugged me 

"Now. let me see your wrist" 

"I-"

"it's fine. I promise" I slowly hand him my wrist as he pulled my hoodie up and check my cuts

"jinnie... why would you do this?" seungmin pouted as he let go of my wrist and went to the bathroom to get the first aid kit

"I'm sorry minnie. your words sometimes get to me a little too much"

"I'm the one that should be sorry because... I have been mean to you. and I have been wanting to tell you something..."

"you can tell me anything minnie?"

"I'm pregnant"

"its ok- WAIT WHAT?"

"yeah... I'm sorry for my mood swings. it's this pregnancy fault"

"it's ok minnie. I will love you with all my heart and be an amazing father to our child"

"thanks jinnie"

"I love you jinnie"

"I love you too baby" they hugged everything out and every thing is now ok...

so for now they just wanna focus on their baby and their lives

hi sorry for long update