Chasing the most amazing scent ever to grace me with it's presence, I start to whimper with hopelessness. Thoughts flying through my mind faster than I can even complete them.

What if its a rogue?? They'll never let me mate.

What if he's hiding 'cause he knows its me.

What if he rejects me?

What if I know him??? Than that means, more likely then not, he has 'punished' me before.

"It'll be okay. Everything happens for a reason" my wolf, Janyella tells me, trying to sound wise and what not.

"I can hear you"

"And....Your point is...?"

"GO FIND MATE!!!! I WANT MATE!!!!!"

"Okay...oka-"

OWIE

While talking to my wolf I stopped paying attention to where I was going and ran into a...wall?

Feeling the sparks only a mate can give you, I start to freak.

I'M MATED TO A WALL?!?!?! WTF?!?!?! I KNOW I'M NOT THE MOST GORGEOUS GIRL BUT REALLY MOON GODDESS....REALLY!?!?!? A WALL???

"HEY, DOE DOE. Maybe if you look up we can see out mate...You do see that walls don't have 8 packs...right???" Janyella says sarcasticly. As to how she knows about his abs...I don't even want to know....

"Oh, right." I say.

Looking up, my stomach drops. My mate is none other than Mr. Soon-To-Be-Alpha himself, Loki. The bane in my existence.

   "Why does she have to be my mate?? No one will respect her...she didn't even shift."

His voice comes to a shock to me....as I can only hear it in my head...maybe he left him Link open?

  "No, nimrod. Your reading his mind...just another power....get use to it...this will be happening a lot." Janyella snarks from somewhere in the back of my mind.

"Stop thinking and pay ATTENTION!" Janyella snaps.

"H-hi Loki?" I squeak out, more of a question than an actual statement.

His eyes turn black as his wolf takes over and growls "Mine".

My heart fluttered at that and hope starts to bloom....Maybe he won't reject us.... That is until I 'hear' him and his wolf's argument.

"She CANNOT be the Luna. I forbid it!" Loki says, unaware of the fact that my heart is breaking.

"She is my mate!! And I want her." retorts his wolf, and Janyella's heart soars at the statement.

"No. We must reject her."

"Nooo!!!! If you do that Loki, I swear to you on the Moon Goddess, you will live to regret it!!"

"Oh, yeah? How? How would I regret reject a weak little omega no better than a human? Tell me?"

"How do you know she's weak? You've never seen her fight or her wolf!"

"Even IF I don't reject her, she would never live thought the Lune Initiation and all of the girls who will most definitely challange her for the Luna position. It will certainly kill her." Through this entire conversation Loki stood there with a blank face and hate in his eyes. But as this crossed his mind his face softened and something that looked like concern flashed through his eyes so fast I'm not completely sure it was even there to begin with. Actually, I certain it wasn't.

"No it won't!!! We'll be there! we can train her if she even needs it."

"I'm sorry Kaleb. It needs to be done."

And with that he takes on a look of determination. A look of horror must cross mine as I look around and notice out staring match has drawn a crowd.

He opens his mouth and says, "The Moon Goddess has surely mistaken. I can't have some Omega piece of trash, that every human boy has probably slept with, as a mate" The crowd gasps in shock and horror. I can feel the hate roll off them in waves. "I Loki Byron, soon-to-be Alpha of the Blue Blood pack, hereby-" people were already over their shock and were starting to laugh and I was getting angry.

"NO!" I cut him off.

"How dare he try to reject us?!?! The most powerful werewolf since Able!!!!" Janyella says angrily.

"I Amelianna Heartson, hereby reject you Loki Byron, soon-to-be Alpha of the Blue Blood pack."

Everyone, my family included, stood their jaw-slacked as Loki fell to his knees in pain, clutching his heart as he felt immense pain.

Or so I heard, I thought smugly with a smirk as I felt pain in my heart but not nearly enough to drop me to my knee....more like heartburn.

I turned to go home when a sudden thought stopped me.

....Why write a goodbye note when everyone is here???

"I. Am. Done!!! Do you hear my? Done! I am leaving this pack and turning rogue." *more gasps*

"You'll never last a day" my 'father' tells me. At that, Janyella takes control because he says this so flippantly....so uncareingly (A/N I don't think that's a word but...it fit...don't judge...it gives you wrickles :D) that I just couldn't take it anymore.

"We have lasted years in the hands of you all. YEARS!!!! Of aduse, of hate, of neglect and so much more. Even if we were to die...death would come as a relief."

"Who's this mythical 'we' your taking of? You have no friends, no one cares about you." My sister says. And yes sister NOT 'sister'. She actually cares. She has never layed a hand on me she always does what she can to help me and keep people from hurting me. But the only way to do that is to be popular...thus the rudeness in front of the pack, and even as she says this I can see her struggling with tears.

"Me and my wolf." I say and I dash to the house grab the $1321 I have saved up from working in the library at school during lunch the passed 2 years, a backpack full of clothes and a change of shoes and I'm out the door.

  Time to start over...This isn't the end...Nor is it my begining.