The sun was shining brightly in through my windows when I woke up, streaming around my room and onto my tired face.

Did all that really happen last night?

If I open my eyes will I just be wearing pajamas and Jacob will be clothed too, or on the couch, like any other night?

I was terrified to even take a peak, but the heavy exhale of air to my left and the movement assured me that someone was indeed there.

Slowly I opened my left eye and sure enough was facing me, asleep and shirtless.

It did happen. He did make love to me. This is real.

I smiled in pure bliss and sat up, quietly stepping onto the cold hardwood and tip-toeing to the bathroom, covering my body with my arms. I grabbed my pink bathrobe and slipped it on tying it quickly, then looking in the mirror.

I don't know what I was expecting, whether I would look different or not. I guess I expected some sort of change, but no; I looked the same. My eyes were still a deep blue- green color. My skin was still lightly tanned. My lips still rosy and pink. Nothing had changed

I felt whole.

I leaned in the doorway watching him sleep soundlessly in my bed. That's where he belonged. With me. Always. I smiled, standing there for a few moments. I had never in my wildest dreams believed he could be mine. That the past ten years of my life would pay off in one way of another.

Next my eyes traveled to the bedside table. First the clock that read 8:30, ensuring that he would sleep a little longer. Beside that was the diary. The diary that he read.

I walked over and grabbed it, falling back on the bed before cracking it open slowly

All the summers I've spent here are documented. All the events. All the times I cried. All my first days of school. All my child hood crushes. I flipped through the pages quickly, glancing over each before stopping on one that I remembered perfectly.

July 23rd, 2005. Twelve years old.

Dear Diary,

I cant wait to be grown up. Chrissies sister's wedding was last night, and I was amazed at how pretty she looked! She just about made up my mind.

I want have a wedding. On the beach at the lake to be exact, just like her.

I can see it all now. My dress will be strapless, in the shape of a heart in the front, long and white. I want my hair to be curly, but pinned up, pieces of hair in the front hanging in the curls. Ill have lavender colored flowers and a diamond necklace.

Jacob will be waiting for me at the end of the aisle.

That's how I see it atleast.

-Mia.

"You were a cute kid" I heard Jacob's scruffy morning voice from beside me.

I was a bit startled at first then I smiled at him, gazing over my shoulder looking at the open page

"I can't believe you read this all." I blushed groaning.

"I couldn't help myself." He said with a smirk sitting up in bed. "My favorite is the one from last summer. You talked about how you got your first push-up bra and you wanted to get my attention with it." He chuckled, flipping to the page before I slammed the book shut.

"Let's not." I blushed, completely mortified.

He leaned in to kiss me, slowly pulling me on top of him. I slid my tongue into his mouth, running my hands down my body to the tie on my bathrobe before shrugging it completely off my body.

Jacobs hands traveled down my body, running over every curve and weak spot. Neither of us seemed to be able to help ourselves since last night. I had a feeling we were going to be hormone crazed for a while

"Mia? Jacob?" I heard the familiar unwanted voice from downstairs

I panicked, jumping off Jacob and pushing him out of the bed, throwing boxers at him.

"Quick!" I growled, slipping on my bathrobe before hoping in bed again.

Jake scrambled to the couch and climbed under the blanket that was laid across the cushions.

"Your parents have the worst timing." He muttered getting situated right my dad walked in clapping his hands loudly.

"Up Up kids! We are taking the boat out today." He said smiling.

I turned over to look at him as if I had just woken up.

"Be ready to go at 10." He looked at both of us before closing the door.

"Well at least we wont get in trouble this time..." He laughed kicking the quilt off.

"Yeah I'd prefer not getting arrested again." I smiled, climbing out of bed and walking towards my dresser. Jakes arms immediately wrapped around from behind while he leaned down, nuzzling my neck.

My head fell to the side, leaving him room to kiss my neck ever so lightly while his fingers tugged playfully at my robe again.

"They will hear us." I said breathlessly.

He spun me around, lifting me up on to my dresser, pinning his hands on either side of my head against the wall.

"Now whose fault would that be?" He grinned, pushing my robe down on my shoulder until both sides pooled around my hips.

"Later." I whispered against his lips, not even sure how I had the will power to deny him. We would have all the time in the world.

Right? Right.

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