Lost in the Moment

"Good morning, babe!" Patton giggled, booping Janus' nose and pressing a kiss to his forehead.

"Mmmmmm, no. It's still too early, go back to bed.." Janus said grumpily.

"Honey, it's twelve in the afternoon. You said you needed to run some errands today, so you need to get up and eat something" Patton explained.

Janus sighed, "okay, i'm up" he grunted, rolling out of bed, "i'm going to go to the bathroom" he mumbled.

"Great, meet me in the dining room when you're done!" He beamed, skipping downstairs to the kitchen, and preparing the plates. The breakfast was already finished, he just needed to put it on the plates and make it look good.

He finished as Janus came walking down the stairs, rubbing his eyes and becoming less grumpy.

Patton sat down across from him, and Janus cracked a smile at the plate, two Sunny-side up eggs and a few strips of bacon on the plate arranged into a smily face, and a sausage nose.

"Thank you, Patton" Janus said, beginning to eat his food.

"No problem!" Patton chirped, beginning to eat his as well, as they engaged in some conversation.

By the time they finished, Janus was headed out the door, and Patton was working on clearing up the dishes, and washing up. "Bye Janus!" Patton called.

"Goodbye, love!" Janus yelled back, before Patton heard the door shut.

He sighed, and it was quiet again.

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Patton was so incredibly bored. Janus had left hours ago! There was nothing to do! He'd already watched tv, and gulped about five cups of soda during the sad moments to keep himself busy from crying!

He had no friends over, and his lover wasn't there either. He could easily fix both of those problems, yes, but..he was starting to realize that he wanted to have a bit of fun with himself. He didn't do that often, because normally he'd have Janus show him how.

But, they'd been dating for a while, about to get married, and Patton thought that he was ready to try something on his own. He knew a lot about the more sexual side of himself thanks to Janus.

He wondered what he could do.

He knew how to masturbate, have s.εメ, and a bunch of other things. Ever since he met Janus, he quickly realized that he wasn't as innocent as some would think.

He was quickly becoming horny though, at the prospect of doing something without Janus, the thought of him coming home to him, laid out in all of his naked glory, doing-

Wait..doing what? Patton hadn't thought it through..what was he even going to do? He had a lot of ideas-a lot of things he wanted to do by himself, and not with Janus. He was embarrassed by it, but if he knew Janus was okay with it, he'd be more than happy to preform some kinks for him.

But he wasn't sure what he wanted to do, hell he wasn't even sure why he was so damn horny, he was literally about to penetrate his shampoo bottle, he needed to get off.

So, after a very brief internet search, he found this thing called 'self bondage' and he was very interested. It didn't seem too kinky or too much, he skimmed over some of the article, completely disregarding the safety precautions on accident, and got to work.

He didn't really have a plan incase things went wrong. He didn't have a pair of scissors near him to cut the rope, or a cell phone nearby to calls someone if something went wrong.

So once he got to his bedroom, he was shifting around and rubbing his thighs together, though it wasn't all do to the fact that he was incredibly horny..

He quickly got undressed from the waist up, and grabbed some rope. He thought that it would be anti-climactic to just be tied up. So, he grabbed a vibrator and slowly slid it into his ass, moaning quietly.

After that was done, he laid on his bed, put his arms above himself on the headboard, and very, very tightly secured himself. He bit his lip, loving the feeling of being restricted way more than he thought he would. He moaned, and began to have his fun.

He couldn't touch himself, at least not with his hands, and that just made everything all the more fun. He even tried to jerk off with his toes..it was a very wild experience.

Still, he needed something, his cock was getting entirely uncomfortable, and he couldn't help but whine and moan.

He quickly made work of grinding against a pillow that he'd put against his crotch, and by now he had shaken off his pants and socks, leaving himself in nothing except for his boxers, which his erect member was very visible against.

His boxers, which were damp with pre-cum, were also beginning to be shaken off.

The control for the vibrator was laid on the bed in front of him, and he used his foot to turn it on. He moaned as the third level began to vibrate and tingle throughout his body, rough and arousing.

He accidentally kicked the control off of the bed, and that just made him even more aroused, now he couldn't stop it, couldn't control what happened, even when he wanted it to stop-he loved it.

The feeling of restraint made him cum way faster than he intended to-but it still felt good as hell, so he kept on grinding and moaning, slipping his wet, sticky boxers off so that now he was completely naked, his penis harder than ever.

He kept up with his little game until he decided that it was time he cleaned up before his lover got home, and he'd decided that he had done enough self-indulgence.

But his cock was still very uncomfortable. He didn't know why. He thought he was just horny, but apparently that wasn't the only problem, because he had a huge pressure still, and he-

Oh.

He'd mistook the need to piss with the need to cum.

God-now that he'd realized, he really had to go.

So, he tried to escape, only to find that he tied the rope much, much too tight, and looked around only to find that his phone was across the room, and there wasn't anything he could even try to use to cut the rope.

He had no idea how long it would be until his boyfriend got home, but he hoped it wasn't too soon, because he knew he would probably die if he saw him like this, horny, desperate and naughty. Doing the exact opposite of what was expected of him by everyone.

He was kind of panicking, wondering what Janus would think of him for this. It was kind of a sinking fear. He didn't want Janus to be disgusted or anything..though, he knew Janus wouldn't hate him for it. He was just over thinking.

He tried to keep up his erection to make it harder to pee, but it died down eventually, his mind too focused on not wetting the bed.

'Oh god,' Patton thought, 'i'm going to wet the bed while i'm awake.'

His eyes filled with tears. He couldn't believe he'd done this, or that he didn't realize he had to pee before he did this. He hadn't taken any safety precautions, and was just sitting there, arms above, tied, legs crossed tightly, and completely naked.

Oh, it was getting bad. He would be oh so embarrassed if Janus came home to this. He'd gotten extremely horny, got stuck, and pissed himself in the process of self indulging for the first time?!? He would never live it down.

He calmed down, because he hadn't pissed himself. He knew he could hold it.

Again, tried to struggle against the rope, crossing his legs, and moving around, but it was no use. He was incredibly grateful that he hadn't tied his legs.

Soon enough, it got to the point where his bladder was bulging so much, he looked like he was bloated. His entire lower body was aching, and it hurt to even cross his legs, so he let them open, waiting for the wave of desperation to pass.

The vibrator was doing nothing but irritating his need, and he held back as much as he could so that the bed would stay dry, and it did.

He closed his eyes and gulped, praying that he could get out so Janus wouldn't have to see him like that. But life never turned out in his favor, because the front door opened very soon, panicked footsteps running around, calling Patton's name.

Patton bit his lip, hearing footsteps come up the stairs.

And there came Janus, bursting through the door, panicked and sweaty. He was yelling about how Patton hadn't answered his calls or texts, and how he was worried sick for him.

His eyes went wide, and his panicked face went back into his signature sly, smirking one.

Patton tensed up, gulping.

"I-"

"Baby, what's this?" Janus asked, humming, walking over slowly.

"Um, I just wanted to try something out" Patton squeaked, face going red, "and-and i'm stuck, can you please let me out?" He asked.

"Patton, oh my god I can't believe this!" Janus smirked, "you have the vibrator in too?!?"

"I know, I know-just please let me out!" Patton said quickly, trying to keep calm and not shift around too much to let on what was wrong.

"But you've had you're fun, now I want mine" Janus smirked, "maybe i'll just admire you for a while.."

"No, Janus! It hurts, it's so, so tight!" Patton whined.

"Okay, alright sweetie, i'll go and get some scissors, be right back" Janus chuckled.

And while Janus was gone, Patton shoved the pillow deep into his crotch, and shifted against it to quell the intense waves of desperation that ran throughout him.

Janus came back, and began to cut the rope, only to find that it was too thick.

"Um, Pat..this rope is way too thick. It's going to take a while to cut it.." Janus said, an apology in his voice.

Patton lifted his ass up at much as he could, "j-just take the vibrator out, I can't take it anymore!" He cried.

"Okay okay calm down-are you overstimulated babe?!" Janus asked quickly, taking the vibrator out.

But taking the vibrator out just made it a whole lot worse. The sudden pull irritated his bladder, and he cried out in pain, a long, hot leak shooting from his cock.

Janus raised a brow, "Patton, was that-"

And Patton's lip began to quiver, shutting Janus up, his eyes welling up with tears that he tried to contain, but ended up spilling over.

"Are you okay?!" Janus panicked.

"I have to pee so bad!" Patton blurted, full on beginning to sob.

Janus panicked, "oh my god-hold up, i'm going as fast as I can!" He said, cutting the rope furiously as Patton cried.

But it was too much. Too much pain, too much strain, and entirely too much pressure. So Patton just whimpered as his bladder began to give out, sobbing as it happened.

Janus looked over to ass Patton pissing violently into the bedsheets, making a huge stain around him that soaked deep into the mattress.

Patton began to apologize immediately, "oh my gosh, i'm so sorry, i'm so stupid, I should have-I-"

And Janus snapped the scissors harshly, undoing the whole thing, as Patton's arms were released and he just brought them to his face and cried, continuing to wet through the bed, crying violently.

Janus was quick to comfort though, hushing him and hugging him, telling him that it was all okay, and that he wasn't mad or disgusted. Patton sniffled, and buried his face into Janus' chest.

"Here, baby, you go and take a shower, calm down, and wash yourself off. I'll take care of the mess, deal?" Janus asked.

Patton looked up, face completely red, "deal."

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Patton took his time in the shower, crying and trying to compose himself, and when he finally got out, took his time getting dressed and un-reddening his face, while Janus finished cleaning the mess up, and waited for Patton downstairs on the couch.

Patton walked in wordlessly, knowing he couldn't avoid it forever, quickly slumping onto the couch and cuddling into Janus.

"What happened, baby?" Janus finally asked, kissing Patton's forehead.

And Patton got a bit overwhelmed by explaining it, but Janus never interrupted him, only listening.

So Patton went on and told him about how he'd just wanted to do something on his own, and try out something to see if he liked it, but it had gone way too far too fast, and he just had to pee so bad.

But Janus understood, and so they just sat on the couch together, cuddled, and talked.

And Patton knew that everything would be okay-he was embarrassed, certainly, but Janus showed no signs of disgust or hate.

He even brought Patton out on a Sushi date, which was lovely.

A/n: I try not to suck at endings, I really do 🤣 I didn't know what to name it, so I just put something that I thought fit with the story.

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