Camping?

That's not what Virgil had imagined when his boyfriends said that they wanted to spend some more time together that week.

Virgil hadn't really taken Logan or Remus as people who would be excited for camping, but apparently he didn't know his boyfriends because Remus was bouncing off the walls about s.εﾒ under the stars, and Logan was already planning out the whole thing, rambling about the fun activities they could do.

Virgil was...okay with the idea of camping. He wasn't so incredibly against it, it's just that he'd never been camping before, and was kind of worried about bears and snakes and the annoying little bugs and mosquitos that would try to eat you alive as you slept.

Though still, his boyfriends seemed excited about it, so he didn't want to be the one to ruin the mood with any overthinking or what if's, so he just went along with it. Of course, he did ask many questions about the campsite they'd be going to.

Logan made a list, and there was one campsite that checked off all of his marks.

No venomous snakes, no deadly animals, not a huge bug infestation problem, overall pretty safe, beautiful landmarks and scenery...plenty of dry wood for making fires, etc.

And it was almost too good to be true, so they rented out a space, nice and far away from it just how they liked it. (and for the safety and innocence of other's because Remus was not joking about s.εﾒ under the stars..)

But of course, there was one thing...

No restrooms.

Of course, that was expected from a campsite, they were camping after all, and it wasn't one of those places with running water, showers, cabins and bathrooms, it was an old school place where all they provided was the nature.

Virgil was nervous, because he was already pee shy as it is, but peeing somewhere out in the open, in front of his boyfriends? He'd feel so awkward..and exposed.

But he'd already agreed before then, and Logan had already rented the space, so he just sighed and went along with it.

So, they began to pack wilderness safe/appropriate shoes and clothes, as well as cleaning supplies for themselves, a decent sized tent, some pots, pans, food, first aid kit..so, essentially, the basics that they may need.

Driving there was a wonderful experience, they all had stuff to talk about, people to gossip about, and lame car games to play that were just stupid enough to keep them entertained.

Remus was driving, which was a little bit scary, and after one too many red lights and stop signs ignored, Virgil took over after they stopped for lunch, which of course made him a but pouty, but it was a good thing because he promptly fell asleep as soon as they had gotten back on the road.

Virgil made great use out of the restroom at the McDonald's they'd stopped by, because he had a feeling he wasn't going to get another opportunity to go for a while.

"Logan, get out his nap time blanky, it's under your seat" Virgil smirked as he noticed that Remus had fallen asleep.

Logan looked under the passenger seat from where he was, "and how come I don't know of this certified nap time blanket?" He asked.

"You always have your nose six inches deep in your lame books, that's why, now get him his blanket so we don't have to watch him masturbate in his sleep" Virgil said with an eye roll.

Logan quickly draped the blanket over Remus, he was all for sexy times, but-just, please god no.

Now that Remus was out, Virgil and Logan could engage in some quiet conversation, though Virgil was mostly focused on the road and again, Logan could finally stick his nose 'six inches into his book' as Virgil had put it.

Remus slept the rest of the way, which wasn't all that far, he woke up in time to help them unpack and pitch the tent, though Remus got distracted, as he was pitching a much different tent than his lover's.

The tent wasn't too hard to assemble, and there was plenty of wood nearby to make a nice fire. Logan was an old pro at setting fires, he claimed it was because he was in boy scouts, but Remus suspected that he had some history with setting arson to things.

They both ignored Remus's idiocy, and began to set the tent up. While it wasn't necessarily hard to do, it was frustrating because the directions weren't very clear about how deep the stakes needed to go into the ground, how far apart everything needed to be, little things like that.

Logan kept on forcing water onto them, talking about hydration, which Virgil was very hesitant about.

Eventually, they got through with it, and could begin making that fire they were talking about earlier.

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"Whew, that was exhausting" Virgil groaned, the fire finally up and ready.

"Let's finish unpacking everything, we still got an hour or two of daylight left" Logan said, walking over to the car.

"Hold on! I gotta take a leak!" Remus exclaimed.

"Oh, yes, it has been quite a while since we all last went, several hours actually. I might as well go too, Virgil are you coming?" Logan asked.

"Oh-oh no, I don't have to go" Virgil said, lying through gritted teeth, and crossed legs, which have been that way for quite a while now. His lower half felt heavy and uncomfortable, and he envied his boyfriend's ability to just..be able to go.

Logan raised a brow in suspicion, knowing it had been several hours, and several bottles of water later, though he hadn't pressed the matter any further, and went away to a nearby tree with Remus to go.

They went a little ways away from Virgil, and he cringed as he heard their streams hit the leaves and dirt below them. Virgil began to tense up, because if he could hear them from how far away they were, Virgil would have to go into the woods for them to not be able to hear him..and they would wonder why he was being so weird about it, and-

Lost in his thoughts, he was startled when Remus had brought him out of them by screaming about how it was getting dark and he would soon be able to live out that fantasy he was talking about earlier.

They continued to unpack, Virgil just a little more grumpy and slow than usual.

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"Oh, it's already getting dark outside..." Virgil said as they'd finished unpacking and setting everything they'd needed up, "Remus go get a pot" he continued, throwing a few more sticks into the fire.

"But-"

"Remus," Virgil got up and looked him in the eyes, "if I have to go get the pot, i'm going to hit you with it."

"Kinky" Remus smirked as he skipped off to grab the pot.

Logan chuckled, though he had noticed that Virgil's sarcasm..was a bit short toned He was kind of being snappy and grouchy and irritated easily..he also looked very uncomfortable.

Logan wanted to ask if something was the matter, but Remus had gotten back with the pot too soon, and distracted him with some weird joke about being a pot head because he put the pot on his head.

"Damn bro, you got the whole squad laughing" Virgil deadpanned, "maybe I should hit you with the pan anyways" he said, taking it from Remus and putting it over the fire, grabbing some food to cook.

They ate in peace, and star gazed after they'd finished.

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After a while, they had all decided that since they day had been so eventful and exhausting that they would all hit the hay a little early. So Remus and Logan went to take their before bed pee's and Virgil was so jealous, because he had to go so bad, but he just couldn't.

He had tried, many times actually. He just couldn't. Something inside of him was just screaming at him not to. They were just his boyfriends, why was he so afraid? He was so comfortable around them..what did he have to fear? It's not like they'd judge him for something so natural and mundane.

He went to a tree farther away and tried once more, but with great frustration, gave up, crawled into their tent, and tucked into his sleeping bag.

His boyfriends joined him shortly, and Remus and Logan fell asleep quickly, absolutely exhausted, and while Virgil was just as tired, he just couldn't fall sleep so soon with such a heavy bladder. He stayed up, tossing and turning, squirming and holding, until he just couldn't keep his eyes open, and fell asleep.

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No. Not that dream.

Yes. It was that dream.

Virgil had to pee 400x worse than when he had fallen asleep, and every time he pulled out in front of a toilet he had found in one of the weirdest places-it would either disappear, move farther away, or turn into a random object.

He wandered into a room which had a door that slammed behind him and locked. Everywhere he looked, there were waterfalls and river's. He couldn't even get peace in closing his eyes because the sound was deafening.

He couldn't take it, he fell to his knees, held himself tightly, and let out a gasp of pain as he felt a warmth spread between his legs and pool beneath him.

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Virgil woke up in a cold sweat.

He sat up and gasped, feeling the same warm wetness he had in his dream. He looked down, and to his utter despair, he was completely and utterly soaked. There was no hope whatsoever for him, and he just felt so stupid, and so pathetic-

His eyes welled up with tears and he began to cry.

His boyfriends were going to know, they were going to hate him, they were going to think he was disgusting, that he was just a little baby who was too scared to do something so normal, so natural-

He sniffled, feeling two pairs of arms wrap around him, and a hand wiping his tears away.

"Virgil-look at me, breath...you're okay, you're fine, it's okay, you had an accident, here, baby, let's get up, okay-Remus are you sucking it out of the sleeping bag?! Oh my god-no, Virgil, stop, really, it's fine, come on.."

He tried to bring Virgil out of his panic attack as he brought him out of the tent too. Virgil's lower half was cold, and the night chill in the air didn't help at all. Logan had made Remus get Virgil a change of clothes while he just calmed him down and tried to talk to him.

He laid in Logan's arms, sniffling as Remus came back, seemingly calmed down.

Humiliated, he explained himself to them, how he felt afraid to go, how he'd never went outside before, how it just felt so unnatural and awkward-

And they told him that they could help him out.

Remus told him with a cringy wink, and Logan told him with one of his rare caring gazes.

"Did you think, logically you could hold it until we got back home three days later?" Logan asked gently.

"I-well, I knew I couldn't b-but yeah.." he sniffled shakily, changing his pants quickly.

"Oh, honey..maybe we could help you relax tomorrow morning? I'm sure we could find something that would work...you don't have to be ashamed, I mean, look at Remus, he isn't ashamed, and you know who he is.." Logan smiled.

"Yeah! Maybe I could just try to make you laugh too or something, we could make it work my little pestering booger!" Remus exclaimed with a smile.

Virgil gave a small smile back, "thanks guys-I mean...you're great. Yeah, we can try it out tomorrow..I just hope something works.."

"Oh, don't worry, i'm sure something will" Logan said.

A/n: I'm ✨tired✨and ✨sick✨ so if it feels rushed sorry 😭😭

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