Bladder Shy

Logan wouldn't say that he was a shy person. In fact, quite the opposite. He wasn't exactly outgoing, though he wasn't an introvert either. Not shy, or embarrassed easily, and he definitely wasn't reserved. He spoke his mind and his opinions. He was more awkward than anything, though he was mostly confident in what he said.

However, something about the more private matters, such as peeing in front of other people, where they can hear him, just makes him quite nervous. He prefers to use the stalls rather than the urinals. It doesn't help much, but he usually just stands in front of the toilet until his bladder would relax enough to release.

He was a tense person, so it made quite a lot of sense for him to be unable to relax in the times he most needed to.

However, today, he was out with his boyfriend, Roman, on a road trip. That in itself, wasn't bad. He actually enjoyed his time with the other man, as he listened to Roman scream the lyrics to Disney songs, as he would tell him it was illogical to scream the lyrics when somebody was already singing it through the phone they were listening to it on.

However, Roman did get Logan to sing along at times. Though he recited the lyrics in more of a poem form than a song form.

They talked about random things, from what hotel they were staying at, to what mysterious creatures lied at the bottom of the ocean, and face-timed their friends from time to time.

They stopped at a few drive throughs every now and again, and got some sodas and food.

And soon enough, Logan was doing that thing he did when he had to pee. The thing that made him so embarrassed, and made Roman just smirk at him in the way he both loved and hated.

See, when Logan had to piss, he did this thing where he'd tap his knee and bounce his leg in sync with each other, while shifting every now and again.

Sometimes Logan would be so caught up in what he was doing that he didn't even notice. Roman, however, did. And so Roman thought he'd notice soon enough and ask him to stop.

He waited twenty minutes, and Logan was still vigorously bouncing and tapping, answering work e-mails as 'Part of Your World' played softly in the background.

"Logan?" Roman asked, receiving a slight, disinterested 'hmm?' In response, "do you have to pee?" He asked, knowing the answer.

And Logan immediately placed his phone down, gasping sharply and bending over. Now that it was brought to his attention he could really feel it.

"Ugh, there'd better be a gas station around here somewhere" he muttered in embarrassment. Logan usually didn't have a problem with asking for the bathroom-using it was what made him shy.

"Five minutes" Roman laughed, speeding the car ever so slightly-because usually when Logan noticed, he noticed just a tad bit too late.

Logan was freely bouncing impatiently as he crossed his legs, "good, thank you" he muttered.

They drove in silence, for the most part. Roman could hear Logan's sighs and shifting.

"Damn, Lo, you're making me need to piss too" Roman said aloud.

"Roman, shut up or else i'm going to literally piss in your mouth" Logan said through gritted teeth.

"Well, damn, lo, literally?! Jesus, sorry-"

"Roman" Logan said dangerously low, as if even just the simple act of talking put an incredible weight on his bladder.

Roman wasn't kidding though, he had to go too. They had been in the car for quite a long time.

And as soon as a gas station was in sight, and Logan began tapping even more. He tried to keep his composure, however as soon as Roman put the car in park, and took the keys out of the ignition, he hopped out of the car and ran inside, thighs clenched tightly as he ran.

Roman laughed, it was a funny sight to see Logan running full speed, but his thighs never coming apart.

And Roman was trialing behind him.

And as soon as they got inside the bathroom, Logan thought he'd cry.

It was a bathroom which you were supposed to go in, close the door, and lock. Two urinals. No stalls. No partition.

The bathroom was empty, so as soon as they got in, Roman shut the door and locked it.

Logan stood in front of the sink, and was leaking a large amount. However, as soon as he stood in front of the urinal, and took himself out of his pants, all leaking stopped and piss refused to come out.

And then, as if he wasn't being tortured enough, Roman unbuckled his belt right then and there, took himself out, and began pissing full force into the bowl, and the sound, followed by Logan being able to see the stream out of the corner of his eyes, made his knees buckle and his thighs squeeze his bladder.

He groaned, tears pooling in his eyes, teeth gritting together almost painfully.

He envied Roman's release, as his bladder laid heavily below him, everything just sitting inside his tip, begging to be released-but it just..wouldn't.

And as soon as Roman finished, shaking himself off, he realized Logan had yet to go-still bouncing, foot tapping as he wriggled around for any kind of relief that he could get.

"Uhm, Lo? Are you okay?" Roman asked quietly. It looked like Logan was really concentrating.

"No!" Logan snapped, becoming frustrated, "it won't come out-god, it never comes out!"

"Lo, are you..bladder shy?" Roman asked with a smirk, though it was only a little teasing, as he felt sympathy for his boyfriend.

"Yes!" He breathed, groaning, "it's impossible for me to pee when I know others might hear it. I know it's an illogical fear of judgement, everyone does it, however I seem to be tense."

"Well since you can't go here, why don't we just get home?" Roman asked.

"Because, as soon as I put myself back in, i'm going to wet myself. That's how it works, it's quite frustrating actually." Logan whispered.

"Well, clearly, you're trying too hard to become relaxed" Roman said, trying to offer consolation, "if you want to piss, you have to relax, and not think about it. Just close your eyes, stand there, and forget i'm even here."

Roman walked over to the water faucet, and turned it on to its full extent, then flushed his urinal as well.

And Logan did what Roman said. Roman held Logan from behind, and Logan leaned into him, throwing his head back, closing his eyes, and relaxing.

But, it didn't work. So, Roman turned down the water faucet, to make a higher pitched splashing noise, and did the same with the one next to it.

He walked back over to Logan, and just held him.

He could feel Logan physically relax, it's just that his bladder wouldn't.

Logan was basically crying at this point. It was uncomfortable, and painful. His bladder was aching, slightly burning as he did his best to force his piss out of him. The best he did was a few small leaks. It was embarrassing.

Roman, after a few minutes began whispering words of encouragement to Logan. That didn't help much either.

So Roman decided, maybe he needed a little bit of help? So, he put his warm hands on Logan's bladder, and pushed slightly. Logan gasped, clearly shocked as a spurt leaked out. It was short. However, sharp and fast. The sound it made in the bowl below him made a shiver of discomfort run down his spine, knowing that there was a hell of a lot more where that came from.

So, Roman pushed his hand a little bit harder, as he rubbed his hand in a gentle, circular motion on his boyfriends' bladder. "You can do it" Roman whispered quietly.

And the coaxing, mixed with the pressure, and the sounds of the faucet dripping behind him, was enough to tip him over the edge, as he sighed loudly in relief, his entire body slumping heavily into Roman's as he closed his eyes, and let go, crying out.

Roman stayed still and silent, as to not make Logan nervous and stop. It seemed that Logan forgot Roman was even there, anyways.

At first, his stream was a few uncoordinated leaks, but it soon began to pick up speed as his piss became a loud and heavy stream, the sound hitting against the urinal in a satisfying pitter-patter which sounded really strong.

The intense relief that hit Logan as his bladder completely emptied made him groan and moan, and it was going on for at least four minutes-which Roman wondered, with a bladder as completely average as Logan's, how it all fit in there.

In the end though, when Logan finished, his bladder was so overwhelmed that he was still spurting every couple of seconds, even though he had no more inside of him that he could feel, as he just leaned into Roman, sighing, and waiting for it all to pass.

And when he finally finished, he wiped his mixed tears of pain and joy away, shaking off, tucking himself back into his pants, and leaning into Roman some more.

Roman chuckled, bringing the piss-dazed Logan over the sink to wash his hands, and then bringing him out to the car to continue on his way to the hotel.

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