It was getting hard to fly and I was happy when we arrived but completely exhausted. Normally I wouldn't fly this much but yet here I was flying while shaking like a leaf because I couldn't help but fear what will happen when I got back.

Oh my god!

I just went away with Hawks!

What if I get back!

What will my mother do!

She will surely kill me!

She will definitely do that!

I am scared!

Hawks: Feathers?

Me:.....

What if she goes against Hawks?

He jsut tried to help but she would definitely do something like this.

That's bad...

I shouldn't have come here!

I only endanger him!

I can at least heal myself.

Hawks: Feathers?

Me:...

Is this even considered kidnapping?

I just went with him...

He kinda feels like a borther tho!

I don't want him to get in trouble because of me!

Hawks: Yuhu... Feathers!

Me: Huh?

I kinda was standing right on the balcony and not moving at all. It was only the hand in front of my face that was getting me right back to my senses. He looked concerned and he was definitely giving me some space too.

Oh shit!

I spaces out!

I shouldn't have done that!

Now I am only making him more concerned!

I am just useless!

Hawks: Are you okay?

Me: Yeah...

I am for now....

But for how long?

Now I am with you but what then?

I need to get back and then I am back in hell!

I can't stand it!

Why feel the bliss of this sweet relieve of being safe and away from them....

Why do this when I have to get back?!

I-

They will make my life harder for sure!

Hawks: Come on tell me. What's on your mind.

Me: Nothing.

I can't tell you!

I just can't.

Not after you just saved me like this.

I can see the worry in your eyes.

It's enough!

Really!

Hawks: Really?

Me: Yeah.

Hawks: All right. Come inside.

Me: Ahm am I really allowed to?

NO!

You can't Izu!

YOU CAN'T! 

Hawks: Yup. Just come in. You must be exhausted. Let me show you the guest room.

Me: Thanks.

I would take everything than to go back. If I was allowed to stay here than there was no way I would get back at all. However as I was about to get in I remembered about the kids in the hospital and the plushy.

Me: I... I am sorry.

NO!

I just...

I can't!

I will get him in trouble!

I can't do that.

Hawks: Hm? What's up?

I jumped back at the railing with my wings open and looked at Hawks. Tears started to roll doen my tears as I remembered what was awaiting me but this was better than getting a hero into troubles.

Me: I can't... I am sorry.

Hawks: Feathers? What are you talking about?

Me: I... *hic* I can't vet you in trouble *hic* not because of me....

The moment I said that I jumped off and let myself fall down before I opened my wings and started gliding. It wasn't for long that Hawks came right after me.

Hawks: Feathers!

Me: Please... *hic* I relly don't wanna get you in trouble....

I tried to get away from him but there wasn't any way for me to actually get away from a pro hero and on top of that the fastest hero too. Not to mention that I was tired as hell. Still I couldn't forget the feeling of getting him in danger so I needed to head back.

Hawks: Hey, it's okay.

Me: *hic*

Hawks: Feathers, be careful!

As he said that I already felt myself losing on heights and somewhat needed to land. I was too tired and I had too much extra energy stored in my wings thanks to the moon light. Normally I would feel fine with extra energy but my quirk was linked to my emotions and I was a bloody mess.

In the end I ended up nearly crashlanding. Thankfully Hawks caught me in his arms and let me down on the ground where I was sittting there with my wings completly open. The extra energy was tireying me out.

Hawks: Feathers?!

Me: *hic* ...

I couldn't answer him no matter how much I wanted to do it. All that I could do was cry and nothing more. Still I did saw that my feathers changed their colors to a warm white and started glowing a bit. It was my own quirk who was trying to comfort me and stabilize my feelings of dispair.

The truth was I didn't wanted to go back since all that is left for me there was pain and agony as well as loneliness. However I couldn't be here with this chicken hero too. All that I wuold bring him is trouble.

Hawks: Hey, come on calm down.

I felt how Hawks was hugging me while having his wings covering me. It felt nice but I had to resist this fatige that I started to feel.

Hawks: Let it all out feathers.

Me: *hic* but...

Hawks: Let it out.

Something about this was irresistable and so I cried and cried and cried. It felt as if the dam I had around my emotions broke and everything flooded out. At the end of it, I felt soo sleepy that I just fell asleep in his embrace. This chicken was really starting to feel like family tho I knew he was a hero and a stranger but the fact that we shared wings was just comforting.