shotas pov:

i imagined us falling apart just cause i thought it wouldn't happen and it was funny to think of but now looking at it i guess i was warning myself to not get too attached. it was only a case of if, and or when.

i held on too long... almost like i was holding onto you like you were a ledge of a skyscraper. i held on for dear life but in the end i fell. fell to my own death. nice. 

i can't bring myself to get into another relationship y'know. the fear of us just ending up as friends or even less how you and me are. we know of each other and care from a distance.

i'm tired of writing about you every night in my notes app. i'm tired of seeing you in the halls at school. i'm tired of whatever we are. 

i was happy when we got back together but i hated the feeling of having to chase you around for attention. 

can this just end.

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y/n's pov:

can't you just meet someone else. love someone else. i'm tired of hurting you cause i can't put you first.  find someone more stable cause i can't give you the love you need.

 can you please just move on. it's hurting me so much every time you come back.

 i can see me breaking your heart and i feel like trash knowing i am but i can't love you the same i'm sorry.

can this just end??

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LA FIN. 

thank for reading hope you hated it.

-jules <3

imma write some happy endings just for yall

they might not be that good

luv ya bye!