wrote: 2021

word count: 703

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My brain felt fuzzy this morning and my eyes felt like they had a glaze on them It was a weird morning. i got dressed skipped breakfast and went to my local coffee shop

I did my usual. grabbed coffee and made my way to my art studio

As I walked into my class room when a boy walked out

SPLASH

My coffee is all over my shirt ITS BARELY 8AM UGH

"watch where you're going ugh" I looked at the figure that bumped into me

Woah....he's.. wow

Still mad though. him being pretty doesn't make me any less mad

"sorry" his voice was soft and sweet like honey.....but I'm allergic to honey so again no mind change

I pushed past him and walked towards my area to get my napkins

"hey did you make those" the boy said pointing at my painted canvasses

"yeah what bout it"

"oh nothing bad ...you're really talented"

"thanks if you'll excuse me I have coffee stains to get out of my shirt" I gave a fake smile Once again pushed passed him towards the cubbies

"on right WAIT I have a Hoodie in my car if you wanna use it" He smiled

UGH EVEN HIS SMILE IS PRETTY

"no thanks"

"no for real let me help"

"no"

"well you can't control me.. i'll be back"

i huffed then sat at my desk to finish my project. I brought out my paints and brushes and soon started again on my project.

I was in a loop for the next 5 minutes.

♡brush glides on the fabric canvas
♡wash brush
♡new color
♡repeat

Foot steps approached with a voice following soon after "here"

"thanks" took it and left to the bathroom to change out of my coffee stained shirt

The hoodie smelt nice like designer cologne. he smells nice....I guess

I walked back to my painting to finish

"you look nice in it"

Boy I beg be quiet

"thanks"

I put an apron over his hoodie to avoid stains

"can I watch"

I stayed quiet.

can't this boy just leave.

"can I" he repeated

"fine"

He sat peacefully just watching me

As I put away my things I remembered I have to give him back the hoodie.

"I'll go change right now give me a sec"

"no no keep it on imma take you to get coffee ..its still early anyways"

"okay" free coffee is free coffee i ended up sending the rest of the day with him. it was fun and different.

We walked at a nearby park and he opened up to me as if we known each other for years. He told me about his at home situation and how he leaves home early then comes home Late to avoid seeing his parents fight. he told how that morning
his dad walked out.

He never gave me his name.

but he never got mine so it was fair.

He seemed like such a genuine person.

"the suns going down is there anything you wanna do so you don't have to go home yet"

"we can do whatever you want"

After the day slowly faded we went back to my house to hang out. We watched maze runner, made cookies then hung out in my room drawing each other

He showed me his drawing of me and it was stunning not hyping myself up. he just drew me in heavy detail.

The room grew quiet and he sneaked closer to me Soon enough our lips were less than an inch apart.

his lips looked so soft
And he was gorgeous. i could feel myself falling for him. i'm getting feelings that I didn't before. Now all I wanna do is stay with him.

"don't go falling in love" he whispered onto my lips

"what" I'm confused...

he moved to my ear

"you can't stay with me...all you'll ever have is one day with me" he whispered once again... Sending shivers down my spine

"what do you mean" I asked

"what's your name" he said in a soft tone

"y/n....what's yours"

"sou-"

I woke up

My brain didn't feel fuzzy and my eyes felt normal again

But he was gone....

LA FIN.
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thanks for reading
-juli

2022 juli: crying sobbing throwing up