"Mate..." We both mumbled.

  'Mate! Mate! Mate! Our mate is here!' my wolf screamed in my head.

  'I was right...' When me, Jennette and Jenny shifted I didn't manage to find my mate.

  But the funny thing was unlike Jennette I wasn't sad.

  I was glad.

  Relived even!

  Because whenever Lucas was mentioned I felt my mood instantly brightened.

  My wolf would be jumping around it my head.

  On top of the sparks I felt when I held his hand.

  Everything made sense.

  Part of me wasn't even sad that I didn't find my mate.

  And that was because I was growing more and more sure that Lucas was my mate...

  'I can't believe it...' I stood there stunned.

  To me it felt like the whole world had disappeared.

  It was just me and Lucas.

  'Mate is coming to us! Mate is coming to us!' my wolf said bouncing up and down.

  I immediately felt the nervousness.

  Did I think Lucas would reject me?

  No.

  But was I still nervous?

  Yes.

  Why?

  I have absolutely no idea!

  "Lu-"

  "I finally found you, my mate..." Lucas said.

  But it wasn't to me...

  It was to the person behind me...

  It was towards Jennette...

  "U-um.. it's so nice to meet you again Alpha of moon howler.." Jennette said I didn't even have to look at her to know she was blushing.

  My heart literally cracked...

  "No need to call me that, your my mate. Just call me Lucas." Lucas said flashing one of his breathtaking smiles.

  My supply of oxygen cut...

  "I can't believe it! You really were my mate!" Jennette squealed.

  My face paled...

  "I only just met you... Yet somehow you already seem so perfect for me..." Lucas said pulling Jennette into his chest for a hug.

  My legs weakened under me...

  "My mate... Mine... Made just for me..." Lucas said burying his head into Jennettes hair as Jennette giggled.

  I felt my stomach turn inside out.

  'I can't watch this anymore...' I wanted to move...

  I wanted to run...

  I wanted to hit my head against something and wake up in my bed knowing that this was all just a dream...

  That is was all just a horrible nightmare...

  But I couldn't move.

  I just stood there stunned.

  'Mate...' my wolf cried...

  Never in my life would I thought to see my mate call someone else their mate...

  The pain in my chest was unbearable...

  I had waited for my mate...

  I did everything right in hopes that alpha would return proud...

  I didn't do anything wrong...

  I tried the best I could...

  Why...

  Why...

  Why did moon goodness have to take my mate away from me...

  I just wanted my mate...

  I would've gave up my whole world for them...

  Why...

  Moon goodness...

  Why give me a mate then pair my mate with someone else...

  Am I that unworthy?

  Why...

  I could help the tears that streamed down my face.

  I couldn't help that I just wanted to scream...

  I wanted to rip Jennette's head off and claim Lucas as mine...

  Lucas is mine...

  He is my mate...

  Why...

  I just want my mate...

  I just want my stupid asshole of a mate that would probably tease me till I die!

  I want my mate who would understand me...

  Who would trust me when no one else would!

  I want to spend the rest of eternity with him...

  My breathy felt unsteady as a drop of tear turned into streams of tears...

  'I can't watch this...'

  My wolf was too upset to take over...

  So I just darted out of the door.

  I didn't want to talk...

  I just wanted to die...

  They say your mate completes you...

  Your mate is the reason you want to wake up every single morning...

  But apparently I didn't have my mate...

  I no longer had a reason to live...

  No longer had a reason to fight...

  No longer had a reason to eat...

  No longer had a reason to breath...

  I went straight into the forest...

  There were rouges in here recently...

  But I didn't care...

  They could kill me for all I care!

  I really wanted to die...

  I leaned on a tree...

  Slowly I let all my tears drop.

  "I just want my mate..."

  "Why is it so darn freaking hard for me to have my mate!" I punched the tree.

  "Why..." I let myself fall done into a sitting pose.

  "Why..."

  "Why does Jennette have my mate..."

  "Why!" I screamed.

  I was alone.

  No one would hear me...

  No one would see me...

  I looked down...

  This necklace...

  It was meant to be a goodbye to whatever love I had for that stupid idiot!

  But when he was my mate I thought that maybe it wasn't a good bye...

  Maybe it was a please wait for me...

  But...

  In the end...

  A goodbye is still a goodbye.

  "That freaking" I took out my whip and whipped at the tree.

  "Stupid!" I whipped the tress again.

  "Idiotic!" Again.

  "Dumbass!"

  "Selfless..."

  "Loving..."

  "Mate..." I lost all the strength that I had...

  I just dropped my whip along with my legs giving up under me...

  "My stupid mate..." I cried curling myself up into a ball.

  "Well well well! Look what we have here!" I heard someone say.

  I honestly couldn't be bothered...

  "Go away..." I said softly.

  "This is the mighty delta that killed so many!"

  "Your a rouge aren't you?" I asked.

  "What do you think?" The rouge asked.

  "Then please... Kill me..." I asked.

  I didn't see the point of living...

  The point of breathing.

  "I didn't think getting your head would be this easy!" The rouge said laughing.

  "I don't care about living right now... Being dead to me sounds a hundred times better then alive!" I screamed at the rouge who looked smug at me.

  "Did you know you have a bounty on you? How much money I would earn!" The rouge said waking towards me.

  1...

  2...

  3...

  I counted his steps...

  I couldn't wait for my death..

  I have done so much...

  I'm tired...

  If I can't get my mate I don't see what was the point of me doing so much anyway...

  "Since your such an easy target I'll give you an easy death." The rough said.

  I felt his long sword swing up...

  "Ugh!" The rouge suddenly collapsed infront of me with a knife stuck to his neck from the left.

  Clearly done by someone who knew their knives...

  'Mate...' that was all I thought as I slowly turned my head...