"Start naming them luke. I don't think this cliff can stand my weight for very long." I said grinning.

  "What about your dad! Before he left you he told you to live." Luke said.

  'Thats reasonable.' I took one step forward.

  "Aeternitas! You haven't got to spend some quality family time with him." Luke named.

  I took another step forward.

  "Me! Your brother! Who by the way cannot live without you." Luke said looking desperate.

  I giggled at how confused he looked.

  I took one more step closer.

  "Lucas! Your mate! He wants you." Luke named.

  I stopped.

  I took a step back.

  "Eh? Why isn't it a valid reason?" Luke questioned.

  "Simple. Because it's a lie." I said.

  I have given up on our bond.

  "Who said it was a lie?" Someone said.

  His voice radiated authority...

  Lucas...

  "I'm sorry. I know what I did was unforgivable but please... Let me try and show you that I can at least try to be a mate you deserve." Lucas said.

  "Oh really? Then surely you can name me reason right?" I asked.

  "Easy. Former Luna is planning Helena and Osmands wedding. I know you don't want to miss it." Lucas grinned.

  I took a step forward.

  "Your wolf Phoenix is yearning to be let out right now so she can give her mate a chance to redeem himself. A chance for her to experience what she wants the most. To be loved by her mate." Lucas said.

  'H-how the hell did he know...' I hesitantly took a step forward.

  "You your self who is currently holding back tears. She wants to believe me. So give me a chance to show you that what I say is believable." I took another step forward.

  "For the secret of your family that your father told you to pass it on to someone else and not let the family die." I took another step forward.

  I was six steps forward.

  Two more steps and I would be infront of Lucas and Luke.

  "You said you weren't a coward, Come back here and prove your not a coward. You said these words. Suicide are for cowards..." I hesitate...

  Am I really not a coward...

  "The athanasia I've come to know isn't a coward."Lucas added.

  "The athanasia I've grown up with faces it head on and doesnt run away! No matter how hard the challenge she'll find some stupid way to overcome it." Luke continued.

  I took a step forward.

  "To live for yourself. You want to become someone that the pups can look up to... You want to be someone who can protect others..." Lucas said.

  I took another step forward.

  Both their expressions lit up.

  I looked at both of them

  "Why...?" I asked.

  I wanted to give up...

  I was ready to give up...

  But...

  Why do you guys have to drag me back?

  "Why...? Are you stupid! I need you to live!" Luke said.

  "We need you to live." Lucas injected.

  "Come here...?" Luke asked holding out his arms.

  "Can I say no?" I retorted.

  Somehow...

  Seeing these two come out here...

  Made me feel Alive...

  "Then I'll just drag you here." Lucas said he grabbed my arm and pulled me in.

  Mate...

  Hugging us...?

  Mate...

  Hugging us!

  "Wow! I've never seen athanasia blush so red!" Luke said.

  The sparks felt amazing!

  'Wait... Jennette.' I immediately thought I pushed Lucas away and stood and arms length away from him.

  Lucas looked hurt while Luke looked confused.

  "Jennette. She would be in pain right now. Luke go make sure she's ok." I said.

  Luke darted off without a second thought.

  'He would be an amazing mate towards Jennette...' I smiled.

  "So... You didn't push me away because you hate me?" Lucas asked.

  "I already told you I can't hate you." I replied.

  "But that doesn't mean I can't be disappointed with you." I said lashing my whip at him.

  He just stood there and took the whip.

  "I deserve that..." Lucas whined.

  "You deserve a lot more then that!" I growled.
 
  "I know I know! I'm sorry, you can never forgive me... I just want to be by your side..." Lucas said.

  "So... What's going to happen now...?" I asked.

  "Now... I'm going to prove to you I can be a mate you deserve." Lucas said smiling sweetly at me.

~Time skip ( 2 years )~

  "Lucas! Why did you let Osmand do luke's paperwork!" I yelled checking through papers.

  "Huh? Wait... I thought it was supposed to be done by Helena!?" Lucas said.

  "Ugh!" I whined.

  Lucas eyes went cloudy for a second.

  "So? What the hell went wrong!" I growled.

  "Apparently Helena got sick so Osmand offered to do the paperwork. What's wrong with the paper work?" Lucas asked.

  "What's wrong!? Take a look and tell me what's wrong!" I yelled at Lucas throwinf the paper at him.

  "Calm down athanasia. Go take a run if you need. I'll do your work ok?" Lucas said.

  "I will run. But dont you DARE touch MY work." I growled.

  Why was I mad?
 
  SIMPLE!

  OSMAND HANDWRITING!
 
  IS UNREADABLE!

  I took off my clothes and shifted.

  "Wow! Someone's mad!" Aeternitas came into view.

  'Arent you supposed to be training the warriors.' I questioned.

  "I am! We're playing hide and seek." Aeternitas said.

  'Ok... Whatever! I trust you with the warriors.' I mind linked.

  Aeternitas was chosen as delta by me.

  Since I became Luna I couldn't juggle both Luna and Delta...

  "Wait! Why are you so mad?" Aeternitas asked.

  'Have you ever read Osmands handwriting?' I asked.

  "No... Why?"

  'Ok... Imagine a cat trying to write with their claws and the claw is stained with ink that won't stop smudging!' I screened through mind link.

  "Ok! Ok! Chill! By the way! Luke was going to look for you." Aeternitas said pointing towards the archery station.

  'Got it...' I mind linked.

  I sprinted towards the archery station.

  "Athanasia!" Luke yelled running at me.

  'I heard you were searching for me.' I questioned.

  "Yes... Jennette wants to learn a weapon. Can you suggest a weapon?" Luke asked.

  'Jennette? She's... Not suited for the front lines... So... She should get s far range weapon like maybe the bow? Or crossbow?' I suggested.

  Luke nodded then ran off.

  Then someone bumped into me.

  'Sorry Luna!' I saw it was Osmand.

  'Why were you running around?' I asked.

  'I was trying to catch one of our warriors... They run so fast...' Osmand replied.

  'Then don't run after them! You should have remembered where most of the trees are by now. Use the terrain. Don't only rely on your speed.' I said.

  'Got it Luna!' Osmand said running off.

  I looked up.

  The sky was orangish yellow.

  'Its getting late I should get back..'

  I walked back home.

  I shifted back and got dressed.

  "Athanasia..." I didn't notice Lucas was behind me before he hugged me from the back.

  How did I Know it was him?

  Simple.

  The sparks.

  "What's wrong?" I asked as I felt Lucas burry his face in my hair.

  "I'm sorry..." He whispered.

  'Huh...? Sorry? For what... Oh... Wait!'

  "You read the letter didn't you..." I asked.

  "Yes..."

  "Sighed... I told you not to read it..."I manged to turn around but I was still in his arms.

  "I'm sorry... I was curious..." Lucas said.

  "And this is why they say curiosity kills the cat..." I sighed.

  "I love you..." Lucas whispered.

  "I love you too." I replied.