;roses;

          dear sterling,
     you left me roses today. i didn't understand why.

     there were 3 roses, and i didn't know they were from you at first. i began to throw them away, but then i noticed there was a notecard tied to it. i read it to myself in complete shock.

     you apologized, yet again, for breaking my heart like you did. you also mentioned many times you missed me more than anything, and that you love me very much.

i rolled my eyes at every word. i didn't believe you. i ended up throwing away the roses and the card away anyway.

i threw them away because i finally decided i am set on getting over you and our break up. and soon, these letters will also stop.

we are not in 5th grade. i'm not going to convince myself that i'm in love with you and that you are in love with me. i'm older and more mature.

i know getting over you will be the best thing for my well being. but it is sure as hell gonna be hard.

love, anastasia
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sorry i have taken so long to update! i was too focused on my other book but i'm back! can't wait for the sequel to this! creds to ma girl hitthemendes for helping me write this! i love you!🍍💕