lyric: ma i wanna tell you something. momma said she wouldn't be mad but i'm scared.

i read the message with squinted eyes. trusting this could get me in trouble myself. the last thing i need is for her to have another reason to get on my ass. i'm not trying to hear it again. literally got in trouble earlier because i gave rumi ice cream...like what? she told me bey said yes.

: what is it? will it get me in trouble?😬

lyric: it shouldn't, i'm eventually gonna tell her.

: lyric don't get my ass beat, please.

lyric: she won't even know i told you first. but listen. well read.

: okay continue.

lyric: i'm a little drunk.

i read that and laughed. that's so funny to me. she's such a goody two shoes, she just told me right away. better than me because i would've stayed out until i was sober. but we raised her differently. she trusts us.

: okay well come home and i'll take care of you. are you finished partying?

lyric: no, i really just wanted to tell you. if i have a choice, i don't wanna come home yet.

: have fun and be safe. call me if you need anything.

lyric: love you.

: love you too baby.

bey is gonna beat my asssss!! i'm not telling shit.

i know this little girl didn't come home flat out drunk. i'm not upset, but why come bother me? i was knocked out trying to get into a deep sleep. children bruh, i swear. and bey wants me to get pregnant? pssshhh.

"lyric, go lay down baby."

"my head feels like it's about to fall off. can i sleep with you mama?"

"lyric." i whispered, trying not to wake beyoncé up. she's literally on my chest right now. probably listening to this. she'll do some fuck shit like that. then wanna throw it in your face later. she's really not shit. "go put your pajamas on and come on."

"ok."

i watched her walk slowly out the room and sighed heavily. jesus christ. beyoncé moved to lay directly on top of me. i couldn't move if i wanted to. so i wrapped my arms around her to secure the spot.

"she's gonna need all that room." she mumbled sleepily and i chuckled. i knew it. be thinking she slick.

"you know?"

"i smelled it on her breath. she was dead in your face."

"don't be mad at her. she's a teenager just experimenting with fun."

"i'm not mad. at least she came home safe."

i kissed her forehead as lyric came back in the room. she just walked around the bed before laying any type of way. she'll be out in less than five minutes. it's her first time.

"lyric." i called her name lowly to get no reply. bey chuckled sitting up to look at her. she's sleep.

"oh my god." bey laughed while i shook my head. our baby is really growing up. it's sad but i can't hold her back. my parents tried that with me and it didn't really end well. we got into arguments so much but in their defense i was really reckless. bey knows.

even when i met her, i was still fucking up. but growth matters. although i still have my moments, i know when i'm wrong and can own up to it. may not like it but the truth hurts sometimes.

"bey don't start." she kissed my neck, most likely leaving her mark. i moved a little, the best i could because it was making me wet. i'm sure she does this on purpose. "stooppp."

"im woke now, i can't even go back to sleep. let's go to the guest room."

"lyric want to sleep with us though, that'll be so wrong."

"she's knocked out drunk, probably doesn't even know that she's in the bed with us."

i sighed looking over to see lyric sprawled out. we had the one spot we were in because she took up the rest. this big ass bed.

"come on before i change my mind." i made her get up and moved quick down the hallway. not before closing the room doors so the kids wouldn't hear anything. it's about to be some screaming going down. im already knowing. "let me go first."

"no i wanna go first."

"you started it so you should cum first."

"no, i want to make you cum first."

"mcht bey. come on lay down."

"no, you lay down."

i gave her a straight face and rolled my eyes hard. she never want to go first. if i cum then i most likely won't get up. i'll fall asleep before she even gets her chance.

"you know what i do after."

"that's the point. i'm not even horny. i just wanna watch your body shake." she smiled evilly making me mug. it's not even all that. "let me put you to sleep mama."

"bey."

"i haven't even been able to do anything to you. you always wanna play with me."

"i'm running shit so of course."

"you running shit? bullshit. i just made you lay down and go to sleep."

"yea cause i didn't want to hear your mouth. thats different." and she know this. if it was really that big of a deal i would've showed her who she was talking to. only reason i laid down was because it was already late and arguing wouldn't even be smart. especially since she's a cuddler. "lay down bey, please?"

"only because you said please and i wanna get this over with. onika don't make me scream."

"how do i do that?" i smirked raising her small gown. she already doesn't have panties on. easy access.

"i'm serious nic. i don't wanna go into overdrive because it'll make my body hurt in the morning. i got a show to go to."

"you started it."

"for real. don't do to much with my clit."

i rolled my eyes and ignored whatever she was talking about. how is she gonna start it but have rules? that's not how shit works. all or nothing.

"onika-"

"shhhh." i moved up and kissed her deeply while playing with her. starting with foreplay is my favorite. just watching her body beg for more. she's telling me not to do too much but she craves my doing too much. "stop talking so much baby." i left kisses around her neck before sucking harshly.

she grunted and grabbed my wrist when i stuck my fingers inside. i swear she's lucky it's the middle of the night. that strap would've been going to work on her. since she claim i'm not running shit.

the good thing about that, she can't return the gesture. i don't take any type of dick. real or plastic. i don't care, nothing like that is going inside of me. a finger or two is cool.

"mmmm-" i cut her moans off with my tongue, making her suck it. she match my freak that's why i love her.

her face scrunched while she still had a suck on my tongue. she's about to cum. i sped my fingers up as her back arched and she let my tongue go. she so damn sexy.

"let it go babygirl."

"mammaaas." she gasped at the speed i went before letting go. when she came i smiled watching her body relax into the sheets. "fuuckk."

"you look so good." i pulled my fingers out before sucking them. she had lidded eyes making me chuckle and kiss her to taste herself.

in the middle of that she wasted no time to stick her hand in my shorts. rubbing my clit while i stayed on top of her. she wear she be dominating shit.

"girl you better stop playing." i looked down at her with a smile. she was trying to tease me knowing i don't play that. straight to it.

"lay down then."

"say please."

"you're a fucking freak!" she laughed loudly still rubbing through my slit. but i'm the freak. all i wanna hear is a please. "lay down mama, please."

"yes ma'am." i kissed her and rolled us so she was on top, not once breaking the kiss.

she better put me to sleep.

"nic."

"i'm not sleep."

"well look at this."

i sat up from my arms and looked at her phone. it was an article making my heart drop to my ass. quickly i sat all the way up taking the phone from her hand.

onika maraj seen to be aggressive. first she participates in street fighting, now she's hitting innocent people. what's next?

do we sense unprofessionalism?

"what the fuck? whoever wrote this shit can't even sound good." i mugged the phone feeling tears come to my eyes. every time i see something bad about myself i cry. not that i want to, i just do. i don't know. it's a default reaction.

"i told you nic, don't cry now."

"shut up, for real. cause nobody asked you."

"ok don't be getting upset with me."

"you didn't even have to say that. i know what i did, i don't need a reminder." i wiped my face getting out the bed. that just ruined my whole mood. like i wanted to take the girls out somewhere but now, fuck it. we'll try again tomorrow.

"onika don't be doing that."

"alright beyoncé."

"no cause that was wrong as fuck. im just trynna tell you. every time you do something, there's me reminding you of your status. yet you don't care, then wanna cry."

"i said alright, bey. i know. youn gotta say all that. i. know." i repeated myself slowly. i'm not trying to be rude to her or nothing but like damn. it's not like i'm wondering why. i already know why.

but i do know that somebody is about to get this mouth. i don't give a fuck who. first it's gonna be lauren because i know for a fact she's the reason that first video is out. if i couldn't beat her ass for real the first time, imma fuck her up this time.
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this chapter prolly suck ass y'all, i got y'all next chapter 😭