* Check Jinyoung's pic up there.
So cute, isn't he?*

Y/n' Pov - Y/n's home

"Why am I so hard to understand? One day I hate him, the next I just want him close. What's wrong with me mother?" I said while pacing up and down in my room.

" You still love him? Even after everything he did to you?" She asked with a chuckle.

I don't know what answer to give. I am really not quite sure about my feelings. He affects me with his touches and I honestly melt at each one of his gazes. But Taehyung, everytime I wanted to say yes! to that question, he pops up and I'm unable to answer.

" I don't know, I wanna say yes. But just the thought of Taehyung makes me wanna say No!" I answered sincerely. She shook her head at me before talking again.

" What do you feel about Taehyung?" She asked as she pulled me to sit on the bed.

" Taehyung...I don't know but I feel like he's like an angel that was heaven sent to make me happy again. The little crescent that shines in my alley. He made me found myself again, and a better version of me for that matter. He made me stronger. He just makes me happy." I said with an unknowingly small smile.

" What about Jungkook? What do you feel for him?" She asked while I cleared my throat. My worst nightmare, Jeon Jungkook.

" Him...I just feel like I wanna punch his face for breaking my heart. I never seem to get the courage to do that though. His eyes are my weakness. His hold is my end, it is just bittersweet. But sometimes when I stare at his flowers , I just go back to the good old days and ask myself what happened to us. I don't know what more I can say but I just know that, there is something about his touches that makes me feel secure. It's not right to feel this way after everything, but I can't control it." I said as I imagined our recent memories.

" You know what I think?! " She asked with a smile.

" You still love Jungkook but you feel like you owe Taehyung for what he did for you. Jungkook hurt you, but don't you think that's normal in every relationship. There is time of tears and happiness but that doesn't mean you should run away. You also didn't give him time to prove to you otherwise.

Not everything we see with our eyes is worth believing, Y/n. I know what you saw that day, but did you even try to find out exactly what happened that night? Did you listen to Jungkook's explanation? If you did, you wouldn't be here today. The answers are in your heart dear, you just gotta take the right one. If you make the wrong one then three people will be hurt. But if you take the right one you could save two hearts and save the third from receiving pretentious love." She said as she held my hands tight.

I didn't try to find out what happened. I didn't allow him to explain himself. She was also right about everything she said. If I were to make the wrong decision, three hearts would be down the the drain.

" Was this what he meant when he kept on complaining yesterday about how it hurt him that I didn't believe him?"

" I know I didn't do the right thing by not giving Jungkook a chance to explain, but what would it change though?" I asked trying to go back to that horrific day.

" Everything Y/n, I mean you would be shocked by this. That girl you saw , it was that girl he told you about during his childhood...." She said trying to recall her name but I was too quick.

" Yewon?!" I said in a haste.

" Yes that one, she planned everything and made it look like he cheated on you. She did it to hurt you because she knew you were his weakness. What better way to seek revenge other than that. " My mom said that and I literally went numb.

" How dump of me, I should've seen it coming. Ohh gosh!!! It wasn't his fault after all, it was me and my reflexes that acted too stupendously. Ohh God!! What have I done.!"

" Fix this tonight at the conference, I think your dad wanted to cancel your engagement." She said as she got ready to leave.

" He what?! Why? " I just didn't know what to think.

" I don't know, but I think Jungkook has something to do with it?!" She said and I wasn't surprised at all. He took all that facade too seriously.

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Jungkook's Pov - At The Conference

" Jungkook are you sure that's what you want?" My mother asked for the upteenth time. I had a feeling she still wanted us together.

" Son are you sure, I'm going to announce this few minutes from now." My father asked and I just felt every part of me being snapped to shreds.

"It is for the best after all." I said as I excused myself. I could feel my parents' sad gazes on me the whole time.

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Y/n's Pov

" Mom! Dad! Good evening." I slightly bowed at Mr and Mrs Jeon . I tried to stop calling them that , but they never allowed me to do so.

" Y/n! How are you? " Mrs Jeon said with her usual cheery voice.

" I'm very gud , mom. Where is Jinyoung ?" I asked as I couldn't see him nor his dad around.

" Jungkook went to get him from Jimin." She said as I nodded with a smile.

" I have something important to tell you, mom. It's about Jungkook. " I said nervously. I couldn't believe I was doing that. She nodded as she excused herself from her husband.

I told her that I found out about what happened that day and about my decision.

" I'm so sorry I kept that from you. We all are , but I'm glad that now you know. But are you sure about this decision you have made?! " She said while holding my hand and for a second I was hesitant to answer.

" I'm sure, I don't think I would like to have it any other way." She nodded at my words and went to Mr Jeon.

" Don't know if this is the best decision or not, but I just feel it's right."

I took a deep breath in as I searched for Jungkook and Jinyoung, until I spotted the two twins from afar. A few more steps to them and I heard Mr Jeon speak.

"Here goes my final decision."

" Mommy!" Jinyoung said as he ran to my embrace.

" Baby!!! Did you enjoy your weekend at appa's place?" I asked as I picked him up in my arms. He nodded with his cute smile, just then my eyes landed on Jungkook. I went closer to him and Jimin.

" Hey . " I said with a small smile and only Jimin answered back with his usual cheerful smile.

"Excuse me. " Jungkook said without sparing a glance at me.

" Rude, but of course I don't deserve less."

" I'm here to make a correction about something that you all know. In about seven days from now , we were supposed to have an engagement ceremony between Min Y/n and my son , Jeon Jungkook. Unfortunately there are some few changes , the engagement won't take place as expected....." Mr Jeon spoke and a few gasps were heard. Jungkook halted from his steps as his father spoke further.

" Infact It will take place in two days time." He said with a smile and that was when I got a glimpse of Jungkook's horrified face.

He glanced at me and back at his father. Completely out of words, that was what his face concluded. No smile , no sparkling eyes, just a dreary Jungkook. It totally pained me every time his vacant eyes bored into mine.

He left in a haste with many unanswered questions in his eyes.

" I can't repeat the same mistake again."

"Jinyoung I will be back, stay with Uncle - Jimin, okay." I said as I looked back and forth at their smiley faces.

"Jungkook! Jungkook wait! " I slightly shouted as he reached the exit.

" Jungkook..... Jung-.... "

" What the hell do you want? " He harshly asked the moment we were out of sight from everyone.

" It's you right? You did that? Ohh God what do you want from me, Y/n?" He frustratingly said.

" I just wanna fix everything." I said as I tried to hold his hand which he quickly moved.

" There is nothing to fix here and there is no need for you to feel any pity for me. Go be with your Taehyung and stop wasting the rest of your life on poor Jungkook." He said as he turned his back on me.

"It isn't like that, please listen to me. I did this for Jinyoung, for us." I said as I looked at his side profile and an instant smirk appeared on his face.

" Don't make me laugh, Y/n. " He said with a chuckle.

" I'm serious, look at me. I really am serious." I said while turning him to face me.

" Us! That existed four long years ago, Y/n and not anymore. Stop being delusional because you will hurt yourself more by marrying a man you don't love anymore." He said every word with emphasis.

" It's not like that, okay. I mean.... I know ....I know about what happened that night. I know you didn't cheat on me and I also know that Yewon planned everything." I said holding his hand in mine.

He looked at me with an unreadable expression. Nothing said , nothing moved.

" Say something, why didn't you tell me when I came back? Why did I have to find out now? Jungkook say something... would you?" I said slightly touching his cheek to say something.

" But how-....who told you this...?" He finally said.

" Mom... Well my mother, anyways
that isn't important. Why didn't you tell me yesterday, at least? " I said looking more in his deep chocolate orbs.

" I wanted to.. but I cou...." He was about to say when he stopped mid way while looking behind me.

" Jungkook , you were saying?...." I said as I looked at him , wondering what suddenly stopped him from talking.

"Y/n!" Someone called from behind.

" Ohh, No! That voice. Bad timing Kim Taehyung."

I turned to look at Taehyung and Jungkook shifted a little far from me , letting go of my hand in the process. I felt the emptiness fill my soul again. Finding myself between the two men was something horrific on its own. I looked back and forth at them.

Taehyung's dull face , Jungkook's empty eyes. I didn't know who to focus on, who to call out first. Taehyung? Jungkook?

I looked at Jungkook who was looking back at me. I knew what his eyes said, it didn't even take a minute to realise it. Pain , betrayal, vacancy , hopelessness. He shifted his gaze from me and said.

" This was why I didn't tell you yesterday." He lowly Said while staring at Taehyung.

I tried reaching out for his hand again but of course he was too quick.

" I will take Jinyoung home with me." His last words as he went in the building again. His movements fading along with my heartbeat.

"Jung-...." Unfortunately I was too late.

" So is it true , you're marrying him? Are you happy with that?" Taehyung said as he came closer to me.

I didn't have the energy to talk to him nor did I even know what words to utter. I just simply nodded without directly looking into his eyes.

" Ohh...I just came to wish you all the best. I'm also leaving , well after your engagement of course. " He said with the most fake smile he has ever given.

He was hurt and I knew I was probably the cause of it.

" Does he have feelings for me? Well of cause not , maybe he must feel used."

"Taehyung , I'm sorry. I didn't mean for you to feel used or anything like that.....it's just my relationship with Jungkook is complicated. It turns out he didn't cheat and..." I said and I heard him finish my sentence.

" You're giving him a second chance. I get it, I know you two are meant to be. I knew it long ago that this might happen. I'm just gonna miss you guys. I will miss hanging out with Jinyoung and making you laugh." Taehyung said with a painful smile. It was not a goodbye but it felt painful. We both had wet eyes.

" I ..... " I stopped ,I didn't know what to say to him.

" I never thought I could say this but I guess I should because I've kept this for four long years, Y/n. It won't change a thing but .... I just want you to remember you will always have a special place in my heart." He said as he wiped my lonely tear.

" I love you Y/n." He said and something about his confession felt weird. It wasn't the first time he told me that, but it felt different at that point.

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*To be Continued*

" Your love like a blooming rose with sharp painful thorns, but yet again
It's all I crave."

- Jungkook❣️-

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" This is our destiny, we have met only to depart."

- Taehyung❣️-

* Sorry for the late update guys, but now my exams are over and I wanna end this book. Let's say about 10 Chapters left*
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#Congrats BTS on their 8 MAMA wins
Wow...so proud of them .....
And another No.1 Billboard
Hot 100...with Life goes On#
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I wanna cry....♥️