Chapter 20 - Hate me?

This chapter was edited you can skip the first bit if you read it all ready only the end has changed. Thanks for the feedback on the last chapter I appreciate it!!
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Y/n pov


It's been about two weeks now since I forgave them, to be honest I'm disappointed I thought after this we would start to build a better relationship but no they just went back to being rude and cold to me.


It's not all bad though dad and his girlfriend are still away so I guess it's not that bad. I've become really close to Enhypen we always eat lunch together along with txt, Jung and Aerum. Ji-woo has also stopped picking on me she came clean to everyone including her siblings. I don't know what happened to her but I'm not complaining. Although I was shocked when she apologised.


*flashback*


I was eating lunch when I felt someone tap my shoulder when I turned I saw Ji-woo looking down at the ground.


"What do you want?" I asked coldly.


"Umm I would like to talk to you in private. I promise I won't do anything bad to you." She said, I hesitantly nodded and got up following her into the hallway.


"I just want to say sorry for everything I've done to you, it was wrong. The truth is I wasn't in a very good place. I felt ignored and was really lonely. I took my anger out on you and that's when people started paying attention to me I knew what I was doing was wrong but I couldn't stop I just loved the attention. I'm really sorry Y/n I plan on telling everyone the truth tonight I understand if you don't forgive me." She said without making eye contact.


"I'm glad you realised your mistakes. Please don't do this to anyone else what you did really hurt me and made my life harder than what it already was. I'll forgive you if you promise to become a better person hurting others for your own needs is very wrong."


"I really am sorry and I'm going to stop being so toxic. Thank you Y/n."


"No problem, I'll head back now."


"Ok see you." She said.


I walked back to the cafeteria smiling to myself even the worst people can change I thought. That night Ji-woo posted a post on Instagram coming clean and apologising. Obviously people ignored but she found herself a group of friends who appreciated that she's changing and welcomed her to their friendship group. I feel really happy for her she finally found some real friends.


*End of flashback*


So yeah as you can tell it's been a weird two weeks. Anyway right now I'm just in my room watching Vincenzo when I start craving chocolate. I make my way downstairs and grab the biggest bar I can find.


As I'm about to head back upstairs the front door slams open scaring the living daylights out of me. I quickly turn around and see Taehyung standing there looking pissed, the rest of the guys also enter the house looking pissed. Namjoon notices me and sends me a deadly glare.


"Uh a-are you guys good?" Now they all look at me. Why did I open my mouth? I should have just ran whilst I had the chance.


"Get your ass here right now." Namjoon says in a deep dark voice. I waste no time in making my way towards them. As soon as I'm in front of them Jungkook's hand makes contact with my face making my head turn to the side as I hold my cheek in an attempt to relieve the pain.


"What was that for?" I ask trying my best to stay calm.


"Ugh I can't with you anymore. For how long are you going to keep acting huh? STOP PLAYING INNOCENT!!" Jungkook shouts.


"Did you hit your head or something? I haven't done anything wrong. Last time I checked it was you guys who were being rude and ignoring me."


"Oh sure we're the bad ones here. Well at least we can admit to what we've done unlike you." Hoseok says, sounding aggravated.


"What have I done?? Tell me you all treat me like some sort of criminal and I don't know why. I've only known you for like four months! Why do you all hate me so much??" I say tears pouring out of my eyes due to frustration.


Yoongi sighed before saying "Do you really not know what you've done?"


"N-no" I said, my voice cracking due to crying.


"Ok everyone in the living room now so we can explain to her as she obviously hit her head on something." Seokjin said, rolling his eyes. We all made our way to the living room and Jimin started off.


"You weren't a planned baby so when our mum found out she was pregnant it came as a big shock to everyone."


"We were already a big family as it was but it didn't stop the excitement of finding out we would have one more sibling." Namjoon said.


"Dad never really wanted a girl however mum had always hoped to have at least one daughter. They went together to the hospital to check your gender and when they found out you were a girl well that's when things started to go down hill." Jungkook explained.


"Dad was livid, he only wanted sons, he told mum to give you up for adoption however mum couldn't bear the thought of being away from you." Seokjin spoke.


"When she was about 7 months pregnant she ran away sacrificing everything for you including her own sons. Dad searched everywhere for her, we didn't get any news until about 5 years later." Yoongi this time spoke.


"We found out that she was dead. Dad immediately flew out to Scotland to investigate her death." Jimin said.


"He found out she was murdered by you!" Taehyung said with tears running down his face.


I gasped, what I didn't kill her she died when I was still a baby.


"W-what do you mean I didn't kill her, she died in a car accident when I was four months old." I said still shocked by the accusation.


"Don't lie you pushed her down the stairs!! There was cctv footage of you doing it." Hoseok said whilst holding back tears.


"That's impossible my house didn't have CCTV plus I would have been five then so how could I have killed her? She died when I was a baby." I said suddenly we heard a voice making us all turn.


"She didn't kill your mum." Mrs Choi spoke.


"W-what do you mean? T-that's what dad told us." Seokjin said whilst sobbing.


"Ok I'll tell you everything I know." She said whilst sitting down. " Your mother was indeed murdered but not by Y/n she died when Y/n was four months old like she said. I don't know who killed her but I do know she loved you all very much. I was very close to your mother and helped her run away that day. She made me promise not to tell you all anything as she wanted you all to find the truth out yourselves which you now have. After Mr Kim found out he was having a daughter and not a son was very angry he took all that anger out on your mother and almost caused her to miscarry. That was the last straw for her she wouldn't have been able to live with herself if Y/n was hurt. She told me to look after you boys and tell you that she loves you and is very sorry for leaving you all."


By this point all of them were crying, they had all been lied to.


"W-why did dad lie? He made us hate our only sister. All I ever wanted to do was to show her how much I care for her but because of him I couldn't. Y/n I'm really really sorry can you please forgive your oppa for being such an idiot?" Jungkook said whilst choking back sobs.


"We're all really sorry." The rest of them said at the same time.


"No I can't forgive you, all of you broke my trust to many times. You apologised before and I forgve you then you immediately hurt me again. Until you guys learn that you aren't above everyone I can't forgive you as it means you'll eventually hurt me again."


"Come on Y/n don't be like that please forgive us it's not our fault it was dad that lied to us." Jimin said.


"See this is the problem you can't even take responsibility for your own fucking actions. You still hurt me and it is your fault you all chose to hurt me." I tried to walk away but was stopped by Yoongi holding my wrist.


"Come on Y/n please forgive us." He said.


"No you all need to earn forgiveness you hurt me too many times. Now let go of my wrist." I spoke whilst trying to get out of his grip.


"No please Y/n we're sorry." He tried again.


By this point I was fed up I quickly stomped on his foot so that he would release my wrist before going up to my room I said. "Forgiveness needs to be earned."


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