Chapter Eight

KYLE


I waited for him to respond. But he was only staring at me blankly. As though he didn't like what he's heard.


I finally made it. I've finally asked him the question I've been wanting to ask. It's not that I've already fell in love with him. I only want to try if it will work out. If he was the guy I've been praying for. The guy who will never hurt me.


He cleared his throat breaking the silence.


"Kyle...I...... Look." He was unstable. He can't figure out what to say, but I know it's a NO. It was written all over his face.


"I'm not really sure. You know, this was so sudden. I can't. I'm sorry." He apologized.


I felt like I was struck by a thunder.


"Why not? Don't you like me?"


"No it's not that I don't like you." He said deffensively. "I like you. But..."


"Then why did you kiss me?" I asked him again, causing him to sigh deeply, and avoid my stare.


I can't wait for something worse that he'll say. It's clear to me that the answer was NO. So I walked out. For some reason I waited for him to follow. But he didn't. He did not even say a single word to stop me. So I walked out in disappoinment .


I just got rejected. I can't almost believe it.


Everyone was always curious. Why am I so desperate to have a boyfriend?


And then they see me as a flirt, a slut that wanders around to catch some guy who'll love me. But they don't know the whole thing. Because they don't know who I am. Where do I belong. What I have been through. And what kind of life do I have.


I was desperate to have a boyfriend, because I need someone to be with. I need someone who will love me truly. And I am trying my best, to be the best girlfriend. In the past few years, I had seven boyfriends, and only one of them, made me happy.


I'm not having a boyfriend just to flirt with, I'm looking for a comfort. Someone I could lean and cry on his shoulders. Someone I could trust. Someone who will never leave me.


Because I'm feeling enough pain and sadness with my messed up family. I'm only searching for a happiness. And I believe that love could give it to me.


I also want to move on. From the realtionship I had with the only one among my seven exes.


Leo was his name. He was the happy go lucky type of guy. I met him when I was thirteen. And I've found comfort with him. He made me happy, and forget all the burdens that I bear in our family. Forget all my sufferings. Say my life was dramatic and messy, but it's not a small thing. I will only live once, and I just wanted to be happy.


With Suga, I had so much fun. We were like bestfriends. And I'm happy if I am with him. All his clumsiness, innocence, and everything that makes him perfect. I felt like I want to have him. To be with him. But I am also aware that he wasn't an easy guy. He didn't want to be in a relationship. And that's a bit disappointing.


"WAIT!" I stopped as I heard Suga yelled as I reached the lobby of the apartment building.


I was hesitating to turn around. I was completely embarassed. I can't face him.


My heart raced as he reached for my hand and held it tightly, and pulled me to face him.


He looked sorry. He was frowning and I could see his guilt.


"Look I'm sorry..." He said panting heavily.


I suddenly felt butterflies going wild in my stomach. I wanted to smile but I doubted. I don't want to expect something good now. So I waited for his next words.


"I don't wanna lose you. But I also don't want to hurt you. But if you really want me to date you, I will try. I'll try to do my best. Let's try if this will work out. Just.....don't leave. I'm used to be with you around. Though I don't know how to date. I will try." He said with sincerity in his eyes.


I smiled at him. I was feeling thankful. I didn't expect him at least to tell me those words.


"It's okay!" I chuckled as I elbowed him slightly. He groaned and glared at me.


"It's not important if you know or not. Let's just be happy!" I added as I hugged him. He tried to pull off but I refused and hugged him tighter. I was actually teasing him. ≧﹏≦


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TP


It was the last day of their Foundation in school. Suga and Kyle was preparing for the Judo Competition.


"Fighting!" Suga cheered Kyle silently. Today was the day they are finally going to ruin Kenji's life.


Suga and Kyle were in a dressing room, where Kyle has changed her clothes into a fighting attire for the judo competition. Kyle was going to challenge the champion. Who's her ex-boyfriend. Her ex- boyfriend who has ruined her life.


Kenji was aware that Kyle was doing all of these because she wanted to make him suffer and regret everything he has done to her. He was not blind not to see it. And Kenji was prepared for some worse than losing his girlfriend. He was prepared for also losing his title.


"Hey."


Suga and Kyle were surprised by Kenji's sudden approach, also wearing his fighting suit.


"What are you doing here?" Said Suga who easily got annoyed by the sight of Kenji.


Kenji smirked at Suga and ignored him. He turned his attention to Kyle, who was now killing him with her fierce glares.


"Kyle, I'm going to say this again to you. Because you seem to not believing me." He said. "I did nothing of those things you accuse me I did. I'm telling you, doing this to me is nonsensical. I'm prepared of losing everything. And what's important to me now, is to help you and try to warn you as much as I can."


"What do you mean?" Kyle asked firmly.


"It is not me who did all of those to you. And you won't believe me if I tell you who. He's someone who hates people who will love you. He's the reason why you don't have friends. But I didn't leave you even if he beats me and threaten me back then . If I tell you who he is, he's going to punish me again. But if you want to know, I am willing to tell you no matter what." Kenji explained in a monotone voice.


He was sincere of what he was saying.


"You're lying." Kyle muttered.


"Kyle I still care for you. Believe me or not I loved you more than anyone and anything before. That is why I took the risk of loving you. But you didn't trust me. You ditched me after not even knowing the truth. I admit I was angry back then, but i can never do any of those things to you. I know what you've been through and your bearings. So I wanted to help."


Kyle frowned and confused. The bell then rang, it was three minutes before theur fight. Kenji turned around and walked away.


Suga saw Kyle frowning, beffudled and burdened. Suga held Kyle's shoulders and turned her around to face him.


"Are you okay?" He asked her.


"I don't know. I'm confused." Kyle answered weakly.


"Look, just focus on the fight for now and don't let him hurt you. Let's sort things out after your fight. Okay?" Suga cheered her up.


Kyle smiled at him and nodded.


"Thanks." She mumbled.


"You can do it!"


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SUGA


I am now sitting on the bench. Watching her stretching at the corner of the court. She looked so weary.


Up 'till now I still don't know what was happening. I still don't know her well. I don't even know her family background. The only thing I know is that she ran away from their house, and never showed up there. She said that they send her money back then, but now they've stopped and don't contact her anymore. As if something has happened. But yet she didn't care. Because she should have gone there and see if she did. I still don't know her yet. She's still a stranger. Not even a friend. Because if I was her friend, she should have told me what l's going on in her life.


Unlike Kenji, I don't know anything yet. Kenji seemed to know her really well. He knows everything about her. And I bet she told him everything. But why can't she tell me? Don't she trust me?


Is this relationship real? Does she really love me? It's not that I am saying that I love her. Well, I like her, but it still doesn't mean I love her.


I don't know. Since we've been together, I felt something different towards her. At first it was pitty and sypathy. But I guess it's now different. Like there's something that's pushing me to like her. This is annoying.


"Hey." I heard someone whispered arrogantly. It sounds like I was the one he was calling. So I turned to look at where it came from.


A guy was behind me. Sitting with crossed-legs as if he was a boss. It sucks and pissing me off. I could tell he's not from our school because he was wearing a different uniform. He's a visitor.


"Are you that girl's boyfriend?" He asked as he pouted pointing at Kyle.


I ignored him. I don't like the sight of him. So I turned back in front to see Kyle again.


"Tsk tsk. If I were you, I'd leave her alone. You don't know that girl do ya?" He blabbered behind me.


What the heck is wrong with him? What was he talking about?


"That girl will ruin your life, just like how she ruined the lives of her past boyfriends. She's a bitch."


My ears perked up after hearing his last sentence.


I stood up and punched him on his face quickly and hardly, that has caused him to lay down on the bench.


Everyone gasped and I didn't care. I'm aware that this might cause my image as a president some negative feedbacks. But he was notncareful of what he was saying. I'm badly pissed off and my sight has darkened. I wanted to hit him more for he pisses the hell out of me.


Slowly he stood up. Bowing his head and smirked. I could see a blood on the tip of his lips. He wiped it off with his hand, and spat a blood.


He glared at me and he was looking more sinister. I glared back at him, in the most fierce way I could. My blood is boiling hot and Incould hit him again once more anytime. If only we're not in a crowded area, I might break his bones.


He suddenly grabbed my collar with his both hands and pulled me closer.


He was angry. Like an angry lion. But I am not threatened. Instead I'm annoyed.


"Listen to what I say to you Min Yoon Gi.."


How did he know my name? Damn it.


"Walk away while I tell you kindly. You won't wat to have a girl like her. Got it? She's not yours." He muttered firmly.


"SUGA!!" Kyle suddenly shouted my name.


I saw the guy's weary expression and that was confusing. He's probably the guy Kenji was talking about. The reason why Kyle was living a hell life.


He looked behind me.and saw Kyle was approaching.


"LEAVE, HER, ALONE." He again muttered firmly, his eyes were warning.


Then he wore his black cap and quickly ran away jumping on the benches.


"Are you okay? Who was that?" Kyle snapped me out as she popped in front of me.


"I'm okay..." I answered absentmindedly.


That guy. Who was he?


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A/N: I am so sorry for the late update ma friends. It was raining all day here and I got lazy writing. ≧﹏≦ I hope you liked this chapter and please don't forget to vote. メOメO ♡





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