*Leah POV*

for the past few days, Hannah and Rach have been arguing like mad. i mean i know me and Jords argue all the time but we can at least be in the same room afterwards without getting into another fight. i think theyve kissed and made up now though which is just great. im not going to lie it seems kind of toxic but thats just my point of view from an outside perspective, obviously im not in either of their positions so i cant judge the situation. 

Jordan- you ready darling 

Leah- i am, you look lovely. were only making pizzas you know

Jordan- Leah im in a tracksuit *laughs*

Leah- i know but you still look gorgeous

Jordan- oh i love you babygirl 

Leah- i love you too 

we head downstairs and i go over to Rach because were meant to be partners, shes with Hannah so i dont know whether theyre going together or not now. 

Leah- you two made up then

Hannah- yeah we have 

Leah- shall i find someone else to cook with..?

Rach- no im still with you

Leah- okay sorted, everybody ready? 

Mary- roaring to go boss

Hannah- lets go

everyone starts making pizzas, me and Rach are getting along pretty nicely with ours, i look around to see how everyone else is getting along and see Mary and Hannah arguing. 

Hannah- no that doesnt need to be put in yet

Mary- yes it does, trust me i know what im doing 

Hannah- no Mary we need to follow the recipe 

Mary- follow this recipe Hannah *throws flour on her face* *laughs*

Hannah- *laughs* oh you are going to pay for that Mary Earps *throws sugar*

Mary- what, am i not sweet enough for you?

Hannah- no i thought you could use a bit more sweetness honey 

Mary- better now?

Hannah- much *laughs*

they have a good friendship, i love them for that. Rachel however, doesnt seem so happy about it. 

Leah- you good Rach?

Rach- yeah, fine 

Leah- you sure? 

Rach- yeah, can we just get this done please

Leah- yeah of course 

Rach- why do they have to flirt like that Leah, right in front of my face

Leah- theyre just friends Rach, its just the way they are 

Rach- were meant to be going on a date on saturday, and now shes flirting with Mary. she needs to make her mind up and fast *walks off*

Leah- rach!

Millie- *walking over* leave her Leah, she needs time to cool off

Leah- what do you think about all this?

Millie- all what?

Leah- Rach and Hannah 

Millie- theyre still getting used to each other, they like each other and thats clear to see but Hannah's got a lot going on at the minute and Rach just needs to understand that 

Leah- dont you think its a bit toxic?

Millie- what do you mean? 

Leah- i mean shes really close with Mary and they have a flirty friendship and shes asked Rach out for a date on saturday after theyve just been arguing 

Millie- its not toxic Leah, her and Mary have a different friendship, theyve known eachother years, its flirty banter and it means nothing so dont worry about that. Hannah's going through stuff at the minute and thats why they were arguing. 

Leah- yeah i get it 

*Hannah POV*

we just finished making pizzas, i noticed Rach walked out halfway through but i guessed she just got bored or something. 

Mary- were finsihed, i definitely think were going to win 

Hannah- i mean were wearing half the ingredients and it still looks like that? of course were going to win

Keira- you know what it tastes like also comes into account

Jill- thats where it would be good not to be wearing half your ingredients 

*all laugh*

Hannah- well im going to shower these ingredients off now anyways *laughs* see you later girls. 

*10 minutes later*

i just finished in the shower but forgot to take my clean clothes into the bathroom so i walk out into our room and Rach is sat on her bed on her phone. 

Hannah- hey, did you get bored of pizza making?

Rach- yeah something like that

Hannah- are you okay?

Rach- yeah im absolutely fine 

i dont want to push conversation out of her if she doesnt want it so i get dressed in silence and go and sit on my bed. 

Hannah- dont you think its weird, how life turns out sometimes

Rach- *puts phone down* what do you mean?

Hannah- like we could of chosen to do anything, be anything in life and we chose to be footballers, there could be more for us in life, we could be more than this 

Rach- this is deep 

Hannah- i know but if you think about it 

Rach- no i completely understand what youre saying, i used to want be a doctor you know 

Hannah- why didnt you go for it 

Rach- i was 10, hadnt discovered my love for football yet 

Hannah- you could have had more than this you know, being a doctor 

Rach- why would i want more than this? i have everything i could ever need. i have the dream job, the best friends and a supportive circle 

Hannah- do you reckon we could be more, like together

Rach- i dont know Hannah, i dont think youre ready for the commitment 

Hannah- what do you mean?

Rach- i saw you earlier, flirting with Mary. thats why i left when i did 

Hannah- i wasnt flirting with Mary? 

Rach- this is what i mean, you dont even realise that you were doing it 

Hannah- but i want you Rach, not Mary 

Rach- you just have to prove that then 

Hannah- i will 

*a few hours later*

Millie came in after that conversation, it gave me a lot to think about, maybe i do need to be more careful about i come across with people. Millie and Rach are laughing and joking around but im just sat here thinking. i must be making her feel terrible if she feels that she cant trust me or that im flirting with other people. 

Rach- Hannah, i think we should reschedule

Hannah- reschedule what?

Rach- our date, i dont think the timing is right at the moment 

Hannah- but we dont know when we will have another day off after this

Rach- im sorry Hannah, i just cant right now

Hannah- okay no problem *gets up*

Rach- where you going?

Hannah- to find Alessia 

Rach- okay, see you later 

Hannah- maybe yeah *leaves*