it was around 4 am and you couldn't sleep, you haven't been sleeping very good ever since Anthony. you didn't feel safe.

you just sat at the long black marble kitchen island just drinking and looking into space, lost in your thoughts. the lights were dimmed and the house was so quiet you could hear ringing.

"hey" you felt a hand rub your back but you recognized the voice.

"hi" you said turning to him.

"what are you doing up?"

"cant sleep."

"come back to bed."

"ok give me a minute."

you finished your drink and went back upstairs to your room.

"cmere."

he patted a spot on the bed for you and you laid by him putting your head on his chest.

"kara?"

"yes."

"you know I love you?"

"yes."

"and I would do anything for you to be safe."

"please don't."

you sat up.

"I didn't even-"

"you can't hurt him."

"but kara-"

"promise me you weren't hurt him."

"kara no, this is not debatable he fucking hurt you."

"yes I know but you can't, you just can't."

"why? do you still love him or some shit?"

"are you serious?"

"no no I'm sorry."

"don't do that."

"well I'm sorry but he's a bad guy and bad guys get hurt."

"don't hurt him."

" kara wtf, please."

"Mattia I am so serious right now."

"kara he fucking hurt you for years!"

"I know that."

"can I atleast talk to him."

" can we change the topic."

"fine, I'm sorry."

you laid back down and he looked up at the ceiling.

"you know what we haven't done in a while."

you looked up at him from his chest.

"what?"

"have really good sex."

"shut up"

you said giggling a bit before going to sleep.

—

you woke up to a note on the nightstand

"went to work for a bit I'll be back before dinner, don't forget you have a training lesson today."
- mattia

you looked at the time and it was 11:00 you had an hour to shower and change before your training lesson and you did just that.

after showering you put on a nice comfy outfit to train in and went downstairs to get some water.

you heard three knocks before you opened the door to see your trainer kairi and someone else.

"hi."

"oh um hi kairi and.."

"alexis."

"hi alexis."

"hello, how are you?"
she said coming in.

"oh I'm great, kinda excited to see what I'm gonna learn today."

you grabbed your water bottle and went up to the gym.

"so today we are gonna try to learn a couple things, first let's stretch."
Alexis said getting on the floor and stretching.

you and Alexis talked a bit while stretching and got to know eachother, she was 22, she was super nice and chill and her laugh was so calm. you always looked at her lips when she talked because they were so nice.

"ok you ready?"
kairi said.

"yea"

"ok, so first I'm gonna teach you what to do if someone grabs your wrist, because this is very common."

"kai is gonna grab them and I'm gonna demonstrate what you should do."
Alexis said standing behind you.

"ok."

"ok, tell me if it's too tight." he grabbed your wrist with both of his hands kind of tight, but you didn't say anything because it didn't hurt that bad.

"ok so first step is to grab you fist (the one he is grabbing) and with your free hand pull your fist up quickly. but sometimes that doesn't work, so if he were to grab both of your wrist, you would take one hand and punch down. go ahead try it."

he grabbed both your wrist and you crossed your arm over and punched down.

"that's good, but you hesitated, remember to just go." he said holding your wrist again.

"you ready?"

"yea."

you quickly crossed your arm over and punched down.

"good!" Alexis said smiling. "we're gonna do that a few more times before moving on."

—

"ok now if he grabbed both your wrist your gonna take one hand and circle it up outwards, then the other. remember you can't do both because he can pull them down and stop you."

"why can't I just, you know like kick him in the balls or something?"

"that's a great question actually, let's try it." she said looking at kairi. 

"ok, try it." he pulled your wrist and you tried kicking him but he blocked it.

"you see for men it's a reflex to block it because we've been protecting it our whole life so it would be useless for you to kick me and I could easily pull you down to your knees and knee you in your face."
kairi said explaining to you.

"ooh."

"yea but that was a good question, now try the wrist thing."

he grabbed your wrist and you tried circling them out before he pulled them.

"you tried doing both at the same time, try again, remember to do right then left." she said.

he held your wrist again and your circled them out quickly.

"woah."

"yea! good job!" she said clapping.

"that was good. now let's go over them again." he said

after about two hours you were done, you learned what to do when someone grabs your wrist in three different ways and you were exhausted.

you and Alexis were talking downstairs while they were getting ready to go.

"your a natural." she said almost making your cheeks go red.

"oh stop." you said laughing it off

"I'm serious! your super good!" she said nudging your shoulder a bit.

"thank you lex."

"hey we should hang out sometime, you know not training related lol." she said looking at you.

"absolutely!, here is my number and maybe we can plan something out." you said writing your number down and giving it to her.

"ok I'll text you, see you next time!" she said giving you a hug before leaving out.

you went to the kitchen to make a smoothie and make a bagel when you heard the door open again.

"lex?"

"nope, who's that?"
you heard the familiar voice come into the kitchen.

"oh hey, how was work?"

"good, who's lex?"

"oh she came to train with me today she's super chill I like her."

"oh Alexis?"

"yea."

you finished making your smoothie and took your bagel out the toaster.

"you know you look so hot right now."
he said coming up to you and sitting you onto the counter.

"oh really?"  you smiled and gave him a kiss.

"yea, have you ever had sex on a counter?"

"nope I haven't."

"well there is always a first for everything."
you smiled a bit before he kissed you.

— AN
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