you were currently up at 4 am because you couldn't sleep. all you could think about was Anthony, should you tell mattia about him? you didn't know, you were just scared.

"kara, what are you doing up?" mattia woke up and saw you sitting up.

"can't sleep." you said looking down at your hands.

he sighed and sat up just a little bit.

"is this about what happened earlier? because if it is I promise I won't make you do anything I was just asking."

"no no it's not that."

"then what's wrong bc you've been acting so off and I'm worried."

"nothing, I'm just tired."

you said laying back down.

you knew he didn't believe you, but he didn't want to stress you out about it.

you just laid down and eventually fell asleep deep in your thoughts.

—

you woke up and brushed your teeth, heading downstairs.

"morning sleepy head."

"morning."

he was on the couch watching something and eating grapes. you sat next to him and took a grape.

"hey get your own."

"mm no I don't feel like it."

you straddled his lap on the couch and turned off the tv.

"I said it once and I'll say it again, I love when you wake up horny."

you just giggled a bit and kissed his jawline and he leaned his head back.

you felt him growing under you and you smirked.

your hands wandered from the back of his neck to his chest and then to his pants, undoing them.

you pulled out his still growing dick and lightly stroked it while you slipped off your panties.

he rubbed his tip over your entrance making you moan before pushing it in.

his hands wandered under your oversized shirt and massaged your boobs.

you softly moaned while leaving a dark hickey onto his neck.

you slowly moved your hips and let your head fall back.

his phone rang making you bring your head back up.

"keep going."
he said as he answered the phone.

you do as you were told and continue grinding on him as he talks on the phone, sometimes biting his lip to keep in his groan which was so fucking hot.

"hello?...yea....I know I tried...yea now isn't really the t-... yea...yes she said no...ok...mk bye."

you stopped moving making him take a deep breath, like he was irritated.

"who was that?"

"no one, just keep going."

"you said "she" who were you referring too?"

"is it really that important right now?"

you furred your eyebrows and looked at him for a second before getting off and sitting next to him.

"why do you have such an attitude?"

"kara." 

"I just want to know.."

"well you don't have to know everything!" he raised his voice a bit.

"don't fucking yell at me like that I didn't even do anything."  you stood up and crossed your arms.

"sit back down."

"no." you said turning around and going upstairs.

you put on a new pair of underwear and checked your phone.

you had a few missed calls from Anthony and you totally forgot about the little lunch with him, so you called him back.

"hey Anthony, did you call me?"

"oh yea, I was wondering when you wanted me to pick you up?"

"oh um how about 12?"

"ok that's great, I'll see you later princess."

he hung up the phone and you looked at the time, it was 10, so you got in the shower.

you got out and blow dried your hair and then looked for a casual outfit.

"where are you going?" Mattia asked coming in the room.

you only had on jeans and a bra.

"out.."

"out where?"

"out with sienna, she wants to take me to lunch."

"oh ok, what time are you coming back?"

"I won't be gone for too long maybe an hour or two."

you put on a cute cropped top with a flannel and looked at the time.

it was 11:59 am so you quickly rushed out before Anthony knocked on your door or something.

"ok I gotta go I'll be back later, bye."

"bye."

you went outside and saw his car, the car you haven't been in and like over two years..

"hey kara!" he said rolling down the window.

you got in the passenger seat and he drove off.

"so, what do you have an appetite for?"

"um anything really it doesn't matter."

"ok."

you drove for a couple minutes before pulling into a nice lunch diner.

you got out and walked in with him.

you sat down at a booth and waited for a waiter to come to you guys.

"hello my name is Julia how may I help you guys today?"

"um I'll have a fry basket and a sprite please." you said looking at the menu.

"and I'll just have a turkey sandwich and a fry."

"ok your food will be here in a couple minutes." she walked away.

"so, how have you been?" he said playing with the toothpicks at the table.

"um pretty good. you?"

"good, I started going to college recently and got my own apartment."

"oh that's cool, I just got back to college and I have my own apartment too."

"got back?"

"yea, I stopped for a while for this dumb um family thing."

"what was it?"

"um-.."

"here you go." Julia said putting down Anthony's plate and your basket of fries.

"thank you." you said eating a fry.

"so, are you gonna answer my question?"

"um, I kinda don't want to." you said awkwardly laughing it off hoping he would read the room, but of course he didn't.

"oh cmon don't be like that, just tell me."

he said taking a bit of his sandwich.

"it's not really your business Anthony."

"kara stop being so fucking stubborn."

you rolled your eyes.

"no. if I don't want to tell you then respect my choices ant.."

he shook his head and laughed.

"when did you get all uptight and sensitive?" he said eating a fry.

you just rolled your eyes and looked at your phone seeing you had text from Mattia that weren't good.

"who ya texting?" he said grabbing your phone and reading the messages

"what the fuck ant?!?"

"oh whose this?"

"literally none of your business."

"where are you kara, because sienna said you aren't with her" hmm I'll answer that."

"Anthony please fucking stop your making a scene."

"she's with me, her boyfriend." he said as he was typing.

"ANTHONY!"

you snatched your phone away and saw that he actually sent the message.

fuck fuck fuck.

you quickly texted.

"he's kidding."

and got up from the table, going outside.

a minute later Anthony came out.

"take me home."

"aw cmon I was joking!"

"that's not a fucking joke!"

"stop raising your fucking voice at me!" he said grabbing your face and with one hand and making you look at him.

you pulled back and rubbed your cheek.

"can you please just take me back home."

your phone kept buzzing so you powered it off.

he got in his car and you got in the passenger seat putting your seatbelt on.

he pulled in front of your apartment and you quickly got out the car.

"bye, I'm sorry if I overdid it."

"bye Anthony."

you quickly went to your apartment and unlocked the door.

when you did you already knew what was about to happen.

"where the fuck were you and why did you lie?!"

"please calm down."

"no you fucking lied to me and hung out with a guy??"

"yes but it's not what it seems like please stop."

"then tell me, because it seems like you lied to me and told me you were hanging out with sienna and you really snuck out with a boy."

"he's my fucking ex."

"that's even worse!"

"I had no other choice Mattia! I'm fucking scared ok?! I don't know what to fucking do in these situations because either way I'm still gonna end up getting hurt! you don't know what I went through all those years! you don't know the pain of getting hit because you didn't wash his fucking dirty dishes or getting fucking smacked because he's angry! he fucking abused me for so many years, and once I finally push that all behind me he just pops back into my life. so no it's not what it looks like."

you went upstairs and slammed your door breaking down, it felt good to finally get all of that off your chest but it was just too much for you to handle your head was in so many places at once.

you heard a knock at the door minutes later and wiped your tears, slowly getting up to open it.

"I'm sorry." he said hugging you. "I'm so sorry."

— AN

sorry I didn't over read this so if there are any miss spellings lmk, this was kind of a rush chapter <3 don't forget to vote and comment !