All I ask

Ri-Young's POV:


After that incident , Jimin wanted to drive me home but I said I wanted to go out on that date.


Reason why? Its because this is probably going to be the last date I am having with him. After all, my surgery is going to be tomorrow morning.


As we arrived at the restaurant, I was astonished at the decor and the looks of it. It was simple yet classy. A comfortable place for us to enjoy our time.


"C'mon, follow me." He said and lead me towards what I think is the VIP rooms for customers who wants to have their own space.


Oh yeah, right. He doesn't want anyone to see us.


"Well, do you know why we're here?" He spoke up.


"I don't know, because you don't want people to see us together?" I answered.


"Young-ah, please stop saying that." he muttered.


I shrugged.


"Sorry, I'm just used to it." I smiled lightly.


He sighed and ushered me to sit down.


I sat down and started opening the menu placed on the table.


Wow, how did this get here?


I shrugged off the thought and started to look through the menu.


After deciding on what to order, I ordered my food.


"Oh, I'll have one tenderloin steak and an Ice lemonade please.." I ordered.


The waiter nodded and went out of the room.


.....................


"Done eating?" He asked once he sees me drinking my lemonade.


I nodded in response while gulping it down.


"Good, cause I'm taking you somewhere."


And just like that, he payed and dragged me somewhere.


....................


"Woahh... Jimin-ah! This place is so beautiful" I said in awe.


I watched as the lights flicker and changes colour. Music can be heard around the area which makes the atmosphere calming. Well, almost. Its somehow noisy here, quite packed up.


"Yeah, well. It has been my favorite spot since she likes being here to much I-" he stopped, realizing who he was talking about.


I stayed quiet and smiled painfully.


"I'm sorry, Young-ah, I-"


"Its fine, really. I don't mind." I smiled. Again.


He looked down, feeling guilty and sighed.


It was quiet for sometime, until he finally started to speak up.


"Do you want to walk around? Maybe have some fun?" He offered.


I nodded and took his hands to walk around.


Weird that my other side hasn't showed up yet. Its a good thing tho, I need to enjoy this last day.


As we walk around, I heard a voice that attracted my attention. It was so angelic and soothing. I can't resist it. So I lead Jimin towards the voice.


"Young-ah, where are we going?" He asked confused that we are going off path.


"Just- follow me." I said and began to drag him somewhere.


The voice leads to a place in the middle of the park. I saw a boy, maybe 20 or 21 years old, singing while playing the piano.


Indeed, his voice was the voice I heard awhile ago. Those beautiful angelic voice. Hearing him sing, makes me felt so calm. I can't understand why. It feels like, I've heard his voice.


Once he finished his song, he looked around and smiled. But his eyes stopped when he looked at me.


"Would you like to sing something lady? Maybe deliver a message to someone?" he asked.


I looked at him, confused.


"Is he talking to me?" I looked at Jimin who is glaring at the boy.


"I think so...." He gritted his teeth.


Geez, what's your deal?


"Hey! The lady with the school uniform! Come on and sing something!" Again, the boy said to me.


Sing? Infront of everyone? Here? I can't!!


I shook my head and politely declined.


"Yeah, we were just going anyway." Jimin said and began to drag me away from there until...


"Sing! Sing! Sing! Sing!" people are now beginning to chant.


Jimin stopped dragging me and we turned around.


"Alright! Just one song okay?.." I said shyly.


They all cheered as I accepted their offer.


The boy moved out of the way and pulled the chair out for me to sit on.


I smiled at him and said thanks. He nodded and smiled back warmly.


I took a deep breath and started to think on what song to sing.


"Maybe, deliver a message to someone?"


Those words rang in my head.


Maybe.. A message to Jimin? Since I'll be gone tomorrow. I want to tell him how I feel. Everything that I feel about him. Every emotion I wanted him to know.


Again, I took a deep breath and start to sing while playing the piano.


(Bold - song)
(Italics for her thoughts.)


I don't need your honesty
It's already in your eyes


Even though you can't say that you actually love her more than me, but I knew it from the start.


And I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me


Tell me Jimin, when you look into my eyes, what did you see? Did you see a girl who truly loves you from the bottom of her heart? Or a girl who you pitied?


No one knows me like you do


I haven't told my fears to my parents, all my problems are hidden from them. I didn't want them to worry too much. As of now. You are the only one who knows me best.


And since you're the only one that mattered
Tell me who do I run to?


I've been suffering this sickness for quite sometime now, I wanted to tell you all my problems. I tried keeping it to myself, but I can't bear it. And now, with you only looking at her. Tell me Jimin, who do I run to now?


Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow


Indeed, for me there is no tomorrow. Infact, I don't think there will be Us tomorrow. So please,


All I ask is


Jimin-ah, this is all I ask.


If this is my last night with you


Maybe it is. My last night with you love,


Hold me like I'm more than just a friend


For once, please hold me, look at me like I'm your lover.


Give me a memory I can use


Please, I'm begging you, give me something to remember. If I forget all those things we did in the future, I wanted to atleast remember a bit. Remember your smile, your face, your voice, your warmth, everything about you.


Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do


Please, just for the night. I wanted us to be a normal couple. Nothing and no one who iterrupts us. Just a peaceful night between the two of us.


It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?


What if I can't remember anything. Remember the feeling of love? What if Love is suddenly an unfamiliar meaning for me?


Let this be our lesson in love


Love teaches us many lessons. But the thing I remember most is that love, is sacrifice, love is pain, love is anger and for me, my love is one-sided.


Let this be the way we remember us


Let this feeling be the way we remember us. The feeling of angst and sadness.


I don't wanna be cruel or vicious


I don't think I am. I have a reason for leaving you. And its for the best.


And I ain't asking for forgiveness


I'm not gonna ask for forgiveness once I leave you. And I know you wouldn't care either.


All I ask is


If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?  "














And just like that, the sing ends.


I stare at Jimin, who is also staring back at me with mixed emotion flashing through his eyes.


I smiled weakly and wiped my unknown tears that fell from my eyes.


The sudden applause surprised me. I smiled sheepishly and bowed.


The angelic voice guy came to me and complimented me.


"Anyway, My name's Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook."









































(A/n: I know.. Long ass chapter😂😂 but I do hope you guys enjoy this very SHITTY CHAPTER I wrote for you guys!! Thanks for waiting for the update and for supporting this book! I love yall💕💕)

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