Cisco pulled me to the side. "So 2 weeks ago you said something." He said. "I said that I didn't have feelings for you." I sighed. "Yeah. So I just thought it was only fair that I tell you that I like you. Since you don't like me I don't want it to be awkward." He said. "Cisco, I said I didn't have feelings for you because if I did he would've hurt you." I said. He stared blankly at me. "I do have feelings for you Cisco." I said. "Yes I like you, yes I've liked you for a while, yes I lied, yes I will be your girlfriend!" I blurted our the last part. "What was that?" He laughed. "NOTHING!" I blurted again. "Well good. Now I don't have to ask." He said. "So we are, boyfriend girlfriend?" I asked nervously. "Yes." He said.
Is it appropriate? I thought. Oh well. We were so close to each other. I leaned in and kissed him. It was short but it was my first time ever kissing anyone. I pulled back and stared into his chocolate eyes. He smiled and I couldn't help but smile back. "That was my first kiss." I said shyly. "I can tell." He laughed. My cheeks went bright red. "I'm guessing it wasn't yours." I whispered. He shook his head.

2 Months Later
I put down the last box. "I'm excited to fix your place up!" I exclaimed. "Woah woah woah. Woah. You are moving into my place young lady. My place, my rules." He said pointing at me. I laughed and tackled him to the ground. We fought for a few until our faces were close. I leaned in and my lips melted onto his. I had noticed that when we kissed it never got heated. Cisco never took it there, and I'm glad. Sometimes he didn't even kiss back, and it was always so gentle, as if he was afraid he was going to hurt me. I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the door open. Cisco pushed me off of him and popped up. "There's a bedroom for a reason!" Caitlin exclaimed.
Cisco walked away and left me on the ground. I looked over at him, upset. I pushed myself up and walked into the kitchen. "What's up?" Cisco asked. "I just wanted to come by." Caitlin said. "You can help me unpack!" I smiled. She laughed and walked into the bedroom with me. "How are you and Cisco?" She asked. "Well he kind of pushed me off of him when you came in so I'm not too sure." I said. "He's like that. He's always been like that with previous girlfriends." She said.
I took out my last pair of shoes and put them at the end of my bed. "So you got a drawer first?" Caitlin asked. "Yeah. Cisco has 3 drawers of clothes. The other 3 were empty. My stuff went in there and then I just moved all my clothes there." I laughed. Cisco walked in and laughed. "I thought I was going to have to get another dresser!" He laughed. "Cisco, you have like 4 pair of pants and 15 shirts." I laughed. "Thank you Caitlin." I said smiling. "No problem." She whispered. I waited until I heard the front door close. "Wanna talk about that?" I said. "About what?" Cisco responded. "Oh nothing just how you pushed me off of you!" I yelled. "I didn't do it on purpose!" He said defending himself. I couldn't say anything back. He was just so... I don't know. So innocent. It was weird.
I sped away. I couldn't believe he wouldn't tell me. I AM GOING TO DIE! IN 4 MONTHS! Tears poured out of my eyes. I grabbed onto HR as I got into the cortex. "Hey hey what's wrong?" He asked. "I don't wanna die!" I cried. Everyone ran in. "What's wrong?" Barry asked. "Cisco told her what's going to happen." HR said quietly. I fell to the ground and everything went black.

Caitlin's P.O.V.
I looked down. Her eyes rolled in the back of her head and she started choking. "What's happening?" Cisco yelled as he breeched right in front of us. He looked at Lela and ran over to her. "She's having a severe panic attack." I said. Cisco started freaking out. "This is all my fault." He panicked. Joe grabbed Cisco and took him out to the hall. "I think it's a mixture between her seizing and a panic attack." I said. I put my arm under her head. The shaking started to slow down. She opened her eyes and looked around. "What happened?" She groaned. "We think it was a mixture between you seizing and a panic attack." I said. She stood up.

Lela's P.O.V.
I looked as Cisco walked in. He ran to me and pulled me into a hug. "Are you ok?" He asked looking me up and down. "I guess." I whispered. "But will I be in 4 months?" I whispered. He backed up. "Cisco I'm not ready to die!" I cried. Tears ran down my face. "Cisco you need to go back there. We have to stop this." Barry said. Cisco looked at me. He grabbed my hand. I took a deep breath and realized I was with Cisco. "Is this the place?" I asked. He nodded. "There was a bank robbery and he was caught by the Flash." I read on the screen. Cisco took a deep breath as he read the bottom line. "Killer Frost still on the loose." He huffed.
I looked up and saw me, in Savitar's arms. His metal finger popped out, he drove it through my chest. I grabbed Cisco and buried my head into his chest. "Cisco..." I whispered. I looked up. I, the other me, fell to the ground and Savitar sped off. "Cisco this can't be real." I whispered. I took a deep breath as I was brought back to reality. I looked around. Caitlin was just standing there. I walked over to her and pulled her into a hug. "I'm not going to let that happen to you." I said. "We're not going to let this happen to you." She responded.