my friends. 

the most beautiful, amazing, fucking lovable group of people in this universe. how the HELLLLLLLL they put up with me is still a mystery. i am so blessed. like, daaaaamn, how? they always make me laugh, cry, and love myself for who i am. they're the reason why i smile, and i feel so secure knowing that they've got my back. it's been a long journey, and ngl finding real friends is kinda fucking crazy. i'm amazed by how the universe in all of her glittering wonder chose these blessings to be the people i meet. i've told them EVERYTHING. i trust them. i love them with all of my heart. thank you. thank you for being the mist wonderfully hilarious people on the goddamn planet. you are all the fucking best, seriously. you are all the reason why i'm still here, the saving graces who pushed my heart farther from the brink of suicide, who helped me up from breaking. aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh i love u all.