Chapter 21 [Psycho]

Seek POV:

Figure got up and held my hand.

"Well, let's seriously see the library now, shall we?" Figure said. "I mean... you, see the library."

It must've feel so bad not to know what your home looks like that you lived in your whole life. But somehow Figure always knows where everything is, literally sees the things that I couldn't see. And how he literally recognises everyone's heartbeats, it's just so cool. I am honestly impressed by his abilities.

"I'll make sure to notify you everything, so you would be just as informed as I am."

"You still remember my ' fake confession'?" Figure asked whilst I was busy trying to open the door. (bro don't know how to open doors, remember?💀)

"Mhm, yup." I finally managed to open the door and held his hand. "Yup I do."

We started slowly walking to the library door. "And how I said 'you're my eyes', and 'you made me see the world'?"

I chuckled. "How could I forget..."

"Well, everything I meant was real. And your answers were real too, right?" He stopped and lowered his head to face me.

I blushed, remembering every detail of that night, just as if it was yesterday.

"They were."

"You said 'yes', when I asked you; 'Will you be mine?'"

"I- I did."

"Yeah, you will be mine tonight."

"Does this mean..." I felt goosebumps.

"Yeah, ready or not, you will come." (understood the joke?)

I waited a little, confused. I literally melted when I finally understood.

"Ohh OHH! O-Okay." I felt my face burning. With delightful dreams going on in my mind about how this night will be, I pushed open the library doors. That feeling also did not last long.

The library was messed up.

My eye widened open as I gasped. I covered the region where my mouth would be, with my hand which isn't holding Figure's hand.

What happened, Seek?" Figure asked, curiosity in his voice could easily be told.

I was not sure if he wanted to hear this. All the books, but I mean ALL the books were on the ground, sprinkled around. Even the ladders were on the floor, looking as broken as they could. Not talking about the light bulbs being broken into pieces, and the large windows near the librarian desk, aswell.

"Seek?"

I finally zoned in, realising how serious the situation is.

"The... the library..." I gulped. "It's..."

"It's what, Seek?"

I didn't tell anything. Figure waited a bit for my reply. But since he got nothing, he withdrew my hand and sighed. He started walking in aimlessly. When his foot touched a random pile of books, covered in dust, he made a "huh" sound and crouched. He felt the pile of books.

"There's... a bunch of books here?" he said.

He stood up and walked to another way. Experiencing the same thing, he finally started to realise.

"What is happening? Is all the books on the ground?"

"Even worse..." I mumbled.

Figure suddenly stood up and ran to me. He shaked me.

"TELL ME!"

"The library is... messed up."

He let go of me and walked to an empty bookshelf. He tried feeling the books, I guess, but he clearly failed. He fell to the ground and crouched, his legs being unable to stand on.

"I SPENT YEARS ON THIS LIBRARY!"

I ran up to him and crouched aswell. I pulled him closer to myself and laid his head on my chest.

"We will manage to make it look better, don't worry. I will help you, no matter how many days or weeks it will take."

Figure sobbed.

My heart broke into a thousand pieces seeing him like this. I had to make him feel better whatever it takes.

I shushed him and started stroking his head, also patting his back.

"I promise everything will be fine, we'll make this place look better than before, together!" I heard him slightly chuckling. 

"Thank you, my light."

Looking at the messed up scenery going on in the library again, I wanted to kill the person whoever made this library look like this, and disappointed Figure, pushing him into thinking he is a failure and that he couldn't protect the library.

"Shadow and Window..." he murmured.

My face lit up and I felt my hatred towards them growing even bigger. "I SWEAR I'LL KILL THEM, EVEN IF THEY WEREN'T THE ONES WHO MESSED UP EVERYTHING!" I shouted in rage.

Figure grabbed my arm and pulled me -who was about to stand up- closer towards himself. He pulled me into a hug and soon we were embracing together.

"I love you, you're the only one I need. Fuck this library, you already became my home." Figure said.

"Aww, I love you too. And maybe we can convince the others to help aswell."

He slightly nodded.

"Now come on, the Figure I know is strong. We are going to explain what happened to the others and everything will soon be back to normal. I'll never let you be sad."

I stood up while holding his hand and helped him stand up aswell. I tried to help Figure for him to not step on any books throughout the way. We stood in front of the bacon statue. I moved the statue out of the way. Figure bent a bit to fit through the door. After he was inside I went in too and moved the statue back to it's place. We started walking to the hangout place in the dark little maze-like path. Ambush welcomed us.

"Oh, hey Seek and Figure!" He waved and smiled. "So, did you guys get the human?"

A sly expression swept into my face. Figure heavily nodded, looking proud.

"Heh, and was the most satisfying of them all too." I said.

"Good. Well, you guys can go to the main room. Rest of the entities are there, I'mma get some water, gonna be back in a few minutes."

I nodded. Figure and I walked to the main room. The room had no door, so I didn't had to deal with opening it.

"Ohh ohh hey!" Screech shouted.

"Hi." Figure straight went into an empty single seat, knowing where it is like he knows himself. I sat on the other single seat, next to the one he's sitting at.

"Are you okay Figure?" Rush asked who has stopped chit-chatting with the others and turned to us. With Rush's question others also turned to us. "You seem down. Did something happen with killing the player?"

Figure shook his head. "No, it's not about that."

"Then what's it about?" Hide asked.

I looked at Figure who has lowered his head in disappointment. It looked like he didn't want to talk so I sighed and started talking, turning the arrows towards me.

"It's about library. Something really bad and serious happened." Glitch, who didn't mind anything since one second ago suddenly started listening with full interest, while scowling. He always cared about furnitures more than people.

Then I realised,

it was about to go down.

"And what happened to the 'library'?" Glitch asked, giving me an underestimating look.

I felt my heartbeats going fast, he was one hundred percent going to scold Figure if I told him how library was. But Figure was already sad, things were only going to get worse.

"I- I..."

Come on Seek, slurring won't make anything better.

Suddenly I felt my confidence boosting.

"You can go and see youself, Mr. Mistake." 

"MISTAKE??" Glitch stood up.

"I mean, you are technically a mistake, your name is Glitch." I smiled with my non-existent mouth.

Glitch sighed and facepalmed. Some corrupted sounds filled the room and he disappeared. After he was back with a shocked face expression, I knew Figure and I were already dead.

"Excuse me but WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THE GODDAMN LIBRARY?!" Glitch shouted.

"Hey hey... Glitch, relax a bit." Halt put his hand on Glitch's shoulder. "What happened?"

"Why are you suddenly so mad?"

"What's wrong with the library?"

Glitch didn't give a shit about incoming questions and walked up to Figure.

"YOU COULDN'T PROTECT YOUR OWN HOME THAT WE TRUSTED YOU WITH!"

I pushed Glitch and stood in front of Figure, trying to shield him with my arms.

"HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!" I yelled with anger.

"OH YES HE DID."

"WHAT DID YOU WANT HIM TO DO? HE CAN'T STAY IN THAT LIBRARY FOREVER! HE HAS TO LEAVE TO GO OUT AT SOME POINT."

"FIRST, WE ALMOST LOST YOU BECAUSE OF HIM, THEN THIS! HE JUST KEEPS RUINING EVERYTHING!"

I slapped Glitch.

"YOU JUST KEEP RUINING EVERYTHING." I held Figure's hand. "STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON US! DON'T YOU EVER FEEL GUILT AFTER YOU BREAK SOMEONE'S HEART INTO PIECES?" I facepalmed. "Tsk..."

"ALRIGHT FINE I'M SORRY OKAY?"

"Yeah... We just wanted help, but looks like you will force Figure to fix everything. Nevermind then, we don't need anyones help. We'll fix everything together, still, thank you guys," I turned to the others. "even if you didn't get to answer, or even hear the question because of someone." I rolled my eye.

Just then I catched someone chuckling.

Shadow.

"YOU!" I ran up to Shadow and pushed him. "YOU DID IT!"

"I did what, Seek?" 

This bitch is still tryna act?

"YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT YOU DID!" I got on top of him and started choking him. "YOU WERE THE ONE THAT MESSED UP THE LIBRARY!"

Shadow started laughing. "Oh wow, Seek. Blaming it on me now? I wish I never helped you when your 'lovely' Figure left you. I regret everything I did for you to be happy."

It was my turn to laugh.

"YOU DID 'EVERYTHING' FOR ME TO BE HAPPY? YOU JUST LET ME IN YOU AND WINDOW'S SECRET AREA! YOU BULLIED ME ALL THESE YEARS, IS THIS HOW YOU MAKE ME HAPPY? I NEVER ASKED YOU TO MAKE ME HAPPY!"

"AND I WISH I DIDN'T! I WISH I NEVER CAME IN YOUR ROOM AND COMFORTED YOU THAT NIGHT YOU CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP! I WISH I JUST LEFT YOU TO ROT THERE! YOU WERE GOING TO BE NOTHING IF IT WASN'T FOR ME!"

"Oh, I was going to be NOTHING IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU?" I punched his face. "YOU'RE JUST SOME PITIFUL BITCH WHO NEEDS ME TO GET HIS ANGER ISSUES OUT ON!"

"I, have anger issues?" He laughed exaggeratedly. "Says the one who cries all night like a little baby when he couldn't catch a single human."

Now he was just going over the line.

"Speaking with you won't work, so let me show you my feelings physically." I started punching him as hard as I can, not minding any other entities that are watching. Shadow was out of breath, I didn't realise I was holding his neck so tight.

"SEEK THAT'S ENOUGH!" Guiding Light shouted, as Curious Light was hiding behind her.

"NOTHING IS ENOUGH FOR THIS SLUT!" I lifted up Shadow and threw him from one end to other. He hardly hit the wall.

"ARE YOU INSANE!?" Glitch held my arms tightly. I just laughed like a psycho.

"You know, getting my anger out on the people who angered me in the first place is better than just hurting myself and suffering." 

"But this is just too much!" Glitch yelled.

"DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A FUCK? FUCK YOU, SHADOW. FUCK YOU!" I kicked Glitch and ran away to my room. I locked the door and leaned against it. 

"Another day... another slay... yay..." I couldn't hold it, tears started pouring down my cheeks.

But I did get my anger out, didn't I? Why am I still crying?

I think I just have to live with this.

Accept what a psycho I am.

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