Seamus F/ Disappointed



Their was a boy, that I once knew, but after 4th year he changed. He wasn't the same person that I knew, the boy I managed to fall for.


That's why I broke up with him, he targeted Harry for doing things that we all knew Harry didn't do. I loved Seamus, but messing with my best friends, sorry you lost a girlfriend.


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4th Year
"Why are you following Ron around all the time?" I question Seamus as we sat by the lake.


"We have common interest."


I scoffed, "Yeah, hating Harry. He's only using you to get at Harry. To make him think that you replaced him as his best friend."


"He wouldn't." Seamus defended.


I put my hand on Seamus cheek, "Ronald would, you see Seamus you are playing the role of side hoe. Much like I am with you and Dean."


Seamus chuckled before I placed my lips on his, "Just don't be stupid. Promise?" I questioned sticking out my pinky finger.


Seamus smiled and linked mine with his, "I promise, Love."
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5th Year
I sat in the common room with Seamus and Dean. The doors opened revealing Harry and Ron, everyone got quiet. Seamus stood up, "You know, I almost didn't come to Hogwarts because of you?"


"Why?" Harry asked.


"My mum told me about the Daily Prophet, you and Dumbledore making up lies." I grabbed Seamus hand as he, Ron and Harry began to argue.


"Stop it! Harry has enough attention as it is. Everyone knows the Prophet is a load of rubbish. Skeeter even made a whole article on me cheating on you WITH DEAN! Honestly that women is daft!"


Seamus rolled his eyes, "Why are you always defending Harry?!"


"Why are you always arguing with him? Honestly can't you stop for once, Seamus." I closed my book standing up. "Don't expect to see me at dinner." I muttered before walking up the stairs.
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6th Year
"No! I can't do this anymore! Do you expect me to agree with you when you talk bad about my friends?!" I yelled in the corridor at Seamus.


He scoffed, "You could at least once or twice it's always them! I'm starting to think you like Harry more than me!" Dean got in between us as we moved closer to each other.


"Calm down! You're making a scene!"


I sighed crossing my arms, "Fine! Seamus I've dealt with your bipolar (no offense to anyone, but this kid) arse for three years! I listened to you make friends with mine, then bash talk them! I'm done!"


Dean grabbed my arm, "Where are you going? You two have to fix this!"


I smacked his hand off me, "I said I'm done, that means you as well! There is no fixing it this time." With that I turned around and walked towards the Common Room.


A sigh escaped my lips as I sat in between the Golden Boys. "What's the matter? Who do we have to murder?"


I rolled my eyes at them, "I broke up with Seamus." I mumbled softly as the Neville came down stairs. "You broke up with-."


"Yes! Bloody hell Neville!" I cuddled into Harry's stomach as I laid my feet on Ron's lap. "My heart hurts!" I grumbled into his stomach.


Harry rubbed my back, "I honestly don't know why you went out with Finnegan when all he did was hurt you emotionally." I sighed realizing that he was right.


"You're right Harry. At least we have to to fix our relationship, or start over now that old Nosywarts is gone for good." Harry chuckled softly.


The common room door opened,
"Seamus! Just tal- oh hello everyone." Harry pulled the blanket over me, to make it look like I wasn't there.


"What's going on?" Harry asked the two boys, who took a seat across from us. "Well Seamus wasn't YN back- we'll she broke up with him like 5 minutes ago and Seamus isn't taking it very well."


A gasp escaped my lips, "What was that?" I recognized Seamus voice, Ron coughed, "It was me, sorry."


The boys began talking as I got tired and fell asleep on Harry's chest. However I have a slights snoring problem.


Before I knew it the blanket was pulled off my body. My sleeping figure was still against Harry and Ron. "What in the name of Godric Gryffindor are you doing?" I shot up at the sound of an angry boyfri- ex boyfriend.


I yawned still half asleep, I tiredly reached out my arms, not caring who took them. "Someone take me to my room." I mumbled softly as someone lifted me from the coach.


My head went to their neck to rest, I knew that smell, it was Seamus. A small smile came on my lips as he set me down onto my bed. As he went to leave, I yawned and sleepily mumbled, "Goodnight, Love."


I used to call him that when we were dating, it's only been a few hours since we broke up. It makes sense if I still have feelings for him.
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End of 6th Year



Five months! Five blasted months and I'm still not over him. Honestly, I broke up with him because of all our fights and him getting me annoyed. Yet, he still has my heart.


I walked into my usual compartment with Dean and Seamus. A smile morphed on my face as Ginny, Neville and Luna walked in as well. Making Seamus squeeze beside me.


Our hands brushed and we both looked at each other. I moved my hair behind my ear before looking outside. "Are you lot' coming back next year?" I questioned.


Ginny scoffed, "Stop it! So are you and Seamus getting back together. You two are obviously not over each other, so..."


I blushed as I moved my hand to elope with Seamus'. He looked over at me, "Well, I um I don't know, what are we YN? Are we together again? Do you want to be with me, again?"


"We are boyfriend and girlfriend." Seamus nodded before realizing what I had just said. "Wait really."


I chuckled at his surprise, "It's been five months and you are still in my head. So, yes really." He pulled me into a kiss as gasps we're heard, reminded us that we weren't alone.


A smile was pressed against my lips as I pulled away from Seamus, "I love you, Love." He rolled his eyes teasingly as he pulled me into his side.


"I love you too, N/N. You are my everything and anything."


Before Dean could protest Neville covered Deans mouth and winked at me. I merely smiled and looked back at my future.

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