-jennie-

Hanbin attacked my lips like a hungry lion on its prey.

I fisted the top of his hair as I slowly lie on my back here at the backseat of his car, while he attaches himself on top of me as we exchanged hungry kisses.

Hanbin has been nothing but sweet these past few days, and we've been constantly making out in his car before he drops me home.

Of course, it's because Lisa would go crazy if she sees me making out with Hanbin at my home so I've been cautious. She's still checking on me once in a while at home, though she seems to be very busy at work these days. I understand it's her way of running away from her pain. She's drowning herself in work, while still looking out for me at least four times a week.

Hanbin's lips brought me back to our intense make out session, as he left kisses on my jaw, all the way down to my neck.

I gasped when his hand went underneath my shirt, exploring my stomach and sides.

I uncomfortably shifted, which I think didn't go unnoticed because he went back up to kiss me on the lips before pulling away to look at me with worry.

"You know I'm not rushing you into anything, right?" he says softly.

I nod, giving him an appreciative smile.

We haven't really went further than kissing because we both know I'm not ready. I'm thankful he's not pushing it either.

He stares at me cutely before leaning in to plant a full kiss on my lips when we suddenly heard loud knocks on his side. We both jumped in surprise and sat back up, away from each other.

"Oh shit," he cusses when he turned to the window, seeing Lisa's fuming face.

My heart thumped, realizing she was supposed to pick me up today from school and she just caught me making out with Hanbin.

Wait, Hanbin's car windows are heavily tinted. Thank God.

We fixed ourselves quickly before he opened the car. He was just setting his foot down on the ground when Lisa peeked her head in, making eye contact with me.

She didn't waste a second as she rounded the car to go to my side, opening the door for me.

I shivered when her cold stares landed on me.

"Let's go," she says with a dead serious tone.

Hanbin's already out of the car so I got out to search for him, and when I did, he quickly approached me and Lisa.

"Hey Lisa, I didn't know you're picking her up today," he says shyly.

"From now on you don't have to drop her home anymore," Lisa eyes him sternly.

My jaw dropped, "Lisa what-"

"Let's go," she repeats those words to me while putting her hand on the small of my back.

"But.."

"Come on," she ushers me to her car parked near us.

I sighed, looking back at Hanbin as I walked away. He forced a smile at me.

I suddenly felt annoyed at Lisa. I climbed inside her black Mustang without even sparing her a glance when she opened the door for me.

It's my first time being in this car which she bought recently. It looks so expensive in the inside and out, which perfectly suits her. Her mom owns a hospital while her dad is a known chef, so she's really that rich. Just that she doesn't like living a too luxurious life.

Well, maybe except when it comes to cars. Her house is actually pretty huge but compared to her parents' mansion, you'd say she really wants to stay lowkey.

I think I prefer her wrangler than this mustang, though. Memories of her body accidentally pressing on mine whenever she helps me climb in and out her high wrangler suddenly appeared on my mind.

Christ, Jennie. Stop thinking of her that way!

I sealed my mouth shut and looked outside the window when she entered the car. We both didn't utter a word until we arrived at my home.

This is so frustrating. I should be the one angry, but why does she act all cold on me! And I shouldn't be this bothered because as I've said, I should be angry, I didn't do anything wrong!

Just... I know Jay didn't want me around boys, but I'd honestly go crazy if I didn't focus my attention on Hanbin these days. He's my dream guy for Pete's sake! But why is being around Lisa making me nervous? Her presence makes me forget of Hanbin, my dream guy, heck, even without her presence she invades my mind.

I was already closing her car door roughly when she finally got to my side. I'm not sure if she winced because of how I treated her new baby, or because she wasn't able to open the car door for me-she's a weirdo like that, though in a pretty fluttering and gentlemanly way.

"Go easy on her," she sighs while looking at her car. Cute.

Dammit.

"But you wouldn't even go easy on me?" I folded my arms.

"Do you like it?" she asks, ignoring my question. "It just arrived today, you're her first passenger."

My heart almost did a backflip.

Focus, Jennie.

"So what, you're going to pick me up from school now everyday?" I laughed sarcastically, rage slowly building up inside me again, "You can't do that and you didn't have to be like that to Hanbin! I'll let him drive me home if I want to, hell, I'll even ride him on the bed if I want to!"

"Fucking hell, Jennie!" she clenches her jaw while her eyes turned darker.

Her, fuming mad in a semi-corporate attire, with a blazer and ripped jeans on, is so sexy.

My self control is lying dangerously thin.

"You were doing God-knows-what in his car, of course I'd get angry! You know Jay's words before he left," she inches her face closer to mine, gritting her teeth, "No. Boys."

I stared at her with the same intensity, but I'm not really sure if it's still because of anger.

Disappointment rushed in me when she suddenly turned away.

I wonder how she'll react if she catches me staring at her lips while our faces are just inches apart.

"And yes, I'll pick you up from school everyday. I'll even drive you to school if you want since you're on the way," she says while entering my house.

My mouth zeroed.

"W-What?"

"And don't think Jay wouldn't know what happened today," she pulls out her phone from the inside of her blazer.

My eyes widened when I realized she'll call Jay now.

"No!"

I don't want to worry Jay when he's far away... and he'll surely get angry.

She stares at me while putting the phone on her ears, mocking me.

Shit.

I didn't have any other option, I quickly stepped on her foot, one hand on her shoulder for support while the other aggressively grabs her phone and ends the call before Jay even picked up.

I sighed in relief.

But when I realized our situation.... Lisa has a startled look on her face while her hand that used to hold the phone dropped on her side, the other one was instinctively wrapped on my waist, pulling my body closer.

Heat rushed on my cheeks as I found myself lost in her dark eyes.

She cleared her throat, the next thing I knew, her hands were already gripping my waist as she lifts me slightly to free her feet from my weight.

A tiny gasp escaped my lips when she lifted me. She almost laughed at my reaction, but regained her seriousness when she looked at her phone on my hand.

"Give me that," she reaches for it but I quickly pulled my hand away from her.

"No, you're not telling him that! You don't even know what we were doing inside-"

"God, Jen, I wasn't born yesterday."

I sighed, "Just don't tell him, please? It will just frustrate him that he couldn't be able to do anything, he's miles away..."

"Or he'll instruct me what to do in his behalf, and get angry at you, as he should," she shrugs then tried to get her phone again so I quickly backed away.

"Jennie!" she warns.

I hate that she never called me Nini again after that one time that she did.

"Not until you promise you won't tell him!" I stubbornly said.

"Not gonna happen."

"I hate you!"

"Sure," she smirked sexily.

I calmed myself. Fuck. I shouldn't let her take over this situation.

Think, Jennie!

"I'll runaway with Hanbin if you do."

Her smirk dropped while she wrinkles her forehead in stress.

I smiled in return.

"You can do that but make sure I wouldn't find you two, or God knows what I'd do," she takes a step closer, intimidating me.

I stood still, braving my way through her anger.

"Your stubbornness is something else, I swear to God," she shakes her head while staring directly at me.

Her words made me grin. I know she doubt that I'll do it, but Lisa's always been the cautious one. She takes in the possibility of anything happening.

My eyes dropped to her lips, and it wasn't even just a glance on my part.

I wonder if she ever thought of the possibility of me, being attracted to her.

Would she still think it's all part of me being stubborn?

I don't know where I suddenly pulled the confidence to lift my eyes back to her, looking deep through her under my lashes.

Her eyes were wide, then it suddenly went blank.

"You have no clue how stubborn I can be, Lalisa," I gave her a playful wink before leaving my spot smoothly to get some water.

I heard her breathe deeply after that.

Oh what I'd give just to know what she's thinking right now.

After a while, she joined me in the kitchen while I was leaning on the counter, holding the glass of water to my lips.

With her hands on her hips, she narrowed her eyes on me like she's made up a decision.

I looked at her, curious on what she has to say so I brought down the glass and folded my arms above my chest, still leaning on the counter as I raised a brow on her.

"Alright, I won't tell Jay but I'll pick you up from school everyday and that's final."

I usually take the bus to get to school and back at home, but these days Hanbin offers a ride and I didn't really mind.

I like spending time with him and it helps me rid of thoughts that has anything to do with Lisa. Everyday it just confuses me more, today even more. I should be fine with Hanbin, but Lisa's making it harder for me. Both because she kept invading my mind and she kept invading my space, trying to get me away from Hanbin.

How would she react if I tell her I'm attracted to her? Would she finally let Hanbin distract me and let us be?

I can't help but hate the idea of that.

"Are you sure? You're busy at work."

"I'll inform you if I'm not available, but I'm certain I have the time," she says confidently.

Of course, she's the queen of her workplace. No one would scold the queen for being late or packing up early.

"Okay then, I guess I'll just have to sneak out of classes if I want to make out with Hanbin," I purposely said to annoy her.

Her lips were pressed together into a thin, hard line while giving me a death glare.

"Look, I don't want to be the bad guy here so stop pushing my buttons, Jennie."

To be fair she wasn't exactly telling me to stop what I have with Hanbin, but she's trying to limit my exposure to him. I'm sure our first argument about Hanbin way back made her realize that she isn't exactly in the right place to control my life, so as always, she became more cautious to how I'll react towards her strictness.

And that's exactly what I want to do. I want to disarm her from being too cautious. I want to know what she's like when she's acting on pure instincts, without giving much thought on anything.

Because if she's sane, like she is now, she wouldn't even look at me the way I look at her.

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A/N: Will update another chapter later. Struggling writing "Want Me Back" these days so I'm trying to be productive here :))