author note: finally Luca 🙄

𝑶𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒂 𝒑𝒐𝒗

3 days later....

day before marriage

"Look at me Odina." He says pinning my wrists down with his hand so I'm against the wall completely.

"You're going to fall in love with her and give her everything you can't give me. Because you've always despised me." I'm having a breakdown a day before the marriage. She's been every single ounce of the attention and I have to be there to show support. That I'm not a horrible wife. How I respect his choice. How I'm still by his side. And how she's a women who can bare a kid.

Because I can't. We already signed contracts that nothing will happen between our alliance until one of us dies. Which will be good for both the mafias but...it hurts so much.

"Calm down. And breathe. She means nothing to me." He assures and I shake my head as tears fall.

"You're going to fuck her tomorrow night and you have to give her vows and do everything you've done with me. And I'm tired of sharing I just want you to myself." I breathe.

"I am yours princess. I always have been I'm just a dick. Come on I'm in love with you." He admits and my heart stops.

"What."

"I love you Odina. And I'm sorry it took so long for me to admit it." He whispers and my eyes just stare. My tears just stop and I'm shocked.

"Every inch of you. Why do you think o try so hard now? I want to be with you. All of you. Beyond the intimacy even if I do love it and you're amazing in bed. My daily life is based around you. Literally wake up next to you. Go train with you. Go eat with you. Go to meetings with you. Dinner with you. Then sleep with you. You take up all my time and I wish I told you sooner. Because I think I knew you were right for me since the honeymoon. That's why I cheated."

"You consume all of me. And I get you pissed because I like seeing you mad. I know another man can give you so much more. But I don't think they'd love you the same. I go rough in bed because I want you to know I'd be the only man to ever pleasure you well. I want you to myself. It's toxic I know but I can't help it. I want you crying about me. And only me. And if we're not together I wish bad on you. Which is bad but..I'm just possessive."

"You're perfect and I know you're not fifteen anymore. I do love you. And I miss you every second of the day. I take up your smart mouth just because you make me happy to wake up next to you. And I'm sorry we won't have our own kids. But I know you would've been an amazing mother." He smiles placing his hands on the sides of my face as my tears just fall.

"She will never replace you. So don't be insecure please. Yes I despised you at one point. And you drive me mad. But you mean the world to me. I don't know one women that would be able to go through what you've went through princess. Your beautiful. Even if you're an emotional wreck I can handle it. If I couldn't don't you think I would've broken off the engagement all that time ago?" He does prove a good point.

"I don't hate you because you can't have kids. You're putting the blame too much on you. Leyah is just going to be there to give me a kid. And I know you think I'll be sleeping with her. But I won't.. I would never give her the same attention I give you. " he assures and I just nod before he kisses me softly.

"I love you." I cry wrapping my arms around his neck hugging him because I think this all I've needed this whole time.

His arms wrap around my back hugging me as well and I just smile taking in his masculine presence that's finally let me in

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"She's going to brag about how big you are Luca." She cries wiping her tears with her index fingers and I just laugh.

"She won't." I state.

"You know why?"  I ask and she shakes her head no.

I wrap my hand around her throat and she stares into my eyes.

"Because I was able to make you keep quiet and follow my rules. She'll be treated the exact same." I assure. I don't care about her. Sounds bad but I'll only respect her because she'll be the mother of my kid. That's it. And I'm hoping she gets pregnant from losing her bringing because I'm not in the mood to be fucking her multiple times.

I don't think anyone can top Odina's pussy. Wet..tight...heaven.

She places her small hands on the sides of my stomach and makes me stand closer to her as she's still pinned against the wall.

"So lucky you're on your days." I whisper before kissing her neck.

"Mhm." She places her hands on my arms and kisses me gently before smiling at me again.

"I love you." She whispers cheesing to hard and I can't help but smile at her beautiful smile.

"I love you." I pull her closer to me and kiss her again.