Sometimes I'm afraid that I become too much or do too little,
It's like a choice that I can't make, stuck in the middle,
I know if I told you this you'd tell me not to worry,
Forgive me, I'm tryna be better, doing it in a hurry,
Look I don't mean to be so careless and ignorant,
I just never knew religion and what it really meant,
I'm sorry cause I know that this seems crazy to you,
But if I'm gonna be honest, Lord I just don't know what to do,
Sometimes I take the time and talk to you, I wonder if you listen like I want you to,
Maybe that's wrong but I know you understand me,
I was never the best with this, and I know I can't make up a story,
I know the things I have and Lord I'm very thankful,
But to be honest all of this can be a handful,
You gave me a perfect girl, what else could I ask for?
I haven't been believing in you, but now I open a door,
I wanna thank you for everything you've done for me,
All the things you know I can be, and the things I can't see,
I wanna thank you for picking me up when I was at my lowest,
I really want you to know I do what I can and I'm being honest.

Lord please forgive me when you hear this prayer,
Sometimes I forget what I am and how I got here.