I can turn all of my suffering into commercial success,
I ain't gotta do it but if I said it I had to get it off my chest,
I live my life hanging on a thread, think I need a little rest,
I come up and don't give yall a chance I put you I distress,
I wonder if I'm wrong thinking that I do it best,
I wonder if I'm right when I say that this is all a test.

I just want relief these days man it's getting kinda blurry,
I ain't tryna leave the game but when I do, I'll do it a hurry,
Ice cold lines but the machine ain't broken get a McFlurry,
Take me back a couple years I kinda wanna say I'm sorry.

But maybe I'm just insane, maybe there's a reason this all goes through my brain,
Maybe there's a reason I went through all this pain,
Maybe I'll have to do it sometime again,
But these days I feel like I got nothing left to gain,
I watch people grow and reach out but I'm stuck behind a window pane,
And I kinda wanna show myself and come back, create my own lane.

I just want relief these days man it's getting kinda blurry,
I ain't tryna leave the game but when I do, I'll do it a hurry,
Ice cold lines but the machine ain't broken get a McFlurry,
Take me back a couple years I kinda wanna say I'm sorry.

Or maybe that's just the fear talking,
Maybe I should be proud that now I'm walking,
Maybe I should be happy of what I'm becoming,
I should be humble cause I'll never know what's coming,
I should be grateful for the CDs that I'm constant thumbing,

I'm growing up now, I got friends and I got love,
I've know people that have my back like a glove,
And I know when things really do go from push to shove,
I'll always be able to turn to the man above.