In the last chapter:

take good care of yourself, you'll never see me again I promise you that, and even if we met in any place you'll never have to deal with me I'll be just a stranger to you, bye tae"

And with that he was gone

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Taehyung's POV:

I couldn't believe it

He was gone because of something I said when I was drunk and mad?

But I think he is right

Why would I demand for my feelings to be considered when I decided to leave him without thinking how he would feel

I guess the blame is on me after all

I fell on my knees on the ground outside of the house and I was shocked

"honey, honey what happened?"

I hear my mom asking but I couldn't answer

I couldn't fucking say anything

The guilt was eating me

I was mad but this time at myself not at jungkook

I was wrong the whole time and I even blamed him

"honey why are you crying?"

What? I didn't feel my tears running down my cheeks

I got up and went up to my room

I locked the door and started crying and hitting myself

My parents could hear me crying and they are banging on my door trying to convince to open the door and tell them what was wrong

And they said that they will fix it

What the hell was I supposed to tell them

'hey mom, hey step dad, I am in love with my fucking step brother and not only that, he loves me too since we were little, and the best part is that he moved out and left because of my stupid ass'

Yeah that would be great to say

I have to fix this

I can't keep myself and him hurting for something that we didn't even had a choice in it

I can't leave him heartbroken because of me

I can see the sadness in his eyes

I can see that he is hurting

And I can't be the reason without fixing it

I know now that I was stupid for taking this decision

He is the one that I love, he is my only one

...

My mom came again and knocked on the door she was crying

I opened up, I don't want to be the reason for more people sadness

"baby, why are you sad?"

I didn't say anything

"jungkook?"

"what?"

"Is it jungkook?"

"kind of"

"he was now calling us, he said that he is moving again?"

"what, where to?"

"I don't know, he said that he has a girlfriend and he is moving to some apartment he found in her neighborhood"

"what???"

"why are you mad"

"nothing just leave me alone please"

She left and I locked the door

I can't believe it

He has a girlfriend?

He forgot about me? He didn't think about my feelings

I don't want to see his face ever again such an asshole and I was thinking of a way to fix it

While he is having a girlfriend

I cried myself to sleep

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Jungkook's POV:

"do you think you are doing the right thing?"

"I don't know lisa, I am confused and I can't think of anything"

"you clearly love him jungkook, why are you doing this?"

"he has to move on, I can't see that sad look in his eyes"

"you may be hurting him more with this lie"

"I don't know lisa, I can't think straight"

Ps: lisa was his new close friend, and she is the one that he moved close to her house.

"what do you think I have to do?"

"I think first you have to befriend him again"

"I don't think he'll accept me"

"you have to try jungkook"

"I think you are right"

I opened my Instagram and saw a post from him

He posted a pic of his face, well not all of it just the right half

Wait a second

I zoom in and saw that he was crying, his eyes are red and puffy

Was I the reason? Did I hurt him that much?

I am such an idiot

I decided to chat with him, I hope that he'll respond to my messages

Jungkook97: hi

Jungkook97: I know that you are mad
but Please give me a
chance to Be friends with
you again

What do you want?: Vtae95

Jungkook97: I don't want to lose you

You did that already: Vtae95

Jungkook97: please tae I am as hurt As
you are

I really doubt that: Vtae95

Jungkook97: why you doubt it

......

He saw it and didn't answer

So I called him over and over again till he picked up

Tae: what do you want jungkook

Jk: I want to explain a lot of things

Tae: such as having a girlfriend?

Jk: yeah

Tae: you don't have to explain anything, it is your life anyway

Jk: don't treat me that way please

Tae: I can't believe that I was skipping sleep and food missing you every single day since you moved out, I was sick and had to go the hospital, I had to replace my kidney, and you were out there living your life having a girlfriend

Jk: you said that you want to break up, you said you didn't want to see me ever again, I can't tell you how many nights and days I spent crying

Tae: hahaha good joke, that's why you have a girlfriend? That's why when I was at the hospital dying you didn't even come and see me, my bad you were probably busy fucking her

Jk: tae it is not like that there is so much you don't know

Tae: like the fact that you didn't even give a fuck about me while I was dying?

Jk: tae I was there

Tae: where?

Jk: at the hospital, I slept with you, I didn't leave you, but after the surgery I went home, in order to keep a secret

Tae: what is the secret?

Jk: I don't if I should say that

Tae: if you want to have a chance in being friends again I need you to be honest

Jk: okay, in fact i... I was the one...

Tae: you were what jungkook? Either talk or I am going to hang up the phone and never talk to you again

Jk: I was the one that gave you the kidney

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So jungkook told tae his secret

What do you think tae's reaction would be like?

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