Tsukishima is like talking to a statue.

His new patient is not talking to him , his patient will only stare at him with boredom. 

He can't stand talking to his new patient like an idiot he felt like he's wasting his time , he pressed his fingers to his temples , this is way too frustrating.

Now he's wondering how Akaashi handle his patients.

He stand up and getting ready to leave.

" you are his demon " his patient blurted out.

" what? " Tsukishima  asked , he needs him to elaborate it more.

I am his demon?...

His patient looks at him with a blank face and just shrug.

He raised an eyebrow to him and left the room.

He started taking the path to yamaguchi's room.

Same routine , Tsukishima ask yamaguchi questions all over and over but yamaguchi won't give him a very decent answer.

" cooperate with me yamaguchi , i just need a little progress " Tsukishima said with pleading voice.

" no fucking way , I'll make you suffer until you give up " Yamaguchi said , that sinister smile is plastered to his face again.

" or did i already made you suffer? Hmm? " Yamaguchi is closing their distance eyeing him to death.

Tsukishima had eye bags and he looks paler than he was , and he looks like he's not eating too much he lost weight.

This is stressing Tsukishima out , he wants to help yamaguchi , he wants him to recover so he can finally embrace him in his arms , he wanted yamaguchi.

Days  have passed now , and there's still no progress in Yamaguchi's recovery not even the slightest one.

Tsukishima is on his edge.

He never wanted this but he thinks this will help them both.

This is the last...

Tsukishima sat on the chair and repeated his questions to yamaguchi , but yamaguchi will just fuck his answers.

That's it...

Tsukishima stood up.

" you don't need to be selfish , i want you to share that sin to me , no matter how heavy it is i will carry it all just for you... but you are just  being selfish " Tsukishima said with trembling voice.

Tear fell in his eyes , he left the room with broken heart.

Yamaguchi was confused about Tsukishima's words.

No , it wasn't him who's confused it was his demon.

His demon overtaken his body.

" tsukki... " Yamaguchi muttered he  managed to collect himself together.

He clenched his fist to his chest it was hard to breath , he felt a throbbing pain to his heart  , it was aching for tsukishima.

Tears started to rush down to his face.

" this is all your fault... " he said to his demon.

" you are all in my head , you are making me suffer more "

" i am the one who comforts you when you're down , i never left your side " the voice became different , it became pitched but mixed with other voices.

" no.... no..... " Yamaguchi flopped his body to his bed.

His pillow is soaking wet because of his tears.

Soon enough sleep embrace him and made him slumber.

It's morning , but yamaguchi will never know if it is morning or not only the busyness of the hospital is his clue.

Yamaguchi's room door swung open , he expected tsukki's figure but it was just a nurse.

The nurse gave him his breakfast same old food over the years this , ugly looking and disgusting porridge. 

" you'll be lonely for some time young man " the nurse said and left the room.

Yamaguchi only  stare at his food.

I lost my count in how many years I've been here , i already forgot how it feels to be outside of this room.

" tsukki " he muttered.

His heart felt an intense pain again , his heart was looking for Tsukishima.

He wanted to hear his voice even tho it'll just him asking questions , but yamaguchi felt like tsukishima love him , a love that is deeper than the ocean.

" don't fight your demon , i am the one who is with you at your worse " again... this voice.

" i want tsukki not you " he said.

The voices became louder and louder they were screaming at once , yamaguchi was covering his ears in horror.

Yamaguchi felt like his insides are burning and his ears are bleeding.

" I will never let you " Deep baritone voice whispered to him.

" Dr. Tsukishima are you sure about this? " Dr. Akaashi asked.

" i am not a good doctor , he doesn't deserve me. He needs a better doctor than me  " he answered.

Akaashi knows it all his petty lies , he can see how lonely his eyes were and how his eyes screams with full of regrets.

" okay then " Akaashi patted his back.

Akaashi doesn't even has a clue on what's going on between tsukishima and his patient  but all he knew is that , it were the words of a broken heart.

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I feel bad for making this :D
I'm not joking about updating slowly teheeee