Lead On


(‼️TW: Sexual Abuse later on in the story‼️)

Stuart and I enter the studio, Murdoc and this girl were talking? It wasn't noodle it was a girl I never seen before, she had a disgustingly ugly short black wolf cut, her bangs were higher than they should be and her lips were drenched in red lip stick. she also had a mole on the right side of her face. She glared at me when I entered the room confused.

"Murdoc? Paula? WHA' IS SHE DOIN' ERE'!?!" Stuart yelled causing me to flinch a bit

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!" Murdoc yelled back confused why Stuart came home.

"Wha' do yew mean?! I'm back home like yew said so!" Stuart yelled again. Now I was really confused, did murdoc just want to ditch Stuart back there?! And he didn't expect him to come back?

"W-whats going on?" I said a bit scared. Everyone looked at me, Murdoc left that Paula girl and came over to me with open arms.

"Oh! Y/n! I was starting to worry about ya! You were gone almost the whole day!" Murdoc hugged me...I was so fuckin confused why he was acting like this. Was it because Paula was here? WHO THE FUCK IS PAULA?!

"Murdoc, what's going on?!" I said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Nothing sweetheart, dont worry about it." He continued to hug me. I looked at Stuart over Murdocs shoulder.

"Let er' go Murdoc... she's uncomfortable." Stuart said grabbing my arm.

"SOD OFF TWAT!" Murdoc yelled causing Stu to flinch.

Murdoc back away from the hug. I have never been this confused in my life. I then saw Murdoc give Paula an "eye" . You know those type of eyes that you give someone when you want them to do something already. He even raised an eyebrow. Paula's eyes grew widen.

"STUUUU! BABY! What a surprise to see ya!" She said wrapping her arms around Stuart. He was so awkward and didn't grab her back so he just stood there stuck.

"U-uh Paula? Wha' are yew doing ere'?" He said backing away slowly. 

"Lets talk baby." Said Paula pulling Stuart on a chair. I didn't like the vibes that this Paula chick had. And why was she calling Stuart 'baby'?? What the fuck are they dating?! I began to think that maybe Stuart had a girlfriend all along and he was probably just leading me on.

Stuart looked at me, his eyes were worried.

"Lets go darlin, lets leave them talk." Murdoc wrapped his arms around me. I wouldn't usually let that slide and I would push murdoc away but a wave of jealousy hit me as I saw Paula massage stuarts shoulders as she began to talk. I leaned my head against murdocs chest and we walked away. From the corner of my eyes I saw Stuart staring at me.

MURDOC's POV (this is a first lmao):

My plan worked perfectly! I called Paula days ago to come and get back with face ache and she seems to be working on it right now! This leaves me with Y/n! I can't have facecahe ruining my shot with Y/n. They are already so close which makes me blood boil. Y/n is mine. She is my property. She deserves to be with me, the leader, not sodding face ache. He's nothing but a working voice box. I slammed my fist down on a table. I saw Y/n flinch almost forgetting she was still with me.

Y/N's POV:

"oh! Sorrey dear." I murmured.

"Murdoc what's going on? Who is Paula? And why is she calling Stuart 'baby'?" I said with dove eyes looking up at Murdoc. His eyes softened

"Well love, Paula is Stuarts old girlfriend and he still likes her actually! I frankly remember him telling me before we met you saying stuff like he wants to get back with Paula! Crazy right?" As murdoc said everything my heart sunk, I really thought Stuart liked me. I'M I STUPID?! OF COURSE HE WOULDN'T LIKE ME?! I FEEL SO STUPID!

"o-oh." I said looking down

"That shouldn't bother you though right? You aren't even with Stuart! You should be happy for him and Paula if you really are his friend." When Murdoc said 'friend' my eyes kind of watered a bit but I sucked it in. I mean he is right...I guess.

"Yea! Uhm, yea..I'm happy for Stuart! I wish for him to be happy." I get up from Murdoc's lap.

"Where you going love?" Murdoc said grabbing my hand

"The bathroom, I have been waiting for Stuart the whole day..." Thinking about my words I really was. I waited all day for Stuart thinking he likes me but he was just leading me the fuck on this WHOLE TIME?! I wasted this whole day for him?! I run to the bathroom and slam the door behind me. 

I sit on the bathroom floor.

"Im so fuckin stupid thinking he actually liked me." I then get up and look in the mirror.

"I really dressed myself in my best outfit and even did a decent make up look just for him. I LOOKED HOT TODAY. And he chose that ugly ass?" I scoffed in the mirror. My heart has been broken many times before in my past so this wasn't new to me. I lifted my head up and retouched my lip liner. I then fixed up my hair and smiled. I knew how to cope with my feelings. I unlocked the bathroom opened the door.

Paula was holding Stuart's hand and leading him to his ROOM?! Stuart quickly looked at me and he gulped. I glared at him and walked away. If he really wanted her to stop he would say stop. But he wants Paula not me so that's why he isn't running away. This made me even more angry.

"I don't give a fuck about what he does." I said to myself as I headed to the kitchen. Deep down I was hurt.

I opened the fridge and took out a single strawberry. I washed it and sat on the table where Stuart and Paula were 'talking' I zoned out looking at where they were standing , mid way of eating the strawberry I silently broke down in tears while I remembered all the things Stuart said to me. He never meant anything, he just lead me on. I hide my face in my arms and I put my head down on the table. 

I felt a hand on my back. I looked up quickly to see Russel and Noodle. Noodle hugged me by the waist and Russel pat my back.

"Its okay sissy, he doesn't deserve you. No one does." Noodle said

"Yea forget about it Y/n. If he chooses her over YOU he must be blind. That cracka' ass is hideous." Russel made me laugh a bit.

"Hehe, thanks guys. I love you!" I said hugging them both. 

"We love you too Y/n." They both said. My heart warmed up. 

"hey sis, murdoc told me to tell you tomorrow but since you are sad I want to tell you now!" Noodle squeezed my hand.

"What is it sis?" 

"Come!" Noodle lead me into the hall way were everyones rooms where. She lead me to a room and she opened the door.

"YOU'RE ROOM!" Noodle said in excitement. Inside I saw Murdoc fluffing up my pillow and patting down my blanket. My heart warmed up by the sight of it. 

Muddz looked up. and blushed as we saw him fluffing my pillow.

"NOODZ! Wha- Oh! Y/n! Uhm! Yea! You're room love! I made it just for you!" Murdoc said walking closer to me.

"THANK YOU! THANK YOU SO MUCH MURDOC! I LOVE YOUUU!" I hug him tighter than ever. I felt so much love with these people. I then walk inside it, it was perfect. There was a keyboard and a guitar in it as well! Which I knew how to play both! I run to it and sit down.

"WOW!!" I said

"Oh yea! I didn't know if you liked to play instruments so I added these in here!" Murdoc said sitting next to me.

"I do! Thanks Muddz this means so much to me." I lean my head on Murdocs shoulder.

2D's POV:

"P-paula I dunno~" I said

"Stu-pot! I know~ Im stupid! I shouldn't have done that with Muddzie!! I wasn't thinking baby you know it!" Paula broke down in tears, it looked kinda of fake though.

"Paula- I-i-i- wait! Dont cry." I said patting her shoulder. UGH! Why do I have to have so much empathy for others, even though they hurt me badly. Paula wrapped her arms around me.

"Stu-pot, please just give me one more chance baby. Just once more." She said getting on top of me. She began to kiss my neck.

"Paula! Wait!" She stopped for a bit giving me puppy eyes. 

"What is it babe?" She said. I looked down, not knowing what to say. What about Y/n?  I love Y/n though! Not Paula. My thoughts were inturppted by Paula pushing me down on the bed and kissing me on the lips.

"You love me Stuart Pot, not that bitch." I whimpered in pain as I wanted her off me but I was too weak from these past few days she was stronger than me.

"Was that a whimper? I knew it. You want me Stuart." Paula began to unbuckled my jeans. 

"P-p-paula! s-stop~" I whimper as my headache started to come back.

"Shhh baby." Paula pushed me down again.

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1,551 words! Remember that sexual abuse is not okay even though if the person doing it to you might be the sweetest! And it is not your fault if you couldn't stop! Gosh this makes me feel bad for Stu and Y/n but I really wanted some action done in this story! Ahh 3 more days until I start school, I'm nervous but excited at the same time! I HOPE YOU LUVS ARE DOING OKAY! STAY TUNED!❤️


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