2.2 Finding My Soulmate (Current AnuSeena Track)

Continued...
Approximately 6000 words...My longest part so make sure you have enough time before you read.


28 January
Aadhi raat ko aaj hum aapko dekh kar achambit aur shayad akarshit dono hogaye...dil Mano pehli baar dimag pe haavi hone lage...hum khud hi aapke paas aate rahe shayad isliye bina sooche samajhe ye jhoot bol gaye ki maa ghar pe nahi hai...jaise hi hum dil ke sun ne lage dimag ne phir cheta diya ki ye khushi aur saath sirf mission ke liye hi hai...


2nd February


Na chahte hue bhi aapko sabkuch gyaat ho gaya...ye mission..humara dhoka...aur humare beech kuch shuru hoye uss se pehle hi khatam...hum aapke liya kya mehsus karte hai ye jaan sake uss se pehle hi apko sach gyaat ho gaya...jaante hai jab aapne humse pucha ki kya 'humne aapse kabhi pyaar kiya?'
Hum kuch der ke liye soch pe pad gaye aur 'shayad' me javab diya ...aur dil pe pathhar rakh ke na bol diya...


Hum aapko kya javab de HJ jab hum khud hi nahi jaante ki kya humne aapse kabhi sach me pyaar kiya? Aapko shayad sun ne mein bachkana lagta ho par satya yahi ki hum nahi jaante pyaar kya hota kaise hota hai...pehle hum par jaldi zimmedariya thi parivaar ki uske baad force join karne pe humme yahi sikhaya ki pyaar aur shaadi ek bahut badi zimmedari jo aapko desh ke seva karne se bhatka sakti hai...


Par aaj jo bhi hua, usse jaan ne baad aapke andar ka sab tut gaya... aur humara dil ka bhi...kyuki shayad pyaar toh ek hi hai...khuch toh hai jo aapko aur humme jode rakhta...jisse aapka dukh bhi humara ho jata hai...ab na chahte hue bhi mission ke liye hume aapse khatorta rakhni padegi ...


12 February
Mission ke dauraan jab aapne virus khud me inject kar liye toh maano humare shareer se rooh nikal gayi ho aisa laga humme...kyuki aap me humare jaan basne lagi...kyuki aapme humara bhi dil dhadakne laga...phir bhi humne aaj aapke diya hue saare taufe lauta diye...pyaar toh karte hai par shayad kabhi nibha nahi payenge...kyuki hum ek secret agent Hai...pyaar karne ki Anumati nahi hai humme...aur kaise keh de ki hum aapse pyaar karte hai? Jab aabhi bhi humara dimag humesha yahi kehta hai ki pyaar vyakti ko kamzor bana sakta hai...aur chahe na bhi banaye toh hum kaise aapko humare Jeevan me shamil karle jabh hume khud ke Jeevan aur thikaane ka pata nahi...humare kal ka pata nahi hai...


Shayad aapka humse door rehna...hi aapko khushiya de sakta hai kyuki ek baar hum aapko dhooka de chuke hai....


19 February
Hume iss duniya me aapse behtar Jeevan saathi nahi mil sakta .... baato baato me hi sahi par humne aapko humare dil ki baat keh di...ki aapke aur humare beech sirf humare siddhant aate hai...humari ek Kala jo humne training me li ki dil ki nahi dimag ki sunni chahiye...saalo se yahi maante aaye hai kuch dino me iss aadat se dur nahi ho sakte...kaash hum bhi aapse vaise hi prem kar sakte aur prem jata sakte jaise aapne humare liye pehle jaataya...kaash hum dono bhi saath reh sakte ....kaash hum dil ki sun na bhi jaante...kaash.....................


19 March
Kuch cheezo ke do pehlu hote hai...vaise hi soch ke bhi hote hai...ek baat dil ki hoti hai ...ek dimag ki...aaj ki ghatna ke baad sirf dil ki sun ne ka man kar raha hai...chot hume lagi phir bhi dard aapko hua...khoon humara baha aur ashru aapke...itna sab hone ke baad bhi aap humse pyaar karti...humari fikar karti hai...aur hum bhi ab sirf dil ki sun kar aapse prem karna chahte hai...thoda vakt shayad aur lage dimag ko smjhane me lekin phir bhi humne dil ki sun ni bhi shuru kardi..


Aaj shayad aapne aur humne kuch nahi vartalap ki hogi par humari aankho ne bahot kuch keh diya...jo aapke aur humare dil me basa tha..


26 March
Aapke aane se humare Jeevan me bahot kuch badal gaya ache ke liye...aapne hume pyaar karna sikha diya...aur ye bhi ki jeet ke saath sahi tareke bhi Mayne rakhte hai...par sach kahe toh humari paristhiti me koi sahi raasta nahi tha...
Accept karte hai hum HJ ki hum aapse bahot prem karte hai..prem aur shaadi ka pata nahi par aap se prem aur vivha hume kabhi kamjor nahi bana sakta...You Are My Strength HJ.


Par kya ab sab theek ho payega...kya humne deri kardi sab samjhne ki aapko ab humse pyaar karna galti lagti hai? ...hume nahi pata ki humara sath kaise aur kab tak likha hai par hum aapko ek baar apni dil ki baat zarur kahenege...


A day after Holi ...


Kal hum bahot khush the ...jaise humare dil ko uski dhadhkan vapis mil gayi...aap vapis mil gayi...bahut kathinayo ke baad hi sahi par hume aapka sath mil gaya jab aapne humara prem prastav svikaar kar liya...
Bilkul ek suhane sapne ki trha lag raha tha sab...aur sapne ki trha hi sabh toot gaya...(on page ink was spread, indicating his tears)


Ek pal me sab mila aur dusre pal hi sab toot gaya...humari hi galati ki saza hai...humne bhi toh yahi kiya tha aapke sapne sanjoye aur phir tod diye...par hum ye toh jaante hai ki aap humse pyaar karti hai....


(Some lines were completely messed due to tears so they were not clear to read)


Agar aapki khushi yahi hai toh hum aapke aur humare pyaar ke sahare Jeevan vyatit kar sakte hai....zindagi bhar aapki narazgi ka khatam hone ka intezar kar sakte hai....bas roz hum aapse mil sake ...uch adhikari ki trha hi sahi...aapki muskaan ka kabhi karan ban sake aur apke chehre ka roz deedar kar sake.......I still Love you Haseena Ji...


14 April
Humme lagta tha shayad samay ke sath chalte humare beech sabh theek hone lagega par ab ye nahi lagta...aaj hum aapko humari ki gayi galti se hi rok rahe the na?
(Don't take next lines considering him as weak but sometimes situations put you in a scenario that you start feeling this...)
Ab kabhi kabhi lagta hai isse acha hum Mission Jeet se kabhi laute hi nahi....hum nahi jaante hum kya kare.....


(Next few pages were torn out of pen's nib in frustration and anger on himself)


.....


Haseena was all tears after reading his diary...okay maybe their pain wasn't the same, 'one suffered betrayal ,the other rejection' but the essence of pain was same...not getting love in return knowing the other person loved you...helplessness, grief, frustration buried inside their souls of not being able to show their love or feelings they had for each other. Anger of unknown reasons......but the love still prevailed.


Her heart really twitched when she read 'iss se acha hum Mission se laut te hi nahi'. Before she could think of how to face him, to take him out of grief for his mother, for her love for him she heard some faint voices of him calling his mother...and his footsteps ascending the stairs. She wiped her tears quickly and kept his diary on side table and stood up.


Anubhav's PoV


I enter my house searching for Maa, she had told me to take half day considering my health and I too, was a bit relieved after that hectic case which really pissed me off (case pissed hum, not junior) after my junior left the case mid way, considering the birth of his 1st child. And just as I was thinking about 'partner and family' my mind rushed to Haseena's thoughts...may be I was relieved after a very long time due to a particular case I was indulged but that 'sukoon' was still missing...I doubt that if I will ever be able to win her back....will she ever give me a 2nd chance?


I nudged these thoughts out of my mind, forcefully as I wanted to be happy in front of my mother..or atleast pretend to be one...whom I seem is not at home at the moment


Opening the buttons of my shirt I enter my room and get a shock...first of all I re-did my buttons when I saw haseena closing her eyes. Embarrassing. But more than this I was embarrassed for the condition of my room. I had created a storm here in morning to find an important file.
"Aa..Haseena ji aap yaha", I questioned at her sudden appearance at my home but she fumbled in response.


Cleaning my room somewhat, I thought maybe maa called her..
"Maa ne aapko yaha bulaya? Shama chahte hai ...agli baar vo aapko bulaye toh hume bata dijyega...aapko takleef lene ki zarurat nahi"


"Agar vo nahi bhi bulati toh bhi humme aapse milna tha" she answered. All this while I had not glanced at her properly as I was busy cleaning the room for her comfort. Her words forced me to leave the mess and take a better look of her.


Seeing her pale face I asked out of concern,
"Haseena ji, theek hai na aap?"


She did not speak and rather lowered her eyes...tears dwelled at the corner of her eyes...


"Haseena ji..." , I cried as my hands moved to wipe off her tears on their own.
"Aap ro kyu rahi hai", I questioned and she didn't answer yet again.


My eyes traced at the side table at my diary, some pages folded and pictures peeping out. She read that and unknowingly again I am the reason of her cries.
"Aapne humari diary padhi?'' (No response)
"Hum aapse khuch puch rahe hai HJ" this time I interrogated in a stern voice.


"Haa padhi humne aapki diary ", her answer made me boil for a moment...but I controlled not wanting to spill my anger at her.


I coldly asked, "kyu...bina ijazat ke?"...


"Hum jaan ke yaha aapki diary padne nahi aye the...vo gir gayi aur uss me se humari photos giri is...isliue padh li" she fumbled and spoke straight truth.


"Dekhiye HJ, aaj seedhe seedhe baat kar rahe hai...pyaar hum aapse aaj bhi karte hai aur humesha karte rahenge...aapse dur rehna humare liye vaise hi mushkil hai isse aur mushkil na baniye humare nijji zindagi me dhakal dekar...kabhi aap humare kareeb aa jati hai aur dusre hi pal door chali jaati hai" I said with utmost seriousness, gripping her arms in my hands.


She gripped my hand more in response and replied, "kyu na de hum dhakal?".


A sudden increase in her voice as she continued, "aap aise depression me ghumte phirenge aur hum kuch na kare". Depression? This shocked me to another level. May be she was here to give me shocks only today one after another.


Little did he know that these small things will be leading to a perfect tomorrow for him.


Irritatedly I bursted out, "kis morkh ne keh diya hum depression me hai...aur hai bhi toh aapko kyu farak padta hai...aapke hisab se toh humare beech sirf aoupcharik (formal) rishte hai...ek senior aur dusra junior "...I blabbered as if didn't knew the reason behind her concern but I wanted to hear those feelings, even if she didn't want to share my life, be my soulmate.


"Anubhav", she addressed me by name, which depicted her sheer anger. I think it was not us speaking but the frustration nestled in our hearts to hear those magical words yet again was making us speak in this manner.


"Padta hai humme farak. Aapke dukhi hone se...depressed hone se..ye kya haal bana rakha hai aapne...Maa ka phone aya tha...na dhang se khana na dhang se sona...ankhe dekhiye apni dark circles aa gaye hai...ghar pe aap paye nahi jaate aur HQ hote hai toh gussa Nak pe leke ghumte hai ... akele ghumsum sad songs sunte rehte hai...ye aapne kya kar rakha hai...humare pyaar ko aapne kamzori bana li hai apni..." She bursted out like a volcano.


"Pata hai aapki problem kya Anubhav aapko na pyaar karna nahi aata...pehle pyaar mana nahi, phir jataya nahi...aur ek baar humne na kehdi toh bas humse dur chale gaye...(raising voice) aapse kya hum ek baar me impress ho gaye the jo ek baar propose karte dhoka de ne ke baad jo hum maan jaate...pura physics chemistry sab kharab hai aapka pyar ke logic me...propose kiya bhi kabh jum hum dono nashe me the..." Her outburst continued and vexed up, I held her hands more tightly. What should I do to make her happy now?


"Aap hi bata dijye aap kya chahti hai humse..kabhi socha nahi tha ki aapse door ja sakenge par agar ab aap humare iss sheher se door jane me khush hogi toh voh bhi kar lete hai" I vented at a high tone and moist eyes. She looked at me, deeply...And in that eyelock I wanted the time to stop forever.


"Pyaar aur aapka saath chahte hai Anu...de sakte hai", her sweet words with a slight smile and doubt took time for my mind to decipher that it was reality and not a dream.


She cupped my jaws and climbed on my toes to kiss my forehead. And words would surely be less to what I was feeling at that moment. As her lips were going to touch my skin I moved backed and she looked at me in a confused state, unable to put any words.


"Aap humpe bharosa karti hai?"....I put forward my insecurity, as no relationship works without it.


"Haa" she assured me smiling and I hugged her as tightly as I could.
The next moment we started crying...don't no for what...but it was peaceful to cry drenching her shoulder. My shirt was also dampening.


All pain left out, only happy memories from now on


I broke the hug and wiped her face as her fingers registered my face...I kissed her forehead, my lips lingering for a longer time, feeling her soft skin and my heart promising her a forever.


I felt bliss and surely haseena too.
We got our love back. This pain,till now was all destined.


Naughtily my mind travelled a little back when she was initiating to kiss my forehead. I smirked and she acknowledged my further move shyly lowering her eyes.


I came closer to her, snaking an arm around her waist, she traveled on my toes leaning again and this time I won't be backing off. I cradled her face with my other hand and softly rubbed my thumb over her cheeks which were growing red with each passing second. I brought my lips more closer and we both started breathing heavily in this proximity. "I love you Anu!" She bravely murmured against my cheek. Her body was perfectly fitting in mine. I bent and murmured "I love you too" near her lips and then brushed my lips over hers as we 'perfectly' Failed our first attempt to kiss each other, ending in a shy laugh.


My fingers played near her lips and jawline teasing her. Her hold around my back tighten as she fisted my shirt in anticipation. I grew closer again collapsing any space between our lips.


Every nerve of our body was electrified, ready to loose ourselves in each other. She had grown crazy in my dark and wild kiss as her hands uncontrollably scratch at my back and graze in my hairs. I left when I felt her breathless but still craved for more.


That tinge of shyness which she had before our kiss , evaporated, I had completely disheveled her hairs and her lips are swollen due to our recent hot act. Desires are passing through our eyes . She looked like my favourite sweet to devour at the moment.


I pick her in my arms, startling her and lay down on bed on top of her, looking into her eyes which reflected same desires....I tasted her once again, this time more wildly and harder. And flip her position, engulfing her in my arms.


Haseena's PoV


I felt peace in his arms and finally I thank God we are together. My cheeks were heated up due to his sensual acts when all of a sudden a question popped up in his mind, leaving me to fumble again.


"Vaise ek baat puche? Aapko aisa laga hi kyun ki hum depressed hai?"


"Vo bahot sari bate ek baad ek baad ek hoti rahi...pehle aapke vo IG ki reel dekhi..phir maa ka phone..phir aapki diary.." I tried to reason hiding my eyes from his on my stupid misunderstanding.


"Ek min ek min kya IG ki reel kya?" He questioned raising his eyebrows.


"Aapko nahi pata?", I asked with a confused face. I picked up my phone showing him his video. He looked at it curiously with a raised eyebrow.


After watching and thinking for a while and thinking he spoke
"Ye video aise nahi thi...Matlab thi ", puzzling me.


"Hum dukhi the aapke baare me sochte hue ye sahi hai par humme ye gaana nahi lagaya...aree humne toh ye post bhi nahi kiya tha SS aur PJ ne zabardasti karvya" he added.


Joining the dots I smiled, I surely got a family in MPT...who understood my un expressed sadness.


"Voh jo aapko thane se blank calls aa rahe the na vo bhi Inki khurafat hai" , he formed an O with his lips making him look more cuter...


"Kyu par", he asked.


"Humme milvane ke liye"...I answered.


"Vaise Haseena agar galat fhemiyo ke ant me itna sukoon mile...toh aise galat fhemi pratidin honi chahiye " , he spoke and I nodded positively, Indeed it was the most beautiful misunderstanding of my life.


"Hum depressed nahi the par atyant dukhi the...aur maa ne jo kaha na vo sab ek case ki vajha se tha..." He continued.


"Jo bhi ho par aapni halat dekhiye...kitne dino se dhang se nahi soye...Maa apni dost ke sath hospital gayi hai..so jaiye ab kuch der ke liye", saying this I got from him and lied beside my love, hugging him to make him more comfortable to sleep.


He snuggled more into me, but suddenly I had an urge to tell him something. I freed myself from his grip and pulled out my chain but it was stucked inside my shirt...I unbuttoned my first 2 buttons and he was gaping me wide eyed...Okay he definitely got a wrong idea, but I decided to play along., continuing doing whatever I was seductively.


He flipped over me in a sudden, earning a gasp from me. "Ye kya kar rahi hai aap", he whispered extremely low, in my ears sending chills in my body.
I had to take in a sharp breathe to continue my game,
"Aapko kya lagta hai anu?"
"Humme toh lag raha hai ki aap humme rijhane ki koshis kr rahi hai...", he replied huskily in my ears forcing me to surrender teasing him and speak up the truth..


"Vo ..hum..me aapko..... humari chain attak gayi hai shirt me",I fumbled seeing his dark, passionate eyes.


"Rukiye hum nikal dete hai.." with this I felt his cold fingers on my warm chest and his touch was doing magic. He purposely moved his fingers sensuously. And I had to close my eyes. He must be over joyed seeing his affect on me. He took out the chain and I was frankly expecting his soft lips on my exposed chest but he laid beside me.
We understood that our recently mended relationship needed cute and understanding moments than erotic ones.


I pulled out the chain properly and showed him the ring I was wearing as a pendant.
"Ye dekhiye...ye vo ring hai jo Rani(Qayamat) uss holi vale din lekar bhage thi..jab vo pakdi gayi hai tab hi humne uss se lekar pehan li thi...humara pyaar aapke liye kabhi kam nahi hua...bass hum darte the aap par phir bharosa karne se.." I spoke with much difficulty as my voice choked reminiscing all the past times.
He smiled at me and kissed my forehead.


"Hum samjhte hai Haseena...bass ab koi purani baat nahi..ab hum aapke sath hai humesha.." his words assured me.
"Chailye ab hume sone de sukoon se apke paas" He further said , complaining like a child.


I wrapped my arms around him, one of my hand was caressing his temple and we both dozed off experiencing bliss and secured.


Authors PoV


It was seven in evening and Maa entered the house hoping to see everything fine.
She moved to Anubhav's room and found the most beautiful sight. Both sleeping in each others embrace...without any tension.


She thanked the stars for sending Haseena in her son's life. Maa went and kissed their foreheads, both shifted a little but continued to sleep.
She went down to kitchen to prepare the dinner for her children.


.....


After few minutes haseena woke up rubbing her eyes she sat up straight and saw Anubhav clinging to her. He may be the DSP of city or an agent, but for the moment, without any worries he looked like a small child. She ran fingers through his hairs and gently freed herself from his grip, to make the dinner unknown of Maa's presence.


....
"Are maa aap? Kab aayi" she squealed.


"Jab tum dono chain se ek dusre ki baaho me soo rahi the", she replied teasing her would be daughter in law.


"Aa vo.." haseena grew nervous responding her and Crimson rose to her cheeks.


" Sharma kyu rahi ho beta, balki hum bahut khush hai ki tum anu ke sath ho...aaj aise lag raha hai vo tension free hua ... tumhare sath" she praised her unknown of the whole happening.


"Aapko pata hai maa...hum bhi anu ke saath bahut khush hai...unke saath hum vaise reh sakte hai jaise hum rehna chahte ...bacho ki trha..bina kisi jhijhak ke", she praised him and both mother daughter duo started preparing dinner together.


.....


Devoid of the warmth, rosy scent and her cool breathes fanning his face, Anubhav woke up in no time stretching his toned arms wide enough for a yawn.


"Kaha gayi Jaana?", he mumbled to himself and got out of the bed descending the stairs to kitchen.


He halted Near the door and leaned on the wall seeing the most important women of his life giggling with each other.
He sighed, and smiled to the thought that atleast he would not be sandwiched between his mother and wife after marriage.


Haseena and Maa sensed his presence and turned towards him.


"Aap hum maa beti ki baate sun rahe the chupke chupke", haseena questioned raising her eyebrow and then laughing.


"Ji , kyuki humari maa aur priye humme toh bhool gayi", he whined like a child...making them laugh even more.


The joint laughter was broken with Maa's hesitating voice,
"Mujhe tum dono se khuch baat karni hai".


"Haa maa kahiye na" Haseena spoke in-between her tasting the sabzi.


"Tum dono abhi shaadi nahi karna chahte jaanti hu par sagai..toh karlo.", a mother's heart put forward her desire seeing her children most happy with each other.


Anubhav passed a nervy look to Haseena, as he knew that all had been good between them today only.


"Maa vo..", anubhav spoke but haseena held his hand and interrupted,
"Humme sagaai se koi dikkat nahi hai Maa aap Ammi aur Anu se puchle".


Her statement shocked anubhav. His happiness was increasing manifold with each passing second today.


"Anu ko kya dikkat hogi, iss ka bass chale toh ye kal hi shadi kr le", maa teased her son.


"Kya maa",an embarrassed anubhav spoke.


.........
After dinner Haseena entered his room.
Maa had called Ammi to stay their and tomorrow they would be deciding about the engagement 💍. She was excited.


Haseena saw him writing his diary. Biting her lower lip in shyness, she climbed his bed and wrapped her hands around his shoulders and legs around his waist, on his lap. She kept her chin near his face. Anubhav held one of her hand with his and continued writing with other..


"Kya likh rahe hai anu?" She cooed in her sweet voice.


"Humari diary puri kar rahe hai". He replied smiling.


With the most beautiful misunderstanding I finally found my soulmate back. I won my love, my heart, my soul and her trust.
Ab aap sirf dil ka tukada nahi aap humara dil aur uski dhadkane ban gayi Jaana.


"Jaana ?"


"Hum aapko aaj se jana bulayenge...pyaar se"


"Theek hai humare pyara Anu".


He closed the diary and turned hugging her properly. They stayed in silence feeling each other.


.....


Ammi was at her friend's home and her son dropped her, so she was a little late. Both the mothers knocked the door and entered.


Haseena had slept in Anubhav's arms and he had enveloped her. When he saw both of them he grew shy and his cheeks turned red. He tried waking her up but instead she snuggled more into him. He lowered his eyes, while they laughed seeing him.


"Sone do usse kal sagai ki tareek fix kar denge" Ammi spoke. Her heart felt peace seeing her daughter happy with her love.


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One month later.(sagai)


A night before engagement all have moved to a resort. Nothing fancy just a close knit ceremony with family and friends.


On Sagaai's Morning.


HASEENA'S POV


I keep hiding from everyone and make my way to Anu's room. In this one month he has given me the required space and time, without me saying this. Maybe this was the thing I loved the most in him. He understood my unsaid words.


I knocked, No, Banged! His room's window until he woke up. He opened the window, still sleepy with an irritated expression.


"Kaun...", he stopped his words and smiled looking at me but I pushed him and got inside immediately with a fear of getting caught.


Good Morning, I wished him, but he scowled and said, " aise Kaun neend se jaga ke good morning wish karta hai...aapko pata hai Jaana? Kal hum engagement ki anxiety me kitna late soye?"


" koi baat nahi hum aapki subha haseen kardete hai..." I said sweetly and wrapped my arms around his neck. Before he could give a reaction, I pressed my lips against his. I didn't moved my lips nor did he for now. In this one month duration we didn't kiss after the day we reunited not because we didn't crave for each other but wanted to give ourselves enough time before our relationship reaches next level.


My not so innocent act definitely ignited him and he pushed me to the wall pressing his body against mine. My lips parted and he kissed me hard.


"Aapke subha subha hume aise uttejit karne ka badla hum raat ko lenge sagai ke baad", he said panting for air.


Before he could kiss me again I hugged him tightly and said,
"Le lijyega...abhi hum chupte chupate aapko shukriyada karne aaye....hai thank you for everything..."


"Toh fhir humara bhi shukriya... aap humari zindagi me aayi", he replied. We don't say thank you to our partners or best friends for the little things they do to make us feel loved but sometimes this thanks means a lot...just heartwarming.


"Par aap chupte chupate kyu aiye, Jaana", he asked.


"DSP sahib aapko toh koi kuch nahi kahega par SHO sahiba ko uski MPT team bahot chidaigi na isliye..."
I said
"Chailye ab hume Jaana hoga"...I continued and pecked his lips once again, while he spoke,
"Raat ko dekhlenge hum aapko"


"Zarur", I replied and jumped out of window.


.....


The stage was set a couple chair in middle of raised platform surrounded by simplistic yet beautiful decoration of purple and yellow theme. Yellow was Anubhav's fav and purple was Haseena's.


Anubhav's PoV


" sir aise stage pe marathon karne se kuch nahi hoga aap shant ho jaiye...humari nahi toh aunty ki hi sun lijye ", cheeta spoke in an attempt to calm me but failed.


"Aapki sagai hui hai..nahi naa phir aap humari vyatha nahi samjhege.." I remarked him, which made him Blush.


"Sagai hoti toh kya hi baat thi sir par Santu ji tehri massom" he spoke getting a roll over of my eyes. Some things would never change and I guess I would be saying the same thing in my marriage too, Indeed SS is Masoom, atleast in his case.


"Aree sale sahib humare toh ho rakhi hai na ...hum khuch kahe...sheher ke DSP hokar dar rahe hai...aise tensed situation handle karne ki toh aapki aadat hogi...", he gave a legit dumb excuse.


"Aap na rehne dijye jijaji...aapki sagai ke vaqt aap humse zyada chintit the...aur DSP hai toh kya sagai ka anubhav pehle baar hi kar rahe hai... ho rahi hai ghabaraht ki sabhi sahi se hoga na aur utsakta ho rahi hai haseena ko dekhne ki ab ek kaam kijye thori der hume akele beth ne dijye", I pushed them out of stage and sat alone trying to stabilize my self.
I had closed my eyes to relax myself when a soft song started to play.
I opened my eyes to see a diva, no my diva



Ehsaas Ki Jo Jubaan Ban Gaye
Ehsaas Ki Jo Jubaan Ban Gaye
Dil Mein Mere Mehmaan Ban Gaye
Aap Ki Taarif Mein Kya Kahein
Aap Humari Jaan Ban Gaye
Aap Humari Jaan Ban Gaye
Aap Hi Rab Aap Imaan Ban Gaye
Aap Humari Jaan Ban Gaye


Haseena entered the engagement hall with my sisters KS and SS and I could not dare to move my eyes from her. She saw me gaping at her and blushed. Uff!
She looked alluring, enthralling, cute, divine, elegant. I was short of words today to describe her.


Her soft curls flew as she approached me. She bent and took blessing of the elders. My Jaana was pure inside out. I moved down from the stage and forwarded my hand to her who was dazzling in green Lehenga. I' ll be holding her hand for a lifetime. We both walked to the stage and sat on the couple sofa. All were extremely happy and started a small dance function before the ring ceremony.


Finally all my anxiety vanished with her by my side. I kissed her forehead, and she felt me closing her eyes.


"Aap itni khubsurat lag rahi hai Haseena ki humara pura hindi ka shabdkosh kam pad jayega", my words earned a giggle from her.


I held her hand tightly and spoke softly "I love you Haseena...hum aapse bahut prem karte hai...aise prem jo harpal badhta hi jaa raha hai".


Haseena's PoV


Kismat Se Humein Aap Humdum Mil Gaye
Jaise Ki Dua Ko Alfaaz Mil Gaye
Socha Jo Nahi Wo Haasil Ho Gaya
Chahun Aur Kya Ki Khuda De Ab Mujhe
Rab Se Mila Ek Aayan Ban Gaye
Khwabon Ka Mere Mukaam Ban Gaye
Aap Ki Taarif Mein Kya Kahein
Aap Humari Jaan Ban Gaye
Aap Humari Jaan Ban Gaye
Aap Hi Rab Aap Imaan Ban Gaye
Aap Humari Jaan Ban Gaye


My heart was beating erratically before coming here and now it's all peace after I saw him. His word's today were making me extra emotional today, I don't know why.


"I love you to Anu...Humesha...bahut sara", I said kissing his hand.


I looked around at my Ammi and Chahaji who were very happy, even more than me. Why wouldn't they be?
I was happy moving to a new life with him but at the same time worried for my mother. Who will take care of her after I marry.


I saw anu looking at me keenly, was he again reading my mind? Yes, he was! He went to my Ammi and brought her to stage, settling her between us.


"Ammi, hum chahete hai ki humari sagai ke baad aap aur haseena humare ghar shift ho jaye", I was blank at his words.


Ammi: lekin...


She was cut off as he continued,


"Dekhiye Ammi hum dono tehere police vale ek dusre ke liye time nikalna mushkil hai issliye hum chahete hai ki Haseena humare ghar nikah nahi balki sagai ke baad aajaiye"


"Anu.." I spoke in b/w


"Rukiye..humari baat baki hai abhi..."
He took Ammis hands in his "dekhiye humme aaka pyaar haseena se kam mila hai par vo toh humari maa ka pyaar paa lengi humare ghar aakar..ye toh cheating hai naa..aur vaise bhi ammi hai aap humari aapki seva karna humara farz..aur hume pata hai Haseena ko humesha aapki fikar rahengi aur unki fikar door karna toh humara kartaviye hai na..." He added, my vision got blurred as I was controlling my happy tears.


Ammi: Allah ki hi meharbani hai ki mujhe aap jaisa beta mila...hume koi dikaat nahi hai par samdhan ji....


"Aree vo toh aur khush hongi...unki dost unke ghar rahe toh.." He was speaking and I was listening unable to express.


Ammi had tears and he hugged her wiping them off. She went as maa called her.


"Dekhiye Haseena humme pata hai ye baat humne aapko pehli nahi batiye par suprise dena chahte the...aur ye bhi gyat hai ki aap bhavuk ho rahi hai...par please roiga mat.." He said but still I wanted to cry and hug him tightly.


"Aree...please (wiping the corner of her eyes) acha humare liye na sahi toh aapka make up ke liye hi...kharab ho jaiyega".


"Aree yaar", I cried and laughed at the same time, side hugging him.


We were disturbed in our trance by Panditji. Finally the ring ceremony is about to start.


Deen Hai Ilaahi Mera Maan Hai Maahi
Main Toh Sajda Karun Unko
Harz Ruwayi Meri Farz Dawayi Meri
Ishq Hua Mujhko
Deen Hai Ilaahi Mera Maan Hai Maahi
Main Toh Sajda Karun Unko
Harz Ruwayi Meri Farz Dawayi Meri
Ishq Hua Mujhko
Jaan Ban Gaye!


Chanting by auspicious mantras, powered by well wishes of our family and blessings of our elders, we exchanged rings sealing each other's destiny for a lifetime or even more if after life existed.


You are my soulmate now.


......


Haseena is in her room after engagement, waiting for Anubhav.


I was impatiently waiting for him, with a frown, he promised coming to my room after the function and dinner.
I don't know why I was so animated and excited today.
Maybe to start my new life with him, who cared for my whole life, my Ammi more than me.


The bell rang, but he was supposed to come hiding?
I opened the door and squealed to see him. I pulled him inside and hugged him tightly. He twirled me around, giving me a hint that we shared same zing today.


"Itna late? Aur darvaze se kya aa raha he chupke aana chaiye hai na", I asked pouting.


He got me on feet and said,
"Chupke issliye nahi aye kyu ki ammi ko pata hai...vaise bhi kal se aap  humare ghar me humare room me hi hongi na", I blushed on his statement.


"Late isliye kyuki hum ammi se shifting ki baat kar rahe the ek hafte me aapke cheeze ho jayegi aapke ghar ka ahem Saman humare ghar me", he added and  I was just staring at him. I was lucky to have him.


Anubhav's PoV


I was lost in her. The time seemed to stop in her winsome smile.


I glide my lips and nose from her ears, across her cheeks, unbearably slow, as I catch my breath.
I get a glimpse of her beautiful eyes for a moment and then claim her soft lips. My stomach jolted when I found her kissing me back, tasting my lips.


I withdrew in need of air, but my  hands still cupped her jaws and my nose touched with hers. I dipped down again, hungrily to her lips.


I pushed her on bed and hovered over her like a predator. I removed my T shirt and she gulped at my intentions.
They weren't that bad neither so good.
I smirked when she was gaping at my abs.


"Aap humme pagal kar rahi hai, janna", I said huskily dipping my nose in the crook of her neck to inhale her intoxicating scent.
She moaned against my shoulder as my lips kissed her neck and shoulders. My hands traveled and explored inside her top making her crazy.


Haseena's pov


I was loosing everything in him, my body felt hot, on fire when he showered me with wet kisses.
Turning desirous he pulled my top off and kissed me more properly. The sudden increase in my hormones made me feel confident and I pushed him , sitting on him.


I felt incharge, but he was eyeing me lustly, intentionally to make me nervous. I ignored his gaping and took deep breathes. I bent and kissed him very slowly to make him want, tasting him while his hands were squeezing my back.


My hands slowly traced the creases of his chest , my throat ran dry and I kissed his chest madly, making him moan.
He held my hands and they were pinned above my hand, flipping me. He smashed his  lips and kissed with such an intensity that my back arched and toes curled.


We both lied, side by side, panting for air. I raised hands and he pulled me over him. I was too tired. He carresed my hairs softly as I was slowly slipping to deep slumber as his arms felt homely comfortable.


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