For three straight days, Ive never eat, sleep, drink and bathe. All I did is to cry for the man whom I thought will never hurt me. Im so idiot to let him enter my once peaceful life. I knew i that from the first we'll never be together because we're completely different, He's popular and Im just a nobody. Probably the main reason why he did that to me because Im ugly compared to the other girls he had dated or maybe hooked up.

   I cant hold it anymore. Pain, sorrow, loneliness and anger now fulfills me. I wrote something in an empty piece of white paper.

   never find me where i am.

   never dig the land if you wake up

   never cry if im lost and you maybe the cause.

   you said," One lover, millions of attractive girls".

   Time will tell, fate of yours might fade

i simply throw the paper outside the window and let it go anywhere as the wind carries it. This is it,This is the time where my problems will end. I get my knife, staring at my reflection I said:

" Better die right now"

  As I stabbed myself someone shouted my name. His voice so angelic yet so devilish at the same time for the reason of killing my feelings..

"Christina!!!!"

  I looked at him with a smile on my face. This is the last time Im gonna see his face, his adorable brown eyes, his kissable lips and pointed nose. Until teardrops fell from his eyes seeing me like this.

" Why have you done this?" He asked

" Dont cry Juan karlos, Im completely fine. Better to me cause I'll die and you to stay cause millions of eyes will be ready to make an ocean of tears if you do. Dont you like it? For sure a nosy friend is the most annoying thing you've ever had. But remember, you've got all of me before and you have no chance to retrieve it"